To Be Father's One And Only Daughter!
The cry of an Infant
[The cry of a infant filled the whole room in silence..]
Rafius Lee Feindell
"......."
Rafius Lee Feindell
"Let her stay in the second mansion. And never let her run around and enter the main castle."
Rafius Lee Feindell
"And I forbid anyone to let her see me."
[The cold glance of the man left the room in more silence and shiver..]
Maid
"Y-yes your Majesty.."
Maid
"W-we will not disobey your orders.."
Rafius Lee Feindell
"......."
Rafius Lee Feindell
"You there"
Maid Catarina
"H-huh? y-yes your Majesty?.."
Rafius Lee Feindell
"You'll be this thing's personal maid."
Maid Catarina
"U-uhh..Y-yes your Majesty.."
-Bows-
Rafius Lee Feindell
"....."
[ The man who seems to be the Emperor, left the room with a quick hesitant to lastly look at the crying child and then left without a word next..]
[The maids then continue their jobs as what they were commanded to and left the room except for the infant and Catarina]
Maid Catarina
"..D-don't cry my princess.."
Maid Catarina
"D-don't cry.."
-Carried the infant-
Maid Catarina
"I will take care of you from now on Princess.."
Maid Catarina
"I assure you that his Majesty will take a chance to see you...I hope so.."
Maid Catarina
"Shhh.. Princess, don't cry"
Maid Catarina
"Your maid is here.."
The desire of that Princess
" After I was born, My mother disappeared...she left us. It was a mystery of her sudden dissapearance"
" As it was in other words they can cover it up as... "that she died" "
"Thus I never cared who my mother is.."
"I grew up never knowing what it feels like to be loved by their own father.."
"My father who is the Emperor of this kingdom..
And I who is his first daughter is supposedly to be the Princess.."
"My life was just never the less exciting and interesting.."
" I were kept away and stay inside the mansion "
"I grew up in the mansion with many maids around me and my personal maid taking care of me the most....
I wasn't alone in here at all. But..."
"My Father, who never came to visit me and never let me see him. I feel like I wasn't enough to be his daughter.."
" All my life I was only neglected and ignored by my father. Never showed me love and attention."
" I always dreamed that my father would one day notice me and love me with all his heart and would give me his attention.."
"But alas.. that was only a dream.."
"Living my life only to stay here in the mansion and never step foot in the main palace where my father would walk around..."
"Altho I may be the princess...but that never changes the fact that I am not Father's daughter...?"
" It feels like I'm living in darkness.."
" I was like the forgotten Princess...the one who was never cared for anyway.."
" When I became 14, I was freely to go anywhere near the main palace except to go near inside the place"
" I was happy I could finally see my father..
I could just secretly peek at him or see him in the garden or outside the palace lobby without him noticing me."
" Whenever I was near the main palace, I would hear rumors that my father had a new daughter..."
" But somehow I pitted that girl because I would thought my father would ignore and throw her away like he did to me."
"But that pitty became jealousy.."
" My father who never showed empathy nor love at me... somehow have showed love for that new daughter of his.."
" I somehow showed jealous and envy towards that girl.. "
" My father's emotion that I've never seen before, he smiled at her... tho he may not show his true feelings but I know that he cares and loves her.. because that smile on his face already proves it."
" All I wanted was my father's love..so I waited patiently and silent because maybe one day..
that my father would finally notice me and give me the Love and attention from him that I deeply desired!"
"But that day never came..."
Maid Catarina
-Knocking the door-
"Princess? the kitchen maids already made food for you... would you come out to the dining hall so you could eat?.."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"........."
Maid Catarina
"Princess you should eat for once.."
Maid Catarina
"You've been in your room for 4 days without intending to go outside.."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"........."
Maid Catarina
"Princess....."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"I'm not hungry...tell the maids they can eat the food they made."
Maid Catarina
"But Princes—"
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"Please leave me alone..."
Maid Catarina
"Yes.. Princess."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
".........."
" Why do I have to live like this?? "
" Why can't my father just visit me once or atleast talk to me? "
" Why....why can't I be loved or cared by my own father?.."
" I really want my father to love me...I want him to care for me and notice me.."
" I wasn't good enough aren't I?.."
"Or there HAS to be a reason why he's like that to me.. there has to be.."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"Hah...hah.."
" I don't want to go outside...I don't want to see the reality..No.."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"......"
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"It's cold..."
" I became ill and weak...my body can't take it anymore.."
"Ofcourse it's because of my foolishness that I became like this.."
"My father...I want you to love me... Please.. don't ignore me...you are the only parent I have...Am I not your daughter?"
" The fireplace is hot..."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"........."
Rafius Lee Feindell
".........."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
- looked -
"......."
Rafius Lee Feindell
"........."
" I hope in the next life... "
" I will do anything I can "
" to be father's one and only Daughter..."
I have been given a Chance
???: "Wake.. up.... Princess.."
"Who's that?... who's that voice?.."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
- Slowly opens eyes -
????
"Time to rise and shine!"
Lucia Feindell (FL)
(Ceiling?....)
[ Lucia raised both of her hands and moving it slowly. She looked at it with a slight confusion expression..]
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"........"
????
"Princess, it's morning. It's time for you to eat your breakfast."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
-Looked-
Lucia Feindell (FL)
".... Catarina?"
Maid Catarina
"Yes princess? that is me."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"....."
Maid Catarina
"Princess, would you like me to bring your breakfast to you?"
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" Y-yes. Thank you.."
Maid Catarina
" Oh my, Princess did you just thank me? "
Maid Catarina
"Ohoho, did my princess start being humble?"
- giggle -
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" I-.."
Maid Catarina
"Princess are you hungry? I'm sure you are. You didn't eat last night, I was worried for you."
- Smiles-
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" You were worried?.."
-Deeply Touched -
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" Okay."
*her stoic personality prevent her from expressing how she feels about her*⬅️
Maid Catarina
" I will go get your breakfast, stay here Princess. I will be back."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
- Nods -
[ Catarina left the room. The room now began to silence ]
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"......."
" Previously,I never had the chance to thank you for everything you did for me.."
" But sadly, you were framed by something you didn't do and got excecuted by my father's command"
" I didn't even try to get close to you but instead you were the one trying to do so.."
" You were always the one who was worried for me and the one who would still take care of me."
" I was responsible for your death.."
" I will assure you. I will not let you die in the near future.."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"Catarina..."
[ Lucia slide down from her bed then looked around. She saw a long mirror as she stood there still, looking at the mirror with an emotionless face]
Lucia Feindell (FL)
-Touched her face-
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" I look so young.."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
(I'm a 7 year old girl now...)
Lucia Feindell (FL)
(I'm back to the past..10 years ago..)
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" This time...."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"I will get my father's affection.."
" I will make sure you will call me as your daughter..."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"....."
[ Lucia stood there infront of the mirror as she touched it and stared at it blankly]
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" ?! "
Maid Catarina
"Princess, your breakfast is here! "
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"......"
Maid Catarina
"Oh Princess, what are you doing there?"
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"Nothing, I just wanna look at the mirror"
Maid Catarina
"Would you like me to comb your hair Princess?"
- Smile -
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"...Yes."
Maid Catarina
" My my~ Princess. your hair is very long and smooth."
- Combing Lucia's hair -
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" Really? "
Maid Catarina
"Yes! just look at yourself in the mirror. You are very beautiful"
Lucia Feindell (FL)
(I don't look like my father....)
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"..Yes, I'm very beautiful"
Maid Catarina
"Yes~"
-Smiles-
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"......"
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" Catarina, what day is today? "
Maid Catarina
"It's the 13th day of this month Princess."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
(Today is!...)
"Today is the day where father will held a banquet.."
Lucia Feindell (FL)
(If so...)
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"Catarina "
-smiles-
Maid Catarina
"Yes Princess?"
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" Can you curl up my hair a bit? I wanna go take a walk outside the mansion! "
Maid Catarina
"Alright Princess~ but don't get too near the main palace okay? "
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" Yes I won't!~ "
Maid Catarina
" I shall accompany your princess outside then "
Lucia Feindell (FL)
"No, I wanna go take a walk by myself! "
Maid Catarina
" But Princes—"
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" Please~?"
- Frown-
Maid Catarina
" Hrghhmm.."
*Trying to resist her cuteness*⬅️
Maid Catarina
"Alright..."
Maid Catarina
" But please comeback safely and don't get lost! "
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" Yeyy! "
Maid Catarina
* Doubting her decisions* ⬅️
Maid Catarina
"Hmm~ there, all done Princess!"
[ Catarina then showed her the mirror to look at her reflection ]
Maid Catarina
" You look adorable Princess~! "
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" ...... "
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" Thanks Catarina! Luci loves it! "
- Smiles -
* Luci- Lucia's nickname that Catarina gave her *
Maid Catarina
" Aww Princess~ "
* Deeply moved by her cuteness*⬅️
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" I will go now! "
[ Lucia stand from her seat and walked towards the door ]
Maid Catarina
" Be safe princess"
Lucia Feindell (FL)
" I will! Luci is just gonna go take a stroll! "
Maid Catarina
- Smiles and nods -
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