- Daddy, why is mom so mean to me? What did I do to her so she gets so mad to me?

- Oh sweetheart, she’s doing this for your own sake

- I don’t get you dad, every time I go talk to her she ignores me and yell at me

- You’ll understand when you’ll be older

- But daddy...

-Sweetheart if your question is does she love you, of course she does!

- At this time the mom entered the room, she was standing there with another men. How could this little girl know who he was. She never met him.

- Hi mother

- Listen, Xiao, I want you to go upstairs and find my wallet in my room ok

-Ok mother

- The poor girls of 6 years old didn’t have choice but to obey her. As soon as she entered the room, someone locked it she was stuck there. She tried to destroy the door but she couldn’t. All she heard was screaming and laughing she assumed they were watching a violent movie that she couldn’t watch. Actually, downstairs the mother pulled out a knife and stabbed 10 times the biological father of the little girl. He screamed but no one heard. She took the corpse and dumped it in the trash behind her house. He was a threat to her plans. The day after...

- Hey Xiao listen your father and I yesterday had fight so we broke up

- Where is father mother?

- I told you b*tch he left

- I wanna go with father

- It’s too late for you

- But... but

- There’s nothing to say, go back to your room, you’re dismissed

- She was scared, she was crying. She wished she could know where her father is. She is missing him. The worst part is the week after. The same men she saw before her dad disappeared at home. Her mom was laughing and chatting.

- Oh finally I see you, here we have your new daddy

He smiled to Xiao with his most beautiful smile he could do.

- Hey sweety

- Xiao! Go hug your new daddy

In her ear he whispered calmly

- Don’t worry he is dead slowly while suffering, don’t you dare calling me daddy, call me master

4 years later she still remembered all these events. She got really scared. She couldn’t move. They stopped hugging and the new father smile with an evil look and she went back to her room. Since her mother was really lazy she was never doing anything in the house. The new husband of her mother was enjoying seeing her suffer. He was scary and scared the hell out of her. She couldn’t even look into his eyes.

- Goddamn lazy child come down here!

- Yes Master...

- I dropped my dish on the floor

- Sorry Master, but I can’t see anything on the floor

- Oh really, he pushed all his dishes after eaten on the floor, oh look right there what is it? Are you blind, god, why did we have a kid like this!

- She got really mad she was about to tell him that he wasn’t even her real father. She cleaned up all the mess.

- Oh look Xiao there’s milk right there, she got closer to her daughter

- Where mother?

- She poured the milk on her head.

- Right on you goddamn daughter go change for god sake, why did I made such a child!

- She didn’t move she was starting to get scared the punishment of not listening was intense for her it was like this since last year. They said it was because it would make her obedient and useful. They said she was old enough to take care of some chores.

- God sake didn’t you hear me you have 5 seconds left! 4, 3, 2, 1, 0! Did you hear dumb kid! You know what’s going to happen show up in my room in 30 mins naked!

- Ok mother

- 30 minutes later she showed up in her mother’s room where her mother was standing there and her new father was laying on the bed. She was wearing a little dress that stopped at her knees.

- Kneel down dumbass! WAIT! didn’t I ask you to come naked? Sweetheart?

- Yes dear?

- Rip her clothes I don’t want to see anything on her body

- Of course honey

She was never popular back at school but this cute and sweet boy everyday since the beginning was coming to her talking with her. Since they kids they hang out together. The other girls in the school were always jealous about her. He was a handsome guy, he was popular and adored by every single girl in the school. He was always sweet with her and every special occasion he was bringing a gift to her. They got along very well. He knew about all of her problem and knew she couldn’t afford anything for his birthday. So every time his birthday was coming he asked for something that only her could give him. He asked a lot of times for afternoon hang out. He knew her parents wouldn’t let her go out so he was paying a little her parents asking them for a complete afternoon with their daughter that they didn’t really like. She didn’t know about all of this. All she knew was that every time she asked to to go out with him they accepted it. She was madly surprised the first time they said yes, after 3 years in a row where they accepted, she got used to it. She liked it.

Mitsue was the kinda boy that was never exposing anything about him. The first time they met he was shy with everyone but totally got along well with Xiao. He was short but was always taller than Xiao. Since she was always missing good food he was offering his to her. He was generous and kind. The perfect boy to all girls eyes. Unlike the other girl, Xiao never fantasize about Mitsue. She never considered him more than her best friend. Mitsue is born in a rich family where he can’t chose his future bride. His parents already traced his path. Since childhood she know that so prefer staying BFF, even though she never got interested in him. He is the only child destined to gain the power and wealth of the family. The first time they met, they were scared to talk and barely look at anyone that they saw. They kept their hand down to avoid eye contact with anyone. At the beginning he never mentioned the fortune of his parents and family and only pretend to be normal. When the whole school learn about his money they got really interested in him. Obviously before they were still interested he is so beautiful and all, but now he had money too!!! He told Xiao that he didn’t want her to take for a snob or anything so he lied. He wanted people to see him as a normal kid, so Xiao never considered his wealth or power. She just saw the sweet and kind side. She was always bullied at school and he was always coming to rescue her. He was her best friend and she wished that he would never leave her.

She never saw Mitsue as a bad boy but there’s always some things strange being cute and kind stuff relying to a rich family. He barely talked about his family and was always interested in what she had to say. He was such a good listener. He knew all her secret and he was keeping them. He knew about his parents and he always offered her good present and was always there for her to make her smile again. He said that he would do anything to see a smile on her face. He kept going every time she felt low because of her problems at home. She was totally poor and her mom and father was never giving her money. She talked about the last words her father told him, he said that her mother loved her, but she never felt that love.

Since the primary school the are talking and hanging out together. But who knows what is hid behind?

Now... I ran out of home and don’t depend on my parents nor people in general. The only person that stayed close to me is Mitsue. He is still handsome. No one dares to get close to him tho. He told me I was scaring people cause i was like an wild animal. I know that it’s my flaw. I don’t get close to people and neither do they. I can’t trust people because I learnt by my own that no one is worth trust from anyone. That any day they might turn their back against you. It’s scary for some people. Mitsue told me that I need more love and that my parents didn’t give me enough. Now I can’t see myself anywhere but on the Mitsu’s side. I’m here for him and he’s there for me. We are like two half of an apple.

I am glad of my situation to be honest. I don’t need to depend on people, if you do you’ll lose time. My time is not there to waist, it’s there to make me do something. Depending on people is like being in need. Being in need is useless. I’m surely missing my old me so innocent but so young I lost it, we stole it from me. Growing old is understanding. I should’ve told someone, the police or something but I didn’t react. I was too young, too innocent and too blind. I regret so much. Since childhood I was obedient because my parents wanted me to. When I ran out, they told me I was a spoiled brat and I didn’t deserve to be in this good society. I ignored them and lived my life. I learnt the importance of virginity. No one needs to know about my situation, it’s so humiliating. People who doesn’t know what truly happen, if I tell them that I lost it, they’ll say that I’m a slut or a bitch.

Mitsue told me that I was as cold as rock. I guess it’s true. I don’t intend to change. I am done like this, I will stay like this. I don’t care what they tell me, I won’t change for them. I want to stay like I am. They will never understand the true life before going through a real experience. I hate them, judging people like this. Mitsue thinks I’m silly and that it’s cute. He’s so sweet some times. No surprise all the girls are at his knees begging for his look. I love him so much as a friend. People don’t tend to go to him when I’m around. When I turn my back or go to the toilet, the girls are crowding around him like flies around a goddamn shit. It’s so annoying I won’t bite them. I’love just ignore them and tell them that they are being dumb craving for someone’s attention.

I’m being free and Mitsue and I are sticking together in all the town. The media knows about him. I know some people might say trust we are a couple but it’s not true. We are friends that’s all. No need more explanation.