Tragedy

‘It's hot'

I feel the heat rising trough my body

My heads pounding so hard as my senses kept increasing.

I feel a cold hand touching me all over my body,

it felt so good I wanted more.

"Hmn"

"Nghh"

I couldn't stop my voice from coming out and it didn't help that the hand didn't stop either.

I don't know what's going on anymore

Why am I feeling so hot?

I only remember that I drank some coffee with my younger brother and before I knew it...my body felt really hot all over,

maybe I was drugged but my younger brother would never do this he is the kindest person I know.

Now I could feel a wet sensation coming to my chest going futher down until it reaches between my legs.

I kept moaning and crying

my brain couldn't keep up with the pleasure

I felt dizzy wanted it to end, before I lose myself completely.

The drug that was in the coffee seems to disappear little by little and by the time it wore off I could see the face of the person that was with me.

I couldn't believe what I was seeing

it was my younger brother!

‘Why?’

"Whhn...y...ahh

Whhe...a...rre...sibe...ing..s"

I keep moaning while he moved

"Oh your awake onii-chan"

He smiled like a innocent angel

"You ask youself why I'm doing it?

Because I Love You\~"

"Whaa...t?"

Did I hear it right? I can't believe it, since when?

But it's still wrong we are brothers!

"Stoh...p... mo..ing

Nghhhaaa!"

"Ah it felt so good.

What did you say again brother?"

I felt dizzy from all the new sensations I experience,

my body kept twitching while I could hear my own heart beating.

"I said we are siblings

We can't do something like that!"

I tried to say that with all my strength that was left.

"We can't do something like that...?

It's too late to say it now since we already did this"

His hands are starting to touch my stomach, my chest and then my lips.

"Stop it! If you stop now I will act like this never happened and everything will return to normal"

I felt some tingling in my chest as I said that.

"Act like it didn't happen?

Brother, you haven't forgotten my confession just now... I'm serious when I said 'I Love you'

Or do you want me to deny my feelings for you?" He looked at the man under him with a cold expression.

I can't believe it, so all this time when he said he loved me he meant it in that way?!

"I'm sorry but I don't see you that way....

For me you are and will always be my little brother"

".....he.....ha..haahaaHahahaha

So it's still not enough...

all the time that I tried to show you my feelings, so that you would love me back was in vain...

I can't win your heart at all.”

I don't know what to say

I feel really bad for not noticing his feelings towards me and for breaking his heart without being aware of it

"I'm sorry ....but I know someday you will find a better person who will love you like you are and you will be very happ-...."

Before I could finish my sentence, I felt a sharp object stuck inside my stomach, I tried to say something but the blood kept gushing out.

"Wh..y?"

"Because I love you

And if I can't have you

Nobody can"

I saw how my brother stuck the same object in his chest and then my vision was gone and I could only see the color black.

Waking up

Waking up I got hit by a bad headache, it was so strong that I wanted to hit myself to dead.

“What the-, where am I?”

I looked around and found myself in a pile of trash lying all over the floor.

I don’t know if it was the headache or the pile of trash but I felt like vomiting.

“Ugh ahha...”

I felt so distgusted and quikly took a shower to clean myself.

After the shower I looked in the mirror, only to see a strangers face looking straight back at me.

“Funny, why does someone paint at mirrors.”

I touched the mirror and got scared because the person moved at the same time as I did.

I was speechless, could that be me?

I tried to remember what happened before I woke up but could only recall my brother stabbing me.

“So I died...”

I got scared not because of the pain I experienced but scared of my brother. I felt he was someone completely different than he was in my memories.

I tried to calm down again and carefully looked at myself in the mirror again.

I had straight blond hair, big brown eyes, my skin was a healthy color of white, I had a pointy nose and my lips were heart shaped with a pinkish color wich gave me an innocent look to my oval looking face.

“Not bad but I still miss my body.”

I looked at my body which was not the weakest but also not strong like my old body and I had a small frame wich gave off a childish feeling, only my height was acceptable.

When I got out of the bathroom I was feeling depressed because of the choas.

“...First I have to clean”

I started cleaning the kitchen, the living room, the bathroom and then the worst of all... the bedroom.

I don’t know how the owner of this body lived but I wouldn’t be suprise if he died by his living conditions.

While he cleaned, he discovered a photo album and a diary. He opened the album first which showed a cheerful looking kid with his parents. After turning some pages it was blank, with the last photo of him in high school.

Then he opened the diary and discovered that the last entrance also stopped in high school.

‘Dear Diary,

I don’t know what to do anymore, since my parents left me, my relatives began to look scary.

I don’t want to be alone but I feel so suffocated in this household, so I decided to run away. Wish me luck.’

“So, I’m stuck in some rich kid who died after running away from home, sigh.”

He sighed and continued to clean.

“Brrr...”

The moment he finished cleaning a cellphone rang. He looked at the screen and opened the message.

‘Liam, here is Noel.

I got you a job, when you received the message contact me immediately for futher information.’

“So my name is Liam.... I should read the diary for futher information about that ‘Noel’ guy.”

‘Dear Diary,

Today I got my first friend Noel. I’m so excited because Noel is so nice to me and we share everything together. I know that Noel has many friends but still hangs around with me. Wish me luck that this friendship will last forever.’

‘Dear Diary,

Today was the first time Noel and I argued. I felt so sad that he didn’t talked to me... what did I do wrong. I just wanted to suprise him with a birthday present and thus kept it a hidden but he was so angry because I kept a secret from him. Please wish me luck that we make up.’

‘Dear Diary,

Today I feel really sad. My parents died in a accident and I don’t know who to talk to. Noel was worried and came to my house but I don’t want to burden him si I pushed him away. Please make the sadness go away.’

.....

Perfect Job

‘What job did you get me?’

I decided to contact him first since the owner of this body didn’t own any money at this moment.

‘Finally you contacted me. Took you long enough.’

‘Sorry had to clean.’

‘Whatever, let’s meet up later, its my treat of course.’

‘Ok’

I looked at the wallet I found in the trash and was embarrassed, that I was so poor. I should start making some money and inform myself about this world.

‘Let’s meet at ‘Bacumi’ in 30min’

After reading the text message I began to browser the internet and found out that this world was far better than my old one.

“I should forget starting my own company with that many and better competitives I would only dig my own grave...”

I sighed because I expected that I would have some advantages when I woke up in this body.

After stopping being depressed I went out to the ‘Bacumi’ shop.

“Over here Liam.”

I turned around and saw a young man dressed in casual clothes sitting by the windows.

When I got closer I could see that he had caramel colored skin with forest green eyes, his hair was a curly chocolate brown and when he was smiling his eyes formed a crescent moon shape.

“...Hello.”

“Why are you getting shy.”

He said laughing while gesturing him to sit down.

“Could it be that I’m too handsome for little Liam\~”

“Don’t call me little! I’m not that shorter than you.”

I said a bit angry and ordered a jasmine tea.

“Jokes aside let’s talk about the job I found you.”

He said seriously.

“Ok.”

I don’t know why but I had a really bad feeling for some reason.

“I got you a job as a Host in a club/bar”

He said proudly

“..... Can you please repeat that?”

I said speechless

“Well technically you just have to entertain the people there and you meet the requirements for this job. It’s the perfect thing for you!”

“Why a host?”

“Like I already said it’s the only thing you can do”

He pointed at Liams face wich meant he had the looks.

I felt a little angry but realized that the owner of this body didn’t had any common skills for living. Should I just take this job? It’s not like I do something illegal.

“And what do you say? Isn’t that a good job!

You also don’t have to worry if this place is illegal or something because a relative of mine said, that it’s mainly for entertainment and they pay you good.”

I looked at him and could see the sunlights fall on his face wich created a angelic image of him.

“Thanks I appreciate that you look out for me.”

That were the only things I could say at this moment when I looked at his face.

“Great! I will contact them immediately.”

He got up and made a phone call and said he will message me the place and time later.