I'm afraid this is my last night alive. Goodbye to this cruel world, this way of life, this void we call 'life.'

I am aware of my many wrongs but that does not change. I hope NO ONE comes across what I did. burn it, throw it in a big flame, rip it's pages. It will make you psycho.

I hear their thundering footsteps coming down. It's time, goodbye, I wish that in my future lives, this never happens again. Goodbye, forever.

***

I got this journal for my birthday. They sender wished to remain anonymous so I, though very intuitive, (author: are you?) cannot find out who might've sent it to me.

I suppose I decided to use it for that reason, because it's mysterious.

The journal has a mysterious aura that draws anyone in. It feels like magic. It sort of fills me with jealousy. Why could a journal have magic but I cannot? 'tis quite unfair, if you me.

Well, I might as well write my experiences in here, like I'm supposed to.

Today, I was walking in the Hestiala Garden, when I noticed Davian Alpheus, my long time love, although he doesn't know it, I have many fantasies of us having a family and living peacefully but Madeline, my worst enemy, is preventing that!

She's already engaged to him, sadly. I'm sure if I pull some strings I can make him fall for me!.

Okay, back to the main point, I was walking and Davian approached me. He offered to walk with me! That PROVES something's there!

"Hey, Yester!" He said dreamily... Gah! I just stared and giggled when he offered to walk with me! I'm such an immature dingus!

Well, I finally said yes! and we just walked around until he had to go off and finish some work his father left him.

I think something might actually be there, though! He seems to enjoy my company, he takes the gifts I offer him, and he agrees with everything I say! It's a match made in heaven, I say! Sure, Madeline tried EVERYTHING to separate us, but our love still stands true!

One time, me and Davian were hanging out at the abandoned castle, and Madeline found out and she pranced her dramatic butt over and started screaming,

"Yester, how DARE you steal MY fiancé!" Madeline screeched, "I bet if you weren't an attention seeker you'd actually have a fiancé! HMPH!" well, I was tired of her so I screamed back,

"Yeah? Well, I bet your fiancé would actually want to be with you if you weren't such a CLINGY BABY!"

"EX-CUSE ME?! MAYBE YOU SHOULD ZIP YOUR LIPS YESTER!"

"Well, my lips WOULD be zipped if you hadn't barged you pretentious butt here!"

I think Davian left while we were bickering but I think he took my side in the argument.

Oh look at the time! It's time for supper, I think writing calmed me down! I'll be back later!