Blu:

The first day of college should make you happy to get away from your parents, as for me it’s forced upon me because of my father.

Being the son of a high-powered criminal, turning my bike off as I rushed into the dorm registration.

“Hi, Blu Lopez signing in,” I smiled at the lady who rolled her eyes and typed in my name.

After handing me the keys to my room and books for my classes I walked into the blocks of male dorms looking for mine.

“16, 17, 18,...ah this one,” my eyes shot open wide seeing him…

"Um… Hello," I said quickly, dropping my bag on the bed. He looked at me and smiled I noticed his brown hair very short and shaggy but it fit him well, his dark green eyes the jawline that was defined and neat his skin was baby smooth I was surprised whether or not he had even shaved didn't look like he owned any hair anywhere else but on his head. About the same way it is, I am walking closer holding out my hand to shake his.

"Hello, I'm Zander, welcome to Cross Creek." His voice sounds as if he could be a singer, neat, quiet, and low.

"Thank you, so I guess we're roommates," I was trying to find a way of making conversation. He wasn't cold to me and he didn't seem like he was a rude person. He has yet to drop his smile. I thought that was cool.

"I guess so!"

Immediately our heads shot to the ceiling as the bell rang for classes.

"Morning class?"

"Nope, you…"

"Nope me neither would you like to catch coffee,"

 "Sounds good…"

Days had passed and I found myself always being where Zander was. I felt like a stalker sometimes, but I just wanted to be near him. Whenever he came to the room I'd find ways of making conversation. He didn't seem to mind, but I just had to know.

Scrolling through my phone I hear the door open and my eyes immediately shut up with a smile. I see those pretty green ones. But he didn't smile back, instead, he rolled his eyes and smacked his teeth. It hurt my feelings but I knew he was probably tired. Classes were becoming more excruciating and stressful not to mention we both have sports. He plays soccer and I play baseball so I just lowered my head returning to my phone.

"You okay?" He said patting my knee,

"Um.. yes. Are you?" The return question made my eyes stare straight into his but he still didn't smile.

"Yeah, just mad, coaches being a jerk." He scratched the back of his head, I watched us sweat from his hair flickered everywhere.

"I have those days too." This little conversation seemed as if he was looking for something to say. I guess we have already said everything we had to say to each other.

"How about a movie?" like a teenage girl I popped up quickly crossing my feet waiting for that smile. I don't know what it is about his smile but I  just seemed to need it to feel a little bit better.

"Oh yeah! Sure." I pretended as if his tension didn't affect me but it kind of did. I also understood that training was off the walls lately. With tournaments coming up, we just had to find a way of keeping our heads held high and hope that we won.

"Hey Blu, don't take this the wrong way but are you gay?" It's not that I haven't heard that before and I don't want to hide who I am. I honestly wanted to wait a little more time before telling him but I guess the sooner the better.

"Does it bother you?" I watched as he fidgeted with his blanket staring at the movie back down to the blanket as if he was contemplating the answer he was going to say.

"I'm not sure!" That's a confusing answer.

"I take it you're straight, if it bothers you then I'll transfer rooms! Sorry, my sexuality is such a problem." I didn't mean to snap at him the way I did but now that it's opening around the air. I sniffled as I laid down covering my head with the blanket. I didn't want to make him any more uncomfortable than he was.

Three days had passed without a single word to each other. We haven't even crossed paths. He had introduced me to some of his friends from high school. Harry and Jaxon. They're cool and surprisingly a couple. It confused me why was Zander being nervous around me if he already had gay friends. I guess he thought I would do something to him without his permission.

"****!" I snapped. It's the third time that I've missed the ball at batting practice.

"I don't know what the **** is wrong with you but you need to get your head in the game stop fucking around." Almost everyone on the team just stared at me. Normally I'd be able to hit any ball at curveball speeds even one's aimed for my head but today just ain't got it.

Hung my head low as I walked through the hall turning the key to the door and my eyes landed on two sets of green eyes and a set of blue eyes.

Jaxon and Harry sat on the bed and Zander on the desk chair.

I felt out of place when all the chatting stopped as soon as they saw me. I just simply went to the bathroom quietly so as not to bother them.

As I stripped my clothes and turned the water on."Dude, you in the shower?" I heard Jaxon's voice from the other side of the door, his husky yet dominant voice sent shivers through my body. I let the water drown out any chatter, I didn’t want them to think I was eavesdropping.

"Can I take a leak?" He said,

"Go ahead." Washing away the sweat and dirt from today's training.

"Hey, can I ask you something?" With an eye roll, I said "Sure!"

"What's going on with you and Zander?" The sound of his urine slowed down. I knew he was close to finishing so I just had to wait until he left the room.

He was just as lost as I was. I didn't know what was going on with Zander and to be honest I was too nervous to ask.

"Well whatever the problem is, figure it out I'm trying to be your friend but I can't because every time I talk about you he just snaps his teeth and walks away." I just stood there staring at the white wall thinking to myself.

Before I could speak or acknowledge his statement the door opened and closed swiftly.

Finishing my business then dried off walking to the mirror thinking maybe I should shave but finding it useless as there's nothing on my face. Combining my black hair into a ponytail staring at my caramel skin features turning to dress. Because of Zander’s recent discovery, I decided to keep a set of shorts and a t-shirt in the bathroom not to give him the impression that I was trying to make a move.

And like a flash of lightning the door swung open and before I could comprehend what was going on. Zander's lips were on mine.

Zander:

I did it, I really did it, Harry and Jaxon dared me to kiss Blu. They've known for years that I was curious, but never took the initiative. I kissed a boy for the first time, and my first kiss at that.

"Wait Zander …" we stood with our chest heaving, breathless.

"What... are?" I can see words caught in his mouth. His light brown eyes just stared at me confused. I only smiled and then bolted out the door.

Returning to my seat where Jaxon and Harry were smiling like crazy fools with a high five I just told the beer and swirled around in my chair.

"Was it dry or was there tongue?" Harry laughed, getting smacked in the back of the head.

Just as I sat down Blu stormed from the bathroom giving me a confused and anxious glare.

"What the **** was that?"

I just hung my head low, I didn't mean to piss him off but obviously, it happened.

"Dude, don’t get your panties all bunched up, it was just a game." Jax scoffed and turned around, running his fingers through his dark hair. The ponytail was only barely holding on for their life.

"Yeah, he's curious and we assumed since you were," Harry said with a stern tone.

"Yeah I am but I was under the impression he wasn't and he didn't want anything to do with me hence why we haven't been crossing paths." He made his point clear

 "I have liked you from the day you walked in the room. I just was too scared to say anything." Now that everything's out in the open hopefully there are no more misunderstandings between us.

"Just to let you that's not how you kiss somebody, come over here I'll show you." His snicker and that cheesy grin he gave me made my legs feel like jello.

I glumly walked to him, Jaxon and Harry whistled and hooped as we started face-to-face to each other. He's not that much taller than me but staring into those brown eyes. My tan is nothing compared to his tan, but him being from Mexico his dark skin is just right to touch sexy.

"This is how you kiss somebody!" and without a second glance, he grabbed the back of my hair swinging me to the bed. My eyes shot open wide when his lips touched mine. Sweet and gentle at first with a slip with his tongue licking on my lip. The taste of toothpaste and mouthwash filled my mouth, I gasped in excitement. It didn't take long for the world to just freeze around us. It was just me and him finding our hands roaming each other imagining what it would be like to have him in my arms every single day.

As we broke away I found myself hard and breathless just staring into each other’s eyes as if nothing mattered.

“Amen!!!” we blinked and rushed to fix ourselves, seeing Jaxon and Harry sitting on the other bed with hot-headed smiles and blush red cheeks. I knew well they would be taking care of that in their room.

 “We should leave you two; to complete the task at hand,” Jaxon said pointing to the caged erection screaming for release.

Swinging my head from Blu and Jaxon with a wink I watched Harry and Jaxon leave. My heart pounded harder knowing I’m now alone with Blu.

“You don’t need to do anything, I’ll follow your lead.” sitting there wiping his mouth, his swallow lips screamed for more, and the budge in his pants cried to me.

Reaching my hand slowly, not that he’d noticed my advances.

“What are you doing?” I gasped wide-eyed looking into his brown orbs.

“I want to touch…”

“Don’t regret this tomorrow.” with the push of my shoulder I laid back on the matt, not scared just nervous.

“I won’t I promise,” I whispered in a soft tone.

“I switch… so until you get used to it, I’ll receive.”

“Huh???” Words failed when he unzipped my pants throwing them to the floor.

Our mouths danced with saliva spewing from the sides. I broke the kiss sucking on his neck taking my chance to dominate him, it worked when I flipped him over now bracing myself over him.

Taking Harry’s advice I need to accept him before losing him. Smiling as I returned to his neck and other sensitive spots he’s light hums and moans told me I’m doing just right for him.

Lube and condoms lay under my pillow (Thanks Jaxon) I thought rolling my eyes but started venturing to other areas.

“Wait?” Blu pushed me, staring at him catching my breath,

“Zander…” I didn’t have enough time to speak, he stroked my shaft licking the pre-***.

“Blu, Please. You don’t need…..AH!” I shuddered as he engulf me to the hilt.

Not stopping him, his *** pointing perfectly for me. Introducing one finger, his teeth scraped lightly to warn me that pain was there. Added more lube to his bottom with two fingers, no teeth, but a sweet huffed moan.

“I’m ready Zander,” he said while turning to expose himself embarrassingly to me. I gulped heavily seeing his delicious body spread out and exposed that way.

(**** the condom!)

 He hissed with each inch just as I settled he whimpered sucking on my neck.

“Want to stop?” he had no response, feeling like a failure I slowly withdraw.

 Stopping when my eyes meant his with red eyes and seduction he wrapped his legs around my waist forcing me to continue.

I moaned with every hit to that spot that made his eyes roll, I wanted to make sure he enjoyed himself so I stroked him as I hit deep.

“Zander, shit! No...I just came,” he huffed and cried.

I took the idea Harry gave me, Jaxon showed me how to make him come from the back.

Drawing my legs up under his hips I watch his eye widen with fear as I gripped his hips smiling.

“No!... No! Zander.” he tried pulling away from me but I wouldn’t let him.

“Are you ready?” I started vigorously thrusting not pulling back much, just enough to reset the bump.

“No! Please No I...I Ahhh” he gasped trying to fight against my hits to his prostate.

“Zander….” within five hits he screamed falling into spasming his body locked up and shuddering, making me smile filling his hole to the brim.

“Zander?”

“Hmm.”

“Where the **** did you learn that?” Blu’s trying hard to hide his embarrassment, and it made me happy.

“Jaxon and Harry…” I answered with a cheer.

“Of course, next time I’m gonna **** you that way.” he huffed wrapping the blanket around him. I could only smile in victory.

Zander:

Nearly three weeks have passed and Blu hasn’t returned to our room, I’m starting to believe maybe I’ve done something wrong.

We didn’t have any classes together, and I’ve been tied up with practice and Jaxon’s new idea.

Sitting at the table of the cafe dinner eating with the guy’s everyone is laughing and joking around, but me...My head could only relive that night of glory.

“Dude, what happened?” Axel said with a mouth full of food.

“Nothing, just thinking about our new project,” Jaxon said holding up a drawing board for everyone to read over.

“Yo. Blu!” Jaxon yelled causing my head to snap in his direction, but it gave me a weird feeling when Blu turned his head and walked off in the opposite direction with another man. Smiling and talking with him, I watched as they pushed each other lightly and runoff.

“Man, what’s that all about, he hasn’t been in school for more than two weeks and who was that guy?” Harry’s words sunk deep into my head, I end up jugging a six-pack before I felt human again.

Blu and I weren’t together and I honestly didn’t know much about him, but the time we did spend together was filled with laugher and fun.

I found myself crying and for no reason at that,

“I’m such a baby, thinking that anyone would find me attractive.” I snapped hitting myself in the head.

My room is so quiet and eerie, just laying on Blu’s bed wearing one of his shirts, it’s weird how his smell soothed me enough. I jumped at the sound of a key turning the lock, there was no time to react Blu was here….

“I’m back!” the simple words filled my heart.

“Sorry, I didn’t know when you were going back,” I said sitting up on his bed after he crossed his arms gesturing to me in his bed.

“Ok,” just like that he sat on the opposite side of the bed.

The room stayed quiet for a while before I had enough courage to speak again.

“Umm… Where have you been?”

“I’m tired lets sleep,” he said then pulled my shoulder down onto the mat. Even though his eyes are closed I could tell he had a lot on his mind, laying with him felt so natural and welcoming.

I nuzzled closer to his chest letting him squeeze me with comfort, the smell of his clothes was something between wood and oranges. I felt my eyes grow heavy as his hand combed through my hair, this is the silence I loved.

“I think I want you to stay longer,” I spoke before I closed my eyes,

My anxiety went in overdrive fearing that he would be gone in the morning, on that this is the last time I’d see him, it seems childless but I’ve long for comfort.

And of course, I woke alone... Blu left again, but it was different this time. I shuffle around the room getting ready for class then I noticed it.

Blu’s suitcase was gone he wasn’t just gone for a while, he was gone for good. For a minute I felt like a teenager going through their first break up, I’ve had girlfriends and Blu wasn’t even my boyfriend, just something about him.

Blu pov:

I smiled at Zander’s bedhead look this morning when I woke up, my chest hurt so bad as I packed the rest of my things. I had to leave him or he’ll be in trouble with my family, I should have known better.

My heart ached as I closed the door texting Jaxon telling him I was in on the Motorcycle Club idea he had and that my father wanted to have a sit down with him. I don’t want Zander involved with my family bullshit ever and if this sit goes the way my father wants the MC will not just be bikers having fun, but drug runners for the Spanish Cartel.

As I walk down the street to my dad in his awaiting car holding in my angry as he smiled spitefully.

“Fix your face,” he said, I rushed to salute and straighten myself.

Part of me wants to just say **** you and run away, but the last time I did that he had my brothers beat me and my partner. It took me nearly three months to heal and he never talk to me again.

I kept my head low as we drove watching the school fade from the rearview hiding my sadness.

I’ve spent eight months with Zander, and I made so many friends and even felt like I fit in a little bit.

“Things to do in the next two weeks,” Dad said handing me a packet to pick-ups and drop sites, flipping through pages seeing who he is ordering me to work with.

“I don’t want this, you know I hate this kind of life…” cut off by the wack of his walking stick to my head.

“I don’t fucking care what you want, you’re lucky I didn’t kill you the day I saw you kissing a man.” he snarled hissing and snapping his teeth.

The next day I woke up early to shower and prepare for the run set, my brothers Mario and Edu are running with me. Most likely to watch over everything, we have enemies, but my father is more worried about me running off again.

“Come on Fag,” Mario teases smacking the back of my head. Looking in the mirror was a depressed tortured man with a suit on, all happiness was left with Zander.

“Shut up!” Edu barked, Mario and Jamie would tease and bully my sexuality, but Edu and Jorge understood the idea that love is love and it has no gender. I’ve never told Dad about Jorge’s girlfriend being a transgender woman. Just like when they saved my partner from being raped but Mario and Jamie.

“It won’t last long,” Jorge whispered putting an envelope inside my jacket pocket.

Nodding as we set out, one car and my bike for money intake if cops stop us we will be able to hide shit in my inner side.

I found new happiness in the wind blowing through my hair reviving the throttle pushing a wheely not fearing death anyone, I’d rather be dead than here.

*Honk Honk* I turned flipping the finger to Mario hitting another revive when I swerve after he tapped my back tire.

Scruccing my face to the asshole move, he only smile and arched his eyebrow.

“What the **** did you do that for?” jumping off my bike throwing my helmet to the ground as Mario hoped out of the truck.

“You stupid idiot, this isn’t a game” he pushed me then was it, I swung connecting to Edu’s palm.

“Cut it out both of you, Let’s get the package and run,” he said throwing his arm over my shoulders, no doubt to protect me.

Mario isn’t small, but for a short man, he has a powerful punch.

The short walk to the side building of the oceanfront warehouse station, abandon place served well for store product and money packs. If cops drop by they can’t pin it on us, no prints or Cartel leads here.

Tossing bags into the truck Mario and IJamie’shad a pushing match. Weirdly, even the oldest son could act so childless. Dust bounced of everything, pallets stacked with old factory equipment.

“Let’s go,” I texted the number listed getting the drop-off.

“Sunrold.” I said hoping on my bike,

Back on the road with the quiet and refreshing turned orange and red trees, slowing down when I spot a cop car following me. They were following me and not the truck, pulling the bike into a gas station to fill up not that I needed it, just wanted to get the cop off my tail. I watched the truck pass by, my phone beeped. I explained, telling them a cop’s been tailing me and to go on their own I’d check-up.

For the rest of the ride, I kept my open for that cop, but nothing pulling into Sunrold spotting the truck Edu and Mairo chatting with someone the closer I got it was then I realized it.

“Jaxon?”

Blu:

“Who?” he said turning to face me.

“Oh, Sorry you look like someone I know.”

“It’s ok,” the man did look a lot like Jaxon, but if a redheaded man isn’t with him then it’s not possible.

"Muy bien, esto es lo que vamos a dejar hoy." Mario spoke in Spanish, his English wasn't good.

The drop and payout went well, we were invited to stay for the night. As Edu and Mario dove into the sea of women dancing on the floor, I walked outside checking to see Jaxon had texted me.

'Hey man, you left Zander devastated'

I only message back 'I know, sorry'

The night sky is full of stars and loneliness.

Zander:

Sadly I kept it written down how many days it's been since Blu had left. Today is the sixth month and also the last day of the second year, I'm sure parties happen all over campus. Jaxon told me it would be a great opportunity to meet a new guy, I should move on…

The words rolled around my head for a minute after seeing Hank standing tall with a beer.

"Zander." His voice is bubbly and hollow.

"Hey Hank," I walked over to him, it wasn't something I wanted to do, I just needed to get Blu out of my head.

A few drinks later laughing and joking about stupidity. I took the chance, holding him close and kissing him.

In my dorm room, clothes barely found the floor. Licking and sucking on every place of his neck, he had no body hair and with dark hair, it wouldn't be hard to miss. Light pale skin and skinny frame didn't do much for me, but sex is sex and I need something.

"Hey, dude… I top," he snapped, pushing my shoulder when I got close to his hole.

"I top too," I said firmly. He grumbled as he dressed quickly and left the room.

Laying back on the bed in disbelief, I was so close to my second time.

After that mess, I looked up bottoming to get an idea of what to do and decided to try it out. Harry's a switch so he's helping me.

"Ok, lube and insert the middle finger." It felt weird, not painful, just odd. Rocking back and forth on my finger, getting comfortable with it before adding another. Harry snickered as I arched my back, whimpering that started to give off the discomfort.

"It feels weird,"

"Here try this," he said, placing a hand on my butt cheek. I removed my fingers unsatisfied.

"Keep this in all day," before I could comprehend or speak I felt the discomfort and amazing ping to my prostate.

"O O O O," crawling upward failing as Harry settled it in all the way. I stayed on my hands and knees breathless.

"How does it feel?" He said slightly pulling it out then pushing it back in.

"Harry…" I rolled my eyes and dropped my stomach to the bed pointing my *** to the sky.

It did feel good, a slight forbidden good.

Walking around the campus with this inside felt Erotic and lawbreaking. A few times I found myself in the bathroom, stroking my cock while thrusting the object in and out just enough.

"Blu," a little sigh of relief, shuddering while emptying my juices into the toilet.

The day was over and I lay on my bed pouting, I want Blu no matter what my mind seemed to always wonder. I played with the object before taking it out, and to my surprise, it seemed bigger than I thought. A round ball shape with a jeweled base, in a way it looked like a pacifier.

Taking a few more times fulling pushing it in and then pulling it out, soon it felt unimaginative for words. My moans filled the room I couldn’t stop myself from cumming my legs squeezed together as I touched my cock.

“O Shi…” my toes crawled pumping both sensitive spots, my eyes closed I could feel hands caressing my chest and kissing my neck. It wasn’t until I felt a hand wrap around my hand that brought me to reality, my eyes shot opening seeing him.

“Blu?” I came as soon as the word left my mouth.

He smiled throwing clothes to the floor releasing himself, I kept my eyes on his hands but didn’t speak a word.

“Are you ready to feel me inside you?” eagerly nodding sitting up to kiss his lips, the lips I’ve longed for and there was no telling when he’d be back or if this is even real.

“Are you really here?” words caught in my throat, of course, he’s real, his big shaft began to intrude my hole causing me to pant feverishly,

“You are okay,” stopping him from talking to kiss him again. Body slapping, sucking sounds and panting moans filled the room over and over again.

“God I’ve missed you babe,” his forehead laid on mine

“Where have you been?” barely able to breathe I found the courage to speak the longing words.

“I’ll tell you everything another day, I come to congratulate you on passing your classes,” he said while he dressed. My heart clenched watching him walk to the door.

“I’ll see you again soon. I like you, babe, wait for me,” he said and then left.

I cried myself to sleep that night...