How could I spent my whole life with this bad things, all second, all minute, all hour, all year.... I was a selfish girl who doesn’t even care about others,my mum... my dad.... now I am laying and looking the sky,while my life is ending, the snowflakes dropping at my dirty hands,the sky are full of with snowflakes...the white lights, at last it’s beautiful....

In street there are some kind of mixed voices, the children voices, the car voices... but only sound what I can hear clearly is foot steps, what’s are coming closer time by time, I thought it was only just my thoughts until

-you can stand up ma’am

He repeat it again

-ma’am you can stand up.

- but... I- I’m-

-No, you are not wounded

-there is no way, am I dreaming?!

-ma’am I know it’s not easy to figure it out that’s good at all... but you should follow me

I stand up and follow the men why I didn’t even know,at the end of street there was a white lights what’s was getting bigger and bigger..

After the time we disappeared from the place where we were,I was scared so I hide myself back of the stranger black clothes guy.

We disappeared, when I open my eyes there was a whole big room,with strange people,the colors was all white,half of the room was a big table,where people set with all strange white big side clothes,I thought it was all Illusion before someone shouted my name....

-you there,girl named Elizabeth come here at the table.

I was so nervous, my body,legs,hands were shaking. Finally I reached the table and people started talk around the table.

-how can you lived like that? How could you lived like that trash life?

-no care,no love,just money...

-she must be so embarrassed of herself.

-I think she doesn’t even can realize what embarrassment means.

I was just looking down,without saying anything.

-we still think to give your a chance.

-what chance?

-your going in the world again.but at this time it’s not be your life.you will just help others for a better life.if you would do that mission good,you will go to the place where you can be happy.but if you would not do the mission good then

-then what?

-you will just disappear like no one.

The silence was so loud.

-now the guy next to you will follow to go in the world again.you have only 1year to change the people life. Now here is 2020, 31 December. See you in 2021.

We just disappeared again,but at this time I was at the bus stop.

-great,the bus stop??! What I even should do, I don’t even know where I am. Ahh,what a day to live. what If I just look for street

Even the bus isn’t coming.

10 minutes later

Finally bus is coming, or I am dying of boringness. I just go and sit in bus.

In the bus there is people’s talking,all of them talking on the phone or minding their business, I just put my head on the bus window and just think what’s is going on about me until..

-hey

-gosh,are you crazy your scared me

-well that’s my job

-your job? How you could just leave me on the bus stop and disappear, your crazy guy with black clothes

-I have many time to talk to you,so I disappeared, now listen,in this stop you will get out of the bus, and go on street, so there will be someone for you

-and what will happen if there wouldn’t be someon- heyy you just disappeared again? Goshh,what’s with this people,if they are even people.i am in trouble.