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Living With The Past

Prolouge

Year 2017
Jungkook's POV
Me and Taehyung have been in a relationship for 5 years and are engaged since 2 years.. We both met each other in university and fell hard for each other.. We became friends.. And as time went by we became best friends and our likings for each other grew more.. He finally took the courage and asked me out on his and Jiminie's graduation ceremony and of course I said yes..
Our life as an engaged couple was peaceful and full of love for each other.. Taehyung would go to work.. I wanted to go too.. But Taehyung didn't want me to have any stress so I didn't work..
But everything went wrong since he wanted to have a child.. He and I had s*x way more often and he'd take me to the hospital for a checkup to check whether I was pregnant or not.. It was really embarrassing as a boy for me to go for a checkup like that.. But that's not what hurt me.. The way he looks at me disappointedly and leaves the house everytime I told him I was not pregnant, tore my heart into pieces..
One day.. Me, my hyung and his boyfriend were in the living room watching a movie at my house.. As Taehyung was out on a business trip, I invited them over since I didn't like to be alone.. I, out of the blue, felt like puking and so I ran towards the bathroom and did so.. My brother and his boyfriend ran up to me and started patting my back..
Yoongi
Yoongi
Baby.. My Kookie, are you okay? (Asks while patting his back)
Jimin
Jimin
Jungkook-ah, are you feeling better now?
Jungkook
Jungkook
Yeah.. I'm.. I'm.. fine now.. (Faints)
Multiple Roles
Multiple Roles
Suga, Jimin: Kookie!
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I opened my eyes and looked around, panicking as it was an unfamiliar place.. But I remembered what happened so I thought Suga hyung and Jimin hyung must've brought me to the hospital..
The door of the room clicked open and I saw my hyungs smiling at me..
Jungkook
Jungkook
What happened, hyung?
Yoongi
Yoongi
You won't believe this..
Jimin
Jimin
YOU ARE PREGNANT, KOOKIE! (😆)
Jungkook
Jungkook
W-what? I'm pregnant? But how can I?
Yoongi
Yoongi
The doctor said it's a rare case.. You are happy, right?
Jungkook
Jungkook
Of course I am, hyung.. (☺)
Jimin
Jimin
Shall I tell Tae Tae about it?
Jungkook
Jungkook
No, I wanna be the one to do so, Jimin hyung.. (Smiles)
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My hyungs dropped me off to my house and told me to take care of myself and to not stress.. I really love them.. They are the best..
When I about to go inside the house.. I saw the door open.. Taehyung must be back! I can't wait to tell him the good news! I entered the room smiling but I frowned when I saw a woman sitting on the couch of our living room.. I took a closer look at her and I recognised her! She was one of my best friends in university.. Gwan Hana..
Jungkook
Jungkook
Hana? What are you doing here?
Hana
Hana
Huh?! Jun-Jungkookie! I'm with Taehyung.. We both have to work together on a pro-project!
Jungkook
Jungkook
Oh..
Taehyung
Taehyung
Hana, I brought you some coffee.. (Comes to the living room with a coffee cup in his hand and had a wide smile on his face but it dropped when he saw Jungkook) Oh.. Jungkook, you're back..
Jungkook
Jungkook
Hm.. I went to the-
Taehyung
Taehyung
(Interrupts Jungkook from talking any further) Me and Hana have some work to do.. Can you leave us alone?
Jungkook
Jungkook
Huh? But you just came back today! I wanna spend some time with you.. (Pouts)
Taehyung
Taehyung
Jungkook! (In a stern voice)
Jungkook
Jungkook
Fine! (Pouts more and leaves the room sulking)
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Time went by.. And Taehyung always started to spend his time with Hana.. Dinner with Hana.. Shopping with Hana.. Working with Hana.. I know she's my best friend and all but of course l'd feel jealous.. My fiancé is spending more time with a woman than me.. I always tried to tell him about the pregnancy and that I was carrying twins in me! But he doesn't spare any of his time to listen to me and always tells me he was busy and stuff! It's my fifth month of pregnancy and my stomach also formed a bump, which Taehyung didn't even notice..
I got really fed up of his behaviour and wanted to confront it to him.. I went to Taehyung's bedroom.. And of course Hana will be there too..
Jungkook
Jungkook
Hana, can you please leave? I want to talk with my soon-to-be husband in private..
Hana
Hana
Huh? Um..
Taehyung
Taehyung
Speak.. She doesn't has to leave..
Jungkook
Jungkook
She has to.. So will you?
Hana
Hana
O-okay.. I'll be going back to my house today..
Taehyung
Taehyung
Hey! Wait! Don't- (Before he could complete Hana leaves the room) (Sighs)
Jungkook
Jungkook
Finally.. (Rolls his eyes)
Taehyung
Taehyung
Jeon Jungkook, what's with your fucking behaviour?!
Jungkook
Jungkook
MY BEHAVIOUR?! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO'S ACTING WEIRD! I AM YOUR FIANCÉ! STOP BEING RUDE TO ME! AND WILL IT KILL YOU IF SHE LEAVES?!
Taehyung
Taehyung
YES! IT WILL! CAUSE SHE IS THE MOTHER OF MY CHILD AND MY FUTURE WIFE!
Jungkook
Jungkook
W-what? (😟)
Taehyung
Taehyung
SHE IS PREGNANT WITH MY KID! AND I WILL BE MARRYING HER! AND SINCE YOU KNOW IT.. WE ARE OVER! (Leaves the house)
I ran behind him.. He's kidding, right? He is pranking his bunny, right? He loves me.. Of course he does.. He won't abandon me for woman..
Taehyung gets in his car and drove away.. I ran behind him and kept on trying to catch up with hìm.. My clothes got wet, since it was raining.. I tripped over a stone and fell down on the wet ground.. I started bleeding.. I kept my hands on my stomach as it was paining very badly.. My eyes were starting to get heavy.. I was trying hard not to close them..
Jungkook
Jungkook
Tae- Taehyung.. Pl-ease- don't lea-ve me..
I heard someone shouting my name.. But I didn't even have any energy left in me to open my eyes and look at the person.. And soon I passed out..
Yoongi
Yoongi
JUNGKOOK! JUNGKOOK-AH!
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Cheater?

Jungkook woke up feeling pain in his stomach.. He detached himself from the wires connected to his body.. He slowly sat up and saw his Suga hyung sleeping, sitting beside his bed on a chair, holding his hand.. While Jimin was sleeping on the couch near the wall..
Suga woke up as he felt Jungkook moving.. He looked up to see Jungkook crying his heart out.. Jimin also woke up after he heard Jungkook sobbing..
Suga and Jimin got up from their seats and went towards Jungkook.. Suga patted his head while Jimin his back..
Jimin
Jimin
Jungkook-ah.. Baby bunny, what happened?
Yoongi
Yoongi
Kookie, don't cry.. (😟)
Jungkook hugs Suga and kept crying, not saying anything.. Suga and Jimin kept trying to calm him down..
Yoongi
Yoongi
Jungkook, look at me.. And tell me what happened..
Jungkook
Jungkook
(Shook his head left and right as a no) Nothing.. (Looks down)
Yoongi
Yoongi
Jeon Jungkook! You better tell me what happened!
Jungkook
Jungkook
(Flinches and started crying again)
Jimin
Jimin
Yah! Yoongi! Don't shout at him!
Jimin
Jimin
(Sits beside Jungkook on his bed and started caressing his nape) Jungkookie, you have to tell this to us someday.. Then why not today?
Jimin
Jimin
Everytime one of us is sad or are crying.. You would try your best to find out what's troubling us.. You won't leave our side until our mood becomes cheerful.. Then can't we do the same for you?
Jimin
Jimin
Tell us, Jungkookie.. Tell us what happened to you..
Jungkook
Jungkook
(Nods)
Jungkook
Jungkook
(Takes a deep breath and says in a cracking voice) T-Tae-hyung.. He ch-eated on me..
Yoongi
Yoongi
What?! That fucking bastard!
Suga was about to leave the room and wanted to go to Taehyung to beat the shit out of him but he was stopped by Jimin..
Yoongi
Yoongi
Why are you stopping me?!
Jimin
Jimin
What if it's a misunderstanding?! You know much they love each other..
Jungkook
Jungkook
Oh.. Trust me.. It's not a misunderstanding..
Jungkook
Jungkook
He cheated on me with Hana.. He said it right to my face..
Jimin
Jimin
What? Wasn't she your best friend in university?
Jungkook
Jungkook
Yeah.. She used too..
Jungkook
Jungkook
She is even pregnant with his child..
Multiple Roles
Multiple Roles
Suga, Jimin: What?!
Jungkook
Jungkook
He used to ignore me.. I thought he was just busy with his work and was stressed.. But who would've thought that he found someone else.. So pra-ctically, I was just a s-s*x partner for him.. (Looks down as tears again flow down his cheeks)
Jimin
Jimin
I can't believe it! How could he do such a thing like that?! Tch!
Jungkook
Jungkook
Ouch! (Felt pain his stomach so he touched his tummy and as soon as he touched it, his eyes widen realizing something) Wait a second-
Jungkook
Jungkook
Hyung! Are my kids safe?!
Multiple Roles
Multiple Roles
Suga, Jimin: (They both look down at the floor)
Jungkook
Jungkook
Suga hyung.. Jimin hyung.. Why aren't you guys saying anything? Are they okay? I need to know.. Please.. (Begs them to answer)
Multiple Roles
Multiple Roles
Suga, Jimin: ...
Yoongi
Yoongi
Junghyun didn't make it.. (😔)
Jungkook
Jungkook
(😨)
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Jimin
Jimin
You will finally know the gender of twins! Can you believe it?! I'm so excited!
Jungkook
Jungkook
(Giggles) Yeah.. Me too..
Extra [Female]
Extra [Female]
Docter: Here.. Your report.. (Hands them a file which was taken by Jimin quickly)
Jungkook
Jungkook
Thanks, noona..
Extra [Female]
Extra [Female]
Docter: You're welcome, Jungkookie.. (Leaves)
Jimin
Jimin
Jungkook-ah, look! You are having a boy and a girl! (😆)
Jungkook
Jungkook
Really?!
Jimin
Jimin
Yeah.. Here.. Look..
Jungkook
Jungkook
(🥰) Taehyung would be so happy when he sees this!
Jimin
Jimin
Yes! Hey.. Jungkook-ah, what would you name them?
Jungkook
Jungkook
I don't know about Taehyung.. But I really like the names Junghyun and Taeni.. Junghyun for the boy.. Taeni for the girl.. I found many last night.. But these are my favourites..
Jimin
Jimin
Wah! Jungkookie! These names are so good!
Jungkook
Jungkook
Thank you, hyungie! (Smiles bunnily)
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Jungkook
Jungkook
You are lying, right? (😢) Hyung, you are lying, right? (😭) Please tell me you are lying!
Yoongi
Yoongi
Sorry, Jungkookie.. (Looks down in guilt as he could not protect his little brother's child) It's all my fault..
Jungkook
Jungkook
No, it's not.. Hyungie, you are the best.. It's not your fault.. It's all mine.. I was careless.. It's all my fault!
The door suddenly opened and Namjoon, Jin and J-hope entered silently.. Jungkook wiped his tears quickly as he didn't want them to worry..
Jungkook
Jungkook
Hyungs?
Namjoon
Namjoon
Don't call us that!
Jungkook
Jungkook
Huh?
Multiple Roles
Multiple Roles
Suga, Jimin: (Looked at them in confusion)
Jin
Jin
Why? Why did you do such a thing?!
Jungkook
Jungkook
What are you talking abou-
Before he could complete his sentence, Taehyung entered the room with a sad face which angered Suga..
Yoongi
Yoongi
You! How dare you come here after what you did to him, huh?!
Namjoon, Jin and J-hope were confused at what Suga said but they shrugged it off..
Taehyung
Taehyung
How could you cheat on me, Jungkook?!
Jungkook
Jungkook
Huh? What the hell are you talking about?!
Taehyung threw some photos of Jungkook kissing with some other guys.. Namjoon, Jin and J-hope looked at Jungkook with a disgusted face.. While Jungkook kept his face low as tears formed in his eyes as he looked at the photos unbelievably.. Taehyung edited their photos in which they were posing intimately, photoshopped it and made it seem like Jungkook was kissing other people.. Suga and Jimin were shocked but they believed Jungkook was innocent.
Namjoon
Namjoon
How could you cheat on my little brother?! How could you do that to him?!
Hoseok
Hoseok
I never expected this from you, Jungkook.. I regret being friends with you.. I regret knowing someone like you!
Jin
Jin
I can't believe Taehyung shed tears for you.. A slut! You are disgusting, Jungkook! How could you do that to him?!
Jungkook
Jungkook
(😢)
Jimin
Jimin
What the f*ck, guys?! How can guys say that to Baby Koo?! How can you guys even THINK Kook cheated on him?!
Yoongi
Yoongi
Yeah! My brother never cheated on him!
Jungkook
Jungkook
(Wipes his tears) Jimin hyung.. Suga hyung.. I wanna have a talk with Taehyung a-alone.. Can you leave? (He asks, trying his best not to burst into tears or to say it in a cracking voice)
Yoongi
Yoongi
But!-
Jungkook
Jungkook
Please!
Jimin
Jimin
Okay.. We'll leave..
The other five left, leaving the ex-couple alone in the room..
Jungkook
Jungkook
Why did you do this?
Taehyung
Taehyung
...
Jungkook
Jungkook
Haven't you done enough?!
Taehyung
Taehyung
Well.. I'm sorry.. Hyungs will leave me if they came to know what I did.. Neither can I live without them nor leave Hana.. This is the best option..
Jungkook
Jungkook
Why are you so goddamm cruel?! You cheated on me! Got my best friend pregnant behind my back! (😢) And couldn't we just lie? Telling them we didn't wanna be with each other anymore?! Why the hell did you make them hate me?! (😭) Seven years of being in a relationship with you.. And this is what I get! I hate you, Taehyung! I hate you! Please just get out!
Taehyung felt his heart break.. Perhaps he was still in love with Jungkook? No.. He loves Hana! They're gonna marry and have a kid.. Yeah.. With a heavy heart, Taehyung left the room..
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Regret?

Meanwhile.. [With the other five]
Jimin
Jimin
How could you say that to him, huh?!
Namjoon
Namjoon
Why wouldn't we?! He cheated on my brother!
Jimin
Jimin
Why didn't you give him a chance to explain?! Is he that disgusting that he shouldn't even be allowed to speak for himself? (Mocks Jin, who was the closest to Jungkook but still didn't trust him)
Jin
Jin
(Looks down)
Hoseok
Hoseok
But Jimin.. Taehyung has proof that Jungkook cheated on him..
Hoseok
Hoseok
Then why are you supporting someone like him?
Yoongi
Yoongi
(Punches J-hope) How dare you?!
Because of the strong punch, J-hope fell on the ground.. Namjoon and Jin hurriedly helped him up..
Jin
Jin
Why did you punch him?!
Yoongi
Yoongi
He disrespected my brother! Am I supposed to worship him or what?!
Namjoon
Namjoon
Kook is the one who cheated! Then why should we respect him?!
Jimin
Jimin
Well listen here, Mr. 148 IQ with no EQ, the one who doesn't deserve any respect is your dear brother!
Taehyung
Taehyung
Soulmate, why fighting with hyungs to protect a cheater? (Asks as he comes out of the room)
Suga was about to shout at him.. But before he could do anything, Jimin made a move..
Jimin
Jimin
(Slaps Taehyung) Don't ever call me that again! (Glares at him)
Namjoon, Jin, Suga and J-hope were shocked because this was the first time Jimin slapped Taehyung.. Taehyung himself was shocked.. No matter how much they fought, the best friends never hurted each other..
Jimin
Jimin
I'm ashamed to be your soulmate! I know what happened! So don't try to fool me, you bastard!
Jimin
Jimin
You will regret it! You will regret about what you said to Kook! You will regret leaving him! All of you!
Jimin
Jimin
Come on, Yoongi.. I can't stand being in the same room with these people..
Yoongi
Yoongi
Yes, love..
Multiple Roles
Multiple Roles
Namjoon, Jin, J-hope, Taehyung: Chim!
Yoongi
Yoongi
(Turns back to look at the four) From today onwards.. We have no relationship with each other.. (Says in a cold voice)
Hoseok
Hoseok
(😔)
Jin
Jin
(😢)
Sure.. Namjoon was sad hearing that but he didn't show it..
Yoongi
Yoongi
And you! (To Taehyung) Don't ever show me your face again or else I won't mind killing you!
Taehyung
Taehyung
...
Saying that.. Yoongi went inside the room.. While the other's left the hospital with a broken heart as they lost their friends, whom they loved much..
Yoongi entered the room and saw Jungkook laying his head on Jimin's lap, sniffing softly, trying to control his sobs, while Jimin caressed his hair..
Yoongi
Yoongi
So the photos?
Jimin
Jimin
Yup.. Photoshopped, what else could it be?
Jungkook
Jungkook
...
Yoongi
Yoongi
Jungkook-ah.. (Says in a gentle tone)
Jungkook
Jungkook
Hm?
Yoongi
Yoongi
Let's go back to Japan.. Eomma and Appa have been missing us since we moved to Korea..
Jungkook
Jungkook
l-i don't know, hyung.. If we move to Japan, what would Jimin hyung do? What about the other hyungs?
Yoongi
Yoongi
Chim can come with us.. And don't care about the people who don't trust you.. They just threw away the friendship they had with you, just because of a misunderstanding..
Yoongi
Yoongi
Listen to me.. After attending Junghyun's funeral.. Let's go to Japan.. Don't you wanna see them too?
Jungkook
Jungkook
Yes, hyung.. (😢)
Yoongi
Yoongi
(Kisses on his forehead) Sleep for a while.. I'll go arrange a funeral for him..
Jungkook
Jungkook
(Nods his head)
Yoongi
Yoongi
Jimin, will you stay here with him?
Jimin
Jimin
Don't worry.. I got him.. (Smiles)
Suga smiled back at him and pecked on his lips before leaving..
Jimin
Jimin
Everything's gonna be alright, Koo..
Jungkook
Jungkook
Hm..
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Taehyung
Taehyung
Sorry, hyungs.. Because of me, you had to break your friendship with them..
Namjoon
Namjoon
It's alright, brother.. It is not your fault..
Hoseok
Hoseok
Yeah.. It is not your fault that Kook turned out to be a cheater.. And they choosed to stay with them..
Jin
Jin
(Goes to his room without speaking anything)
Namjoon
Namjoon
Go to your room.. Take a nice bath and sleep.. It will help you keep your mind off things..
Taehyung
Taehyung
Hm..
Hoseok
Hoseok
And don't worry.. We'll help you move on from him..
Taehyung
Taehyung
(Smiles)
Namjoon and J-hope went to their room after sometime..
Taehyung
Taehyung
{Sorry, hyungs.. I can't tell you the truth.. Or else.. You'll also leave me like Chim..}
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Suga arranged a funeral for Junghyun.. And the three attended it.. Jungkook kept crying his heart out, looking at his unborn baby's tomb, which brought tears in Suga's and Jimin's eyes..
Later, they all went home and packed their stuffs.. Jungkook went to his and Taehyung's house to pack his luggage.. "Thank God.. Taehyung is not home..", Jungkook thought..
After Yoonmin packed their bags.. They went to Jungkook's house to pick him.. And after they picked him.. They all went to the Seoul Incheon International Airport for their flight to Japan..
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Jungkook
Jungkook
(Looked at the city through the glass window of the airport one last time) {I regret loving you, Kim Taehyung..}
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