"YOU TALKED TO HER WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER, LOVED YOU AT YOUR WORST BUT THAT DIDN'T MATTER."

Good morning. Another exciting day ahead. Hi! I am Ollie and this is my story :) ...

I'm driving my way to school right now.

I'm still on my 9th grade. I'm not that good of a student and not that bad either, just some normal teenager on their 9th grade, you know? 

My family? Well, we're comfortable, my dad's a businessman while my mom's a fashion designer and I am still a student and yes I am an only child.

So here I am, arrived at school safely and parking my car smoothly. Lets go to my new classroom to see some new classmates (if there's any though).

"Hey baby, good morning *kisses my forehead*"

Yes yes yes, I have a boyfriend. That's Jack Wazowski, yeah, like Wazowski from Monsters Inc. Jack is my first boyfriend, we were dating since last year, he was so patient, he won't force me to do things he know i don't like doing. He's a gentleman by heart. He's smart too. 

Anyways....

"Good morning :)" lets give him some cute smile hehe.

"So I checked your new room for you." -Jack

"Really?" -Me

"Yes and you're at 206." -Jack

"Thanks baby, how 'bout yours?" -Me

"Far from yours though, 107" -Jack

That's too far away from him :(

"Good morning Jack"

So you see, Jack's from the school's basketball team and he is famous among the girls because of his handsome face, his good features and he's so good with balls. A lot of girls always shows interest and super slutty around him all the time just like this one girl right here, and by the way that's Stacy Mc Lagen from the cheering squad and Jack's ex fling. 

"Oh hey! :/"  -Jack

Stacy just passed us with her little goodbye wave to Jack like, okay? That's new? 

Stacy is the most slutty among the girls around Jack ALL. THE. TIME even if I'm with Jack that doesn't stop her from being a slut, but today's new. 

Anyway, lets just shrug it out. 

"So baby, I have an early practice today and I'm kinda late." -Jack

"Oh? Okay" -Me

"See you later, okay? I love you *kisses my forehead" -Jack

"I love you, bye" -Me

As soon as Jack leaves, I went to my new classroom and yeeesssss long discussions ahead...

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It's 3:00 pm.

It's time to go home. 

I texted Jack to ask where he is and he replied,

"I'm still at the gym, we'll be practicing late today. You can leave first and drive safe babe."

I don't have anything to do at home, it's our first day at school, no homeworks. I have decided to just go to the gym and stay for half an hour to watch him practice, but when I arrived at the gym, nobody's there. 

Maybe they're at the locker room.

I waited for 5 minutes to see if someone's gonna come out from the locker room, but nobody did.

So, I went to the boys locker room and before I could open the door, I heard two people is talking. 

See? They're still here.

"How am I gonna just simply going with you and simply open your car door and gets inside without someone seeing us? I mean, come on, everyone knows you're Ollie's girlfriend."

Ollie? Is it me or other Ollie? 

And excuse me? is that a girl?

I looked at the sign to see if this is really the boys locker room and it is the boys locker room.

Why is there a girl in the boys locker room?

"That is why I am telling you for 5 times now to go to my car first and just bring my keys so you could just wait inside without anyone seeing us together." 

IS THAT JACK?  It sounds like Jack.

Who is the girl he's talking to? 

Were they talking about me? Ollie? 

IT'S ME OLLIE? WTH IS GOING ON?

"Yeah, as if no one knows which car you drive? Everybody knows it's Ollie's boyfriends car."

WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL IS GOING ON?

"Just go okay? I'll be there after I wash up, just make sure no one notices you because everybody knows I am Ollie's boyfriend. Lock the doors and when you see me coming unlock them." -Jack

"Ugh. Fine!" *walks away*

Footsteps! Footsteps! 

Where am I gonna hide? 

Why do I feel like I need to hide?

Holy crap!!!! 

Hide! 

Hide! 

There! 

The mascot!

"Ugh! God, I hate that Ollie girl." 

 Melissa???????? Wtf is going on!!!

Was it really Jack? He said he's my boyfriend.

Okay, let's not freak out, let's wait that man and see if it's really Jack and if it's him because they have the same voice, let's freak out then... 

And by the way I am hiding inside their team's mascot like it's so hot in here but let's wait. 

*Cling* *cling* *cling*

Crap! I forgot to put my phone on silent.

Are you really trying to hide? Or trying to get caught?

It's a text message from Jack.

"Baby, we're done practicing. I'll be going home now. I love you *kisses*"

Oh yeah? Practice huh? I am literally inside your team's mascot at the gym waiting to see and make sure that the guy inside that locker room talking to Melissa a while ago about not being caught by somebody because he is Ollie's boyfriend is not you and not cheating on me you dumb ****! 

 5 minutes of waiting, someone finally showed up and it is really you, Jack.......

So you're cheating on me with Melissa huh?

Since when?

What am I gonna do?

After 5 more minutes of thinking and waiting to make sure Jack and Melissa leaves the school.

I got out from the mascot and leave the gym. 

I go to the parking lot and drive home.

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A lot of things are on my mind right now.

All that suspicious things I just shrugged out, all that unreasonable excuses puts into pieces smoothly like a puzzle I badly want to complete.

I'm not sure since when but I'm pretty sure he have been cheating on me for a long time now.

My phone ringing got me back to life.

"It's Jack." I said, unconsciously

What am I gonna do now?

Should I ask him about it? 

Am I supposed to get mad about it? 

Should I confront him? 

What??????

The phone stops ringing.

I missed the call but it rings again and this time I answered it.

"Hello?" -me

"Hi baby, you sound down, what's wrong? -Jack

Apparently, I caught you cheating on me and I am having a debate with myself right now if I should ask you about it or not.

"Nothing, I fell asleep studying." -me

"I'm sorry. Did I wake you up? -Jack

"No, it's fine." -me

I ended up not asking him about what I knew and just pretended I knew nothing.

We talked all night just like we always do...

I realized that I am deathly afraid of losing Jack, I just love him so much that losing him hurts more than knowing the fact that he is cheating on me. 

There's just something about you I'm scared to lose, because I know I won't find it in someone else...

"That you talked to her, Maybe did even worse, I kept quiet so I could keep you."

It's been a month since i knew that Jack was cheating on me and lying to my face all this time.

I never told, asked or show Jack any signs that could make him think im being suspicious of him and i knew about him and Melissa, I showed him the same treatments and reaction like normal, like i knew nothing. Like a martyr girlfriend would do :/.

I have been observing Jack for a month now, and i have noticed things i haven't noticed before, like;

-he would lie to me about having basketball practice and would force me to go home early and sends me text messages asking where am i and what im doing (maybe to make sure he is cheating successfully).

-i never checked his phone before but i noticed that if 'Melissa' would send him a message, he'll just look at it and put it in his pocket but when it's his friends or anybody else he will just put the phone on the table.

-he reasons this 'school projects' EVERY FRIDAY at Rex's house. (Im not sure about ths but it's really suspicious.) Idk what Rex's role in this situation.

I forced myself not to think about it all the time but, what i knew today pisses me off so much that it changed my mood just like *finger snap* that, is that Melissa and him are in the same class, same group, they have the same major subjects and to be fact THEY ARE ALL AROUND EACH OTHER ALL DAY! EVERY DAY! Goodness, I feel like crap. *Sigh*

*Cling* *cling* *cling*

"Babe, we'll be having basketball practice today, if you don't have anything to do, can u watch me play? :'(" -Jack

"Sure babe."

I went to the gym and it's crowded with people, maybe the players in various sports but why is everyone in the gym?

I sat down from one of the benches and i spotted Melissa with Rex sitting on the teams bench. Now this is new.

I just stared at them as I noticed Jack's running towards me. I secretly looked at Melissa, she rolled her eyes and annoyingly faced Rex.

What are you in the situation Rex?

"Why's the gym so crowded with players? " - i asked Jack the moment he's infront of me.

"Uniform distribution." -Jack

"Oh okay" -Me

"By the way babe, we will be at Rex's later with that girl beside him and the whole team." -Jack

He is pointing at Melissa and Rex. I looked at my phone to check what's the day today.

It's Wednesday...

I was suddenly nervous....

"What will you be all doing at Rex's?" - i looked at him.

He looked at me intently and suddenly smiles.

My hearts pumping so hard that i can feel the pain on every pump.

Why am i feeling ths?.... It hurts so bad.....

"Well, Rex is the only guy in the team who has a basketball court at home, we will be going there to practice but i dont think there would be practice going on, they were talking about Rex's new play station, i think they will all be playing that hahaha. " -Jack

Jack looked at me when he didn't hear me answered..

"Baby?" -Jack

I looked at Melissa while i answer Jack

"If you think so, why don't you just come to my house then?" -i looked at him.

He look at Melissa and looked at me. He laugh. Yes he laugh.

"Babyyy, that girl is Rex's long time girlfriend, they have been together for almost 3years now." -Jack, he's trying to say it like im being jealous right now.

The **** i am!

"I didn't say anything." -me

That explanation nervously came out like a shower of guilt.

"Oh, i thought you're being jealous. *Sigh* i wish you were tho" -Jack

"No, I'm not okay? And why would i? Should I be jealous?" -Me, sound suspecting.

"Ha? No. Nothinggggg." -Jack

There is though. Tsk.

"Can i come?" -me

I put my hands around him, hugged him and look at him with pa cute eyes.

"Woa, hold up, hold up, hold up, baby not that cute eyes." -Jack, trying to escape from my hug and trying to close his eyes.

"Come on, look at me, im cutie" -me trying to make a cute face and not letting go while using a baby voice.

"Nooooooo." -and he slowly hugs me back, means he's defeated.

And we laugh.

If we broke up... this is one of the things im going to miss so much, our funny moments....

He kisses my forehead.

"But baby, you'll just get bored there." -Jack

I know, im not going tho...

"Probably. Hahaha i have a lot of things to finish too." -me.

"You have? I thought you said you weren't busy :(" -jack

"I never said that hahaha. I was planning to stay just 20 minutes to watch you play and go home but they are having your uniforms distribution, so ima just go home." -me

"But i thought, you'll watch me play :( please stay more minutes, please just for one game :'(" -Jack. He's pouting.

This is my baby...... My baby..... Mine.....

"Fine, just one game." -me while gesturing *one*

"Hahahahahahhaaha iloveyou *kisses*"

I stayed longer to watch him play.

While I was watching, I couldn't help but think of what he said earlier.

Rex and Melissa is in a 3 years relationship?

Is it true?

Or was it an excuse?

A show?

Is Rex their wing man?

But, what if he isn't.....

I wanna talk to Rex about this but what if he is "the wing man" and will help them hide the cheating more if i ask!

But what if he doesn't know???

What if he does????

Urghhhh!!!

Just as promised, i only stayed for one game, he kissed me goodbye and tryna offer to drive me home but i insisted to go alone.

Thinking that this will end very soon and i will lose my Jack..... hurts like hell....

"Ain't it funny, all the twisted games, all the questions you used to avoid.

Ain't it funny, remember i brought her up and you told me i was paranoid."

I am restless.

I can't sleep.

Jack hasn't called yet.

It's almost 10 o'clock.

This is the first time, he never missed a night not calling me. It's past his call time. He knows very well that im free in this hour. I'm done from doing my assignments and studying.

Is he enjoying himself so much?

Or is it because Melissa's there too?

Okay. Let's call him instead.

But before i could call, my phone rings.

It's Jack...

I answered it quickly.

"Come on ba-"

"Shhhh" -Jack

"Hi baby." -Jack, he sound so sweet.

"You call me so late today. :(" -sounding like a baby.

"Im sorry babe, the game was so fun, i almost forgot." -Jack

Almost forgot?....

"Oh. Okay. I'm actually just waiting for your call to say goodnight. Im tired and sleepy." -sounding like a robot.

"Babyyyy, you should have gone to sleep instead of waiting for my call, you could have just left me some messages instead." -Jack

"Okay, I'll do that." -Me.

-_-

"Okay baby, goodnight restwell okay? Iloveyou." -Jack

"Ye. Iloveyou." -Me

-_-

:'(

The fact that he "almost forgot" about me, and the fact that he didn't notice how my mood switched makes me think if his feelings for me are still as deep as before.

Should I be grateful that he did not forget to call me but just almost?

He didn't even notice my cold responses, he knows i was never like that, he knows I don't go to sleep feeling like shit and he never let me before, and now? Instead of asking what's wrong! He even suggested to just leave him some messages?

He is changing... My Jack is changing....

Was it him that changed? or his feelings for me?

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Im driving to school feeling like shit. Fucking asshole didn't even call to say good morning.

I was parking my car when i saw from my side mirror, Melissa and Jack are talking, Melissa gave him something before leaving.

After i parked my car, i was just going to ignore Jack and walk straight but he stopped me.

"Whoa whoa whoa, baby what's wrong? -Jack.

What's wrong? Still clueless huh?!

"Where were you last night Jack?"- Me

Let's get straight to the point. He didn't notice how my mood switched last night. Let's see if he'll notice now that I'm mad.

"What do you mean? You know i was at Rex's with the team." -Jack

He's starting to fidget.

"Oh ye? Who was that you were talking to?" -Me

"Babe that was Melissa, you know her, Rex's girlfriend, remember? And we're friends." -Jack

"What did she gave you?" -Me

"Oh. My phone. I left it at Rex's last night. Baby can we talk about this later? I'm actually late for my first subject. Okay? Iloveyou. Bye." -Jack

Then he leaves.

After Jack left. I rushed to my room na din, im not late im just pissed.

He's pretending not to notice!!!!

F*cker!

Before i could reach our classroom i bumped into Leo (one of his teammates and they're at the same class too)

"Ollie? What a good timing." -Leo

"Oh Leo. What's up? Ha ha" -Me

"I was actually looking for you to ask you a favor." -Leo

"I don't have money." -Me

He laugh

"Man, i have money." -Leo, still laughing

"What is it then?" -Me

"Can you tutor me? You see, I'm bad at geometry and exam na namin tomorrow, so stressful tsk. *Sigh* " -Leo

Tutor? Geometry?

It's my turn to laugh.

"Leo. I don't tutor. Do i look like i know geometry?" -Me

Is he kidding me right now? Hahaha

"We know Jack gets special treatments but as your boyfriends friend please consider me. Have mercy on me." -Leo

"Special treatment? I don't even tutor him." -Me

"Come on. We know about you tutoring him. He even left early lastnight to study with you." -Leo

My right eyebrow rose

"What do you mean?" -Me.

"You see. Rex and Jack left early last night. Rex was called home for dinner around 7pm I think, and Jack left because he said you'll tutor him for the exams tomorrow. And he said you're good at geometry. It was already 9pm when he left to study. I mean, is it effective to do a midnight study? And he left with Melissa by the way. " -Leo

"What?" -sounding surprised.

"Ollie you look so confused right now." -Leo

Just cause i am confused!!!!

He left to study with me?

With me????

He wasn't even with me last night!!!

And just this morning he told me he left his phone at Rex's last night!!!

He left with Melissa??

Where were you last night Jack!?!?!

"What exam?" -Me

"Oh. You were confused about the exam. You know this. The players take the exams first so we could pay more concentration at practice and plays, remember?" -Leo

"Oh. Yes I remember psh, sorry for asking." -Me

"So? Can you tutor me too?" -Leo

"If I tutor you later, it's not midnight studying anymore." -Me

"It's fine." -Leo

"Okay, my class for today ends at 3. How bout yours?" -me

"But my class ends at 4." -Leo

"It's okay, i can wait, let's just do it at the library so I can study while waiting." -Me

"Really? That's a relief." -Leo

"And by the ways, It's almost 7:30 aren't you late? " -while checking the time.

"It's okay, my class starts at 8 o'clock and i still have 30 minutes. Anyways gotta go. See you later. Thank you Ollie :D " -Leo

His class starts 8 o'clock?

Jack said he was late...

Lies after lies.....

One thing that i knew right now is the fact that Jacks lies spread its wings in front of me without even asking is impressive and shitty.

You chose this Ollie! Stand with your choices! Urgh!! Lying Jack-***!!!