In a completely white room you could see a woman, she appeared to be in her thirties, but in fact she had passed that age a long time ago, her appearance was the result of technological developments in higher quality cosmetics existing in this generation.

But despite her stunning appearance, which would attract men of all ages, and even some women at any other time, her personality was far from the "attractive" type.

The truth is, the way she acted totally excited and entertained reading an online novel, like she looked away for a second, would miss the most important information out there, would likely make any sex appeal of hers disappear.

“Ah! How can it end like this, such talented children, I definitely wish I could raise them like mine.”

The shrill voice reverberated throughout the room as she argued with the screen of her electronic reading device, she couldn't help but feel frustrated to the point where tears welled up in her almond-shaped eyes.

While many who hear these words, or watch this scene, would think she wanted to create some white meat like some women of great wealth, in fact she literally wanted to create her favorite characters from the novel like her mother.

This was because she was a woman who could not have her own children in her current world, by order of the world government, every child born by natural means or from a test tube must be handed over to the world institution for its creation, this to ensure a good intellectual, physical and emotional development of these children for the future of the nation.

For this reason, she was one of the women who refused to give birth to a child in any way, despite having always wanted a baby, in exchange for her refusal, she guaranteed to dedicate her great knowledge to the nation, creating the best and most incredible cosmetics, which almost guarantee immortality in relation to appearance.

For such contributions she had greater freedom than many citizens of her world, to the point that she was granted the right to develop her own interdimensional space to keep a large amount of emergency supplies in case a new world war occurred in the future, beyond of the supplies that are continually allocated, such as various types of food, medicines, fabrics and even tools, the woman herself ensures that large quantities of cosmetics developed by her are continuously supplied, because if there is a new war she still wants to remain beautiful until the Final.

However the space was not interesting to her when she got the benefits, in fact none of the benefits could replace her desire to have her own child, but she managed to at least live as a mother through her unlimited access to any kind of literature, she is clear if focused on novels that featured cute children, whom she supported as a big “fan mom”.

Only the only thing she didn't realize is that the three children she loved the most among the novels she read ended up in a tragic end in the second part of the story. And this was all just the fault of that irresponsible mother who abandoned them at a time when they most needed a mother.

“How can there be such a cruel mother. No! Crueler than this mother is this writer, who makes us love them in childhood and then take them away, just because the rest of the world saw them as the villains, but they were my beautiful puppies, they weren't really bad , they just didn't have a happy childhood.”

The woman continued to break down in tears as she argued aloud with the gods, called writers, for her who read every chapter, from the children's greatest suffering, to their growth, their struggle to have a better life, but in the end no matter how hard they tried, everyone seemed to deny their existence.

Despite the vision of the big fan, the truth was that the three characters, who in the story were brothers, had a regrettable childhood, but it was a fact that in every story there should be a villain, the novel had been written with that goal, only this one woman focused on creating and developing the characters like her children.

"I will not get over such a loss."

The woman cried as she hugged a pillow and lay down on the divan sofa, over time her tears stopped, but the weariness brought by her emotional ups and downs while reading came and soon she fell asleep.

During her dream she was in a dark place but soon saw a child calling her mother, the child looked so pitiful, in a deplorable state of thinness and surging, she just tried to reach out her arms to hug the child and comfort her, but no matter how hard she tried she couldn't reach it.

That's when she woke up panting again in the living room, feeling the tears running down her face.

"I really should stop getting so attached to the characters in the books, now I even dream about my pitiful puppies."

The woman muttered to herself as she sat on the couch on the couch and tried to wake up completely, after feeling more awake she went to the bathroom to clean up, after all she had to wake up completely and leave her entertainment moment behind and focus on the next project to be developed at the company.

"This week she went from ice queen to demonic boss."

An intellectual-looking Man with glasses and a thin body spoke to a small woman with a soft, graceful beauty.

"She's definitely in a big bad mood, like we need more contributions to the nation we already have."

The woman spoke to her co-worker, making a dejected expression that because of her appearance became cute.

"At least we don't have to live with her outside office hours, it would be hell to serve Mrs. Lin for more than eight hours."

The man spoke again as he sighed in frustration, unable to even imagine how tiring it must be for Madame Lin's personal secretary.

"Right! We should be grateful for the little things."

The woman spoke as she curled her little hands into a fist in a way to demonstrate her determination to remain positive, the man can only chuckle softly as it didn't matter how hard she tried she just looked cute anyway.

As this pair of friends and assistants walked together, they walked away from a large cherry wood door, through that door, into a large room with white porcelain floor and painted walls the same with, next to the windows, which covered by Complete one of the walls, there was a large table made with the same type of wood as the door, carved with small details made by a great artisan.

Sitting in the chair behind this table looking with interest at the landscape was Mrs. Lin whom the assistants were talking about, looking at this woman of extreme beauty, you could imagine how dignified she was, until the moment you remembered that she too she was that “fan mom” on her days off at home.

However despite her undeniable beauty, the state in which she was not even being compared to what was seen a week ago, she had dark circles that not even her best cosmetics could make disappear, due to the fact that the product was not even bad for a new one. dark circles appears from another sleepless night.

Ever since that first dream of that child, she continually has the same dream, and can't sleep anymore.

In each dream the environment is the same, but in each dream she seems to be closer to the baby and soon she wakes up unable to hug him, initially she thought these dreams had to do with her attachment to the characters in the novel, but now she she thinks she is just going through the last phase of menopause and her great regret at not being a mother is causing her to have constant nightmares.

Although this repentance is impossible to be realized either in the past or in the future, since the founding of the nation there has never been the terms mother and father, as no child could be raised by an individual or a couple of individuals, it was raised in a government institution and has no idea who his parents are, or rather the gene donors.

Although she has this desire to be a mother, which is seen as unnecessary in her world, she believes that the nation's governmental ideology was right, at least for the last millennium, no one died of starvation or cold, territorial wars did not occur again, although as a precaution the government tries to keep those that can bring benefits to the world with interdimensional spaces equipped for a war or worse a pandemic like the one that occurred in the past, leaving thousands of people isolated for survival.

“Ah! I just want to have a good sleep.”

She sighed in frustration as she leaned her head back in her chair and closed her eyes, trying to put any useless thoughts behind her, and within a few minutes she fell into a deep sleep caused by the accumulation of tiredness.

And again the dream began she was in a completely dark place, just like in the other dreams she was alone, but unlike the others she still didn't see the boy, only heard his voice calling her mother, she got up and walked slowly towards the voice.

She walked and walked and walked, but she never reached the source of the voice after a while she felt tired, she sat down and looked around and there was only darkness and the child's pitiful voice, it was making her panic and lost, and after a while she felt like she was sinking into the ground and she could no longer breathe.

She felt suffocated, and wanted to wake up, but for some reason she couldn't wake up and open her eyes, she was trapped in the dream without being able to find a way out at all, she felt like she was about to die if she couldn't get out of this dream and then everything stopped.

She felt her eyelids heavy, but she could already feel the surroundings around her, only the sounds that came to her were different from the silent office she had fallen asleep in.

Trying to move her hands she managed to feel a rough feeling like a low quality fabric, but her strength was not great and that effort alone made her fall asleep again, but now she had no dreams and slept peacefully, and everything it looked perfectly fine, or at least it would be until she woke up completely again.

When she woke up again she was able to open her eyes, but unlike the room she was in when she fell asleep she looked above her only at the cement tile, something that had not been used for a long time in the constructions of the great nation.

After realizing that she was in a different place, with the sounds of birds singing, showing that she was surrounded by nature, it made her frown, there were no more places where animal life could live freely like this in the great nation.

As she noticed her surroundings her head started to ache with the emergence of several memories that did not belong to her appeared, she closed her eyes trying to lessen the pain, until the memories ended in those points.

After receiving all the memories she recognized the original owner of the memories as a character from her favorite novel, this character appeared very little in the first part of the story, she was the mother of the three villains.

However she ended up here before the beginning of the story, now from the memory of the original, she is in the year 1963, that's about five years before the beginning of the childhood story of the three villains, in fact the three villains haven't even were born now.

Upon realizing this, she tried to get up from the bed she was on to try to clarify her situation, but when she tried to get up she realized that it was difficult and her body was heavy, that's when when she sat down she finally noticed her slightly large belly.

She was pregnant! Pregnant with one of the three villains, if she's right, this is probably the first, ie the eldest son, after the shock she can't help but put a hand over her round belly, and as if she knew she was stroking him the baby kicked directly at her hand, for a moment she was surprised by the fetal movement, but soon she couldn't help but smile.

"Drink! I'm also happy to meet you." She spoke in a gentle voice as she kept a hand caressing her belly, she never imagined she could have such a magical experience, however the magical moment was interrupted by hunger, it seemed she hadn't eaten in a while .

She then first paid attention again, now sitting on the bed, around her and noticed that this room was relatively small by her standards, but it contained a reddish wood wardrobe, probably cedar, and there was also a dresser and a table with a chair with the same type of wood, on the table there was a sewing machine with pedal, that is, there was really no electricity in this place, the most common was to use lamps or kerosene lanterns to illuminate during the night.

Where she was sitting, and where she slept before, was a kang, that is, a bed made of bricks that can be heated by connecting to a wood stove to keep the mats and bedspreads warm in winter, it was something similar. to electric mattresses.

Although it was really comfortable, it was disappointing to only have low quality fabrics as a sheet on the kang bed, but she could fix it in the future anyway.

She can only sigh and leave to continue the exploration later, carefully she rose from the kang, in fact the big belly made it really difficult to make this little effort.

Walking at a considerably slow speed because of her swollen ankles and feet, to reach the kitchen from the bedroom she had to pass through a dining/living room, which was separated from the kitchen by a door, like the oven/wood stove in the kitchen generated heat for the kang, the bedroom shared a wall with the kitchen.

When she arrived in the kitchen there was no food ready, so she took two eggs from the basket and put them to cook, it was easy to light the stove following the memories of the original, these eggs should be enough to satisfy her before she could fully understand the situation and being able to prepare a satisfying meal.

While waiting for the eggs to be ready she thought about the most relevant information she had, first she has the same name as before, Lin Meili, is currently seventeen, got married just a few months ago, and on her first night of marriage her husband got pregnant her, because the next day he had to go back to the army because of a draft.

The original doesn't have a lot of impressions on her husband, the only relevant feature about him for her is the fact that he's an army officer, which Li Meili has to agree with the original, is what makes her husband definitely attractive at this time. , this is the career that offers the best growth opportunities.

So she's married and pregnant, but she's only been with her husband once after the wedding and saw him once before the wedding on the blind date, so even though Lin Meili has the memories before her arrival, she doesn't have one. strong impression of the husband, but if his new life keeps the same plot direction of the story, his husband will have to return a few times, at least three, before retirement due to disability, as he still has to get this body pregnant twice more to be the three villains in the story.

Although this body is hers now, she doesn't mind following at least this part of the story, because what she most wants is to be able to create the three villains in the best possible way, so as a good lady who has done everything and she's lived a long time, she doesn't have much embarrassment about thinking about having sex with a stranger.

“Well, we'll continue to check the memories while we eat. Right baby?” Lin Meili spoke to the baby as he spooned the hard-boiled eggs from the pan and placed them in a wooden bowl she found in the cupboard.

Picking up the bowl with the two eggs, she went to the table in the living room and sat down carefully in the chair, sighing in relief when she was already seated.

After seated, she began to carefully peel the hard-boiled eggs, while avoiding burning, and began to pay attention to the decoration of this room, there was only this table with six chairs in it, there was nothing else, which was regrettable for the size of the room. , she would really have to later make a list of what needs to be purchased for her new little house.