So this is a typical unrequited love story somehow based on a true story. English isn't really my best subject but I'll try to make this as readable as possible. Let's call me moon and the person who I will fall deeply for in this story will be Sunn.

I have been studying in this school for one and a half year now and it has just been like any normal school days, hanging out with friends, making excuses to bunk classes and any other normal day except this one was in a boarding school.

I have been staying with this guy under one compound for over a half a year, actually a year since because of the lockdown we had to attend to our homes, so one year and I never knew him we didn't even talked, tho he did follow me on my social medias but I literally didn't know who he was and he looked cute and high standard which left me shocked why some stranger would just follow ME, and he was my junior.

Before everything that happened we actually met once, one night when we were coming back from watching a movie on our weekends and he happened to be watching too and while we were heading to our dorms, my best friend pulled me out and start telling the guy that I knew how to sing the song, which was delicate by Taylor Swift and he was like oh you do and started singing and I got nervous cause he seemed rich amd I don't do well with rich guys but I manage to slipped out of the situation.

It was until we came back to school after schools were reopen that we met. It was like we were meant to meet other. We had separate compounds for seperate academic year students and school thought of allowing only the going out batch(the twelve batch or last year of high school) and the tenth batch to come attend offline classes and yes we were two years apart each other. And they made us settle in the same compound, the building we were staying were the same but had two stories, they sleep upstairs while we sleep downstairs.

A week or two passed by and we still didn't know each other, maybe he knew me but I didn't. I was still waiting for my best friend to come cause he happened to be coming late and when he came I help him settle in and with his unpacking and when he was done we talked alot and recalled the times we spent with each other. A few days later we were made to study at our own dormitories so we decided to study at the balcony upstairs cause why not, we set up our table and there were a few other students studying there too and then he came wrapped in a blanket with his book in his hands and sat with us. My social skills were kicking up waiting to throw me off the cliff since he sat where I sat and thank god my other friend was sitting between us. I was kind of awkward at first but I manage to normalised myself, we talked about science and stuff since he was studying science and mostly my friend talked and he and I were just commenting on what he said. It was a good conversation until we were called by our teacher since we were barely studying.

After the teacher came we had to attend to our dormitories, and I just kept thinking how nice the conversation was that I wanted to talked more with him cause he was interesting and fun so the next day I was looking forward to studying again but he did not come and the same happened the next day and the day after that. I was disappointed. Then my friend the sociable one, the one who sat between us invited me to visit the juniors upstairs and I got up immediately and went along. And when I entered the dorm there he was studying or doing something i couldn't care much but I get to see him again. So I went to sat opposite to where he was sitting and we talked about our favorite singer our favorite songs and somehow he knew alot that he even educated me on some songs and the story behind it, we talked for hours until we had to go to sleep.

We became close instantly, and greet ourselves while passing through each other. And talked about songs and different artists. It is almost everyday now I realised I liked it too much, it makes me feel soo happy that I started to grow feelings for him. There was one thing I told myself not to do while I was studying here at this school and it was to keep love aside and pay more attention on studies and hanging out with friends, but he came along.

After that while I walked through the hallway, I kept on peeking into his classroom to simply check whether he's there or not and always tried to spot him wherever he was. I was becoming that weird stalker or maybe I am that weird stalker.

While waiting in line to enter our dining hall I always tries to steal a glimpse of him while he observes other people. And I'll try to find excuses to go upstairs where he is, just to talk to him. It was getting out of control, I was getting out of control. So when I went upstairs obviously we would talk about songs and sometimes movie actors and he had a thing for Timothee Chalamet as everyone else does. And maybe he felt like he trusted me and started telling me about his past relationships, obviously I asked him about it but he told me anyways and I asked why would you just tell anyone and he said that if a person is a Swiftie he will always trust them and I asked him why but he never told me the reason. And he had alot to talk about his past and I as a listener was listening very well tho it kind of hurted me abit but I tolerated it very well, and it was good to know about him more about how nice he was and still is and smart and charming, he's the kind anyone would wanna date after you get to know him, and I was anyone.

He was telling me about how he met his girlfriend , sorry his ex-girlfriend So he met her at school, the same school we were studying last year after I joined. The school was a boarding school but day schoolers were allowed too. They know each other obviously but things started to go well with them at the school canteen, the girl was brave enough to give him a card, a very nice an unique one and handmade, i was told. I was soo curious cause I was fond of making things too, I am on the creative side but I didn't care to ask more about the card and he kept on telling about how things went after that. In conclusion she was a very nice girl, and they were each other's first and trust me it sounded beautiful, she sounded beautiful and he said she was the best and will always be and that just left a pain in my chest like you've been stabbed by something, okay let us not exaggerate you clearly know that feeling. But I shook it off with a smile, a weird one but not weird enough for him to notice.

Until they broke off and that was the year we first met the night after the movie. He told me he was not doing well at that moment and things just kept getting worst and worst for him one thing after the other and in my opinion on what he told me it was worst. If it was me I would not know what I would do. But he was smart enough to figured things out.

And she even wrote him a poem, a beautiful one too.

As for me I have had a crush on my classmate, a girl from my previous school. Since our classroom was small and our total students' strength was less we became close, close enough that we bacame close friends, we had alot of fun during breaks and school occasions, it was a good year I must say. I always wanted to kiss her atleast once and I even told her about it and on our last day of school we were hanging outside the school garden and she called me inside, as we went in I somehow got the idea of what we were gonna do. I got in close to her and things just came to us naturally. That was my first kiss and it was good and now me and my crush we are still in contact and we still boast about the days back then. We were still friends and I somehow was fine about it, things couldn't be more better.

I am still kind of questioning my sexuality whether I am bisexual or just purely gay, because I seem to want to date girls too but I don't know whether I could get it up or not and at the same time I was into guys too. But for now I am all about him.