She is my Ant's Daughter. She lived almost 1000 km away from my home whenever I meet her i feel that i am in heaven. but I cannot Believe in Love......

In Chilhood :

I cannot understand that what is love when ever we meet i feel better and my brother says that you love her but I did not know what is love.? so, as the time going on....

In study life:

We are in under matric and in same class so as i was able to understand what was going on i feel how much negativity are around me but about one month i feel everything positive around me.

I did not know what are going therefore i can't sleep at night and whenever i open or close my eyes i only see her and whenever i was angry i think about her. But i do not about any more about her because i meet her as little bit time.

I only know about that i do not survive without her.

I cannot feel better i only feel that my heartbeat can only speak her name so, I told my situation

i told my condition to my friend and my all friends told me that you are in Love but i cannot pay heed as time going on.... my heart cannot beat without heart...so time come close to say......

One Day we meet:

As time come close and on one day i meet her in my Cousin's home so than i stay their three days First Day:

After meeting my friend he fully motivate me and than i was full of energetic call her and she come than she say "yes! Danial. Any problem"

when she say this i forget everything and suddenly

i say

"How are you ! Sara i have no problem.."

She ignore and talking about my brother than we talking about studies and anymore so, than i cannot understand what i was speaking........so i come out without saying to her....

At night... i again goes to my friend's Home and say about the situation they again motivate me..and than i come to house and sleep.

Second Day:

In Next day i again call her to come on the roof for talk her on important topic ..so she come on roof and say..

"What is problem...Danial! Everything is Fine ."

as she say this i again forget everything and i change talk she understand that i hide somthing so, she again say "Tell me what was going wrong" i afraid that Does she angry on what i will say..? so i think that i cannot tell her today so i cannot tell her and she again and again say that "Tell me what was going wrong" but i cannot tell her i only say that ..

" I was totally break i did not know what was happening with me.."

She Motivate me ........

Third Day...

Next day she come and say "Do you say anything" i left cousin's house and going on bus stand

with all of my cousin than i think that i wanna told her so that" i call her to come close with me i wanna say something......"

she come and i say "I love you" Do you love me.."

At same time Bus reach and i left she say i will give this answer to you later.............

Than i wait about one week .............

In Third day, when i told her " I loves you". than she replied me that she answer me in about a week.

so I was keep waiting on......

. . . . than Her letter recieved and i was working in my Father's shop. I recieved the letter and have fear that May God she say "no" or "Yes" than i opened the letter and read so, Answer is "yes" .

. I was soo happy and reply her "Thanks for accepting my proposal and Love you."

I was fully mad and i did n't know what to do next so life is going on.... And was only thinking about her day and night.

. . . . Suddenly My father have plan to go her city for sone work.

. . than.i think that i also go with my father so than i meet with her.. i think that i am right and i can do this right now.. i told my Father to take me with him so He agree to going with me.

so i was going her city with my father.. . . . . . . .

...... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

. . . . . . . . . . In a bus i was very happy and joyful to meet my Love when we reached her city.

. i say thanked God and want meet her

. . meet my Love. at her home. .

"My eyes are so tearful to saw her face than

a door open and red-white dress girl comes.

. oh my God! She is my love........."

She meed with my simply i was so happy she was also so happy. we do many talks and joy.

We stay there for almost Five days and in this duration our loved raises in heart and we comes close one more times.. . . . . . .

Day of departure. . . . .

. Five days goes out like a seconds and i was so angry and my eyes are so tearful at this time.

she left me on Train station and I was shout cry but all in.vain so after an hour Train comes and she left me in train it seems like she left me in Dark. . . . . . . .

. my eyes full of tearful and i am.crying inside me.

i toatlly broken after a week i keep.handle me and take focus on work.

. . . . . . . when my focus is only on.my work she comes in my mind and destroy everything. I loved her soo much but i did not know that she really loves or not.

. . Than i call her brother and make friendship with her brother and On one day she call me and than at once my eyes full of tears and i cannot talk with her anymore except just saying Hy!. . . . . . . .

. When i go to my friends i was happy and smile but when i left him i was crying inside me. Than i cannot understand that what was actually happeing with me and Than.i tell her what was happeing to.me.

. . . " She motivate me and raised my feeling so i stop crying and being smile "

I was full of energetic,genius, motivated and start working than

. . . . . . " I only Love her soo much. ."