There was a cheerful child named Camelia .. she was a cute and polite girl .. She was born on April 3, 2004 .. She had a brother, mother and father like other families .. But what sets her families apart from other families is that Camelia's mom and dad have been separated since 2008 .. From that day on, Camelia no longer met her mother and brother and she had forgotten who her mother ..

Since her family separated, Camelia has lived with her grandparents in the village while her father is busy working abroad .. she loves her family very much .. She thinks her grandparents are like her own mom and dad .. her grandparents love her and think of her as their own child too ..

Camelia didn't have many friends since she was talking alone and often said she was talking to her best friend .. Camelia has always been bullied because of her gentle attitude and not against anyone else ..

Camelia live happily with her grandparents at the village .. after a few years, on Camelia's 7 th birthday, Camelia is shocked by the arrival of a woman with a boy .. The woman told her, she was Camelia's mother ..

Camelia starts to wonder why she's not looking for her all this time? why are you here now? Why now? why is grandpa and grandma keeping this a secret? a lot of questions go through and playing around in her mind ..

all of a sudden his father came home too, Camelia began to ask her family everything but they refused to tell her .. she was so upsets! and she cried .. upon seeing Camelia like that, her father began to change and wanted to work permanently in her home country ..

after 5 months of working as security guard at a high school, Camelia's family was shocked by the devastating news of their family .. her father was arrested for allegedly trying to rape a teenage girl who was there .. but her father tells her, he is innocent, he is trapped by the girl because the girl is angry with his father who has rejected her love .. but fate did not take their side, Camelia's father was sentenced to 1 year in prison ..

time passed .. his father had been sentenced to one year, now it was time for Camelia's father to be released .. after 2 months her father came home , suddenly her grandfather passed away and this was the bad moment for Camelia ..

Camelia is saddened by the loss of her loved one .. she depressed and feels so sad .. every day she's crying .. and from that, she start get worst .. time goes around ..

she started to get worse and worse .. her started to get lonely .. sometimes she saw a boy her age .. she talked to herself and so on .. when asked she would answer that she was chatting with her new friend ..

she asked her grandmother about it, and her grandmother said that from childhood she was accompanied by someone who could be seen by others .. who's the unseen boy? what does he have to do with Camelia?

At first Camelia didn't know about the boy because she had never seen his face because he always covered his face with a mask .. One day, Camelia as usual went out to play with the unseen boy .. Camelia starts to wonder who the boy is? Even Camelia without fear, she began to ask ..

Camelia : Afiq, who exactly are you ? suddenly came into my life .. with the intention of wanting to be friends with me erm ? actually i don't have many friends, you know right ? that's why you're still want to be friends with me ?

Afiq : it's all because I've been in love with you since we first met .. we actually knew each other before .. huh just you didn't recognize me ..

who are you Afiq ? we know each other ? without even asking the next question, Afiq said the was late and he told me to go home ..

A few seconds later, after Camelia packed her things and prepared to go home, she realized that she was alone in the forest .. she wondering what happened to Afiq ? why suddenly he left her alone in that time ?

After 30 minutes of riding the bike, Camelia arrived at her house .. but she was still confused by the strange occurrence in the forest .. as she enters her house, she sees the worried face of her family worried and panicked .. suddenly.....

her dad ask her : where did you go? your grandma told me that you were going out with Afqi?

Camelia replied that, Yes she was going out with him..

" his father was shocked to hear those words.. then her father ask her again " are you sure my dear? "

and then she replied again , " yes father yes.. why you looks like seeing a ghost? "

suddenly her father said " his mom come over and tell me ... last year when Afiq on the way to meet you, he had an accident and was in a coma in the hospital ..."

i don't know what to do! i feels like my head are heavier and then i .. pum! i fainted .. when i woke up, i was in the hospital and my head still hurts ..

life is full of sudden, right? haha.. okei back to the story ..

suddenly Afiq's mom came and .. without waiting long, Camelia started asking about the real thing .. his mother told that Afiq was Camelia's childhood friend .. Camelia and Afiq study at the same kindergarten .. Afiq fell in love at first sight when he met Camelia on his first day of school .. but before afiq express his feelings, his father suddenly got a job and they had to moving to the UK (it's been almost 3 years?!) last year, their family returned to homeland because Afiq could not forget his first and last love .. but fate has determined, Afiq has been involved in an accident before had a chance to meet you and they can't believe he still unconscious to this day ..

lively chatting .. without them realizing, the time for visitors was over .. so Afiq's mom have to go home .. After 2 months of knowing about it .. Camelia still pray for Afiq to be awoke from the coma .. and on a beautiful day, it brought them a million happiness and sadness as the doc has confirmed that Afiq was awaken .. but just until he told about his feelings to Camelia, he suddenly died ..

Camelia cried and cried and cried ... then she saw involvement of afiq smiling while waving at her ... and afiq said " don't cry when I'm not here.. you will never see me again because my soul is calm when expressing this feeling .. but you will always be in my heart .. look at the star if you miss me .. and please find a guy who can make you happy .. don't forget me yaaa .. wait for my rebirth later♡ "

I LOVE YOU AFIQ! ☹

After the incident, Camelia's family plans to bring Camelia to a new home .. however, they knew that Camelia would not agree with the proposal .. they waited until Camelia was 10 years old .. they asked about the plans, and unexpectedly Camelia agreed to move ..

New school? Meh! it's so hard babe's.. no friends no one to talk .. but yaaaa after 2 weeks, Camelia finally got friends!! .. her new friends soo nice but very naughty .. they teach Camelia to be like them ..

Camelia start being a naughty girl but inside her heart still have a value of herself dignity..

she got 2 boyfriend when she was in the primary school but it's not be easy as you think it is.. nabil and syafik was the guys who break her heart and because of that she promised to herself to be the single one (not couple anymore)

Two year later... it's time to UPSR... and she learn nothing but unbelievable how can she got straight A's?

yah December 2016 was the worst year for Camelia as she was suddenly diagnosed with a chronic disease known as SLE .. she off all the social media and not hanging out with anyone ..

heh.. time goes on so fast.. without she realise it was the first day at secondary school ( she was 13 year old) .. she met a lot of fun but it's was temporary and then the situation start to be more realistic .. her illness was so critical that it disrupted her schooling process .. she tried her best to survive .. and finally managed to survive although she has to take medicine daily and see a specialist every month .. she's a strong girl i ever met ..

When school holidays in March arrive, Camelia visits her mother's home .. she felt weird because her mother was holding a baby boy .. she asked her mother, " who is this boy? " and her mother said " it was your step brother "

Camelia began to think that she was just an outsider and unimportant on her mom's side so she wasn't told about all this ..

She immediately returned home with a broken heart .. she was very disappointed to be treated that way .. and then Camelia tells her father and grandma about her mom.. Camelia off her phone and block her mom's number so she can't reach her ..

in that year ... too many problems came to Camelia ... but if she was only able to smile when her world was destroyed ...

days and days goes well.. but in December 2018 .. after Camelia and his father's done with the shopping for school next year .. suddenly Camelia having a fever .. a long fever , it's took 2 weeks to recover .. but after that the doc has confirmed that Camelia's kidneys have leaked .. she spend 5months lying down and unable to do anything. she just relies on her father to move .. it got worse because when she was put in the ward, her mom rarely visited her ..

even though her father loved her but her father always craved Camelia's freedom .. as if Camelia was just a kid who didn't know how to talk .. that's make Camelia hate her own family ..

Camelia spend her days with sleeping and she only go to school when the exam was coming ..

when she getting better.. her father forced her to go to school like everyone else and they set Camelia high hopes that because Camelia was their first child .. however, Camelia was unable to study like her peers, SLE patients had very poor thinking and memory capacity .. but she has to do it because her family is really pushing her to be like their friend's kids ..