Her Crush , His Love
Chapter 3
Just like this the first day passed away and I kept staring at him whole day , trying to figure out my feelings.
At first may be it was just an attraction but as days passed away slowly slowly I found myself falling for him.
it's been a week , he didn't used to talk with anyone. He was quite type of person I guess , as all the teacher were admiring him because he was good in studies.
He used to talk with two girls , comes out to be my friends.
But I didn't knew he was their cousin.
Aaniyah
Hey lily, why does this new guy only talk with mia and sofiya?
lily
idiot, you don't know?
lily
cause they are his cousins
lily
Btw why did you asked?
Aaniyah
Nothing , I was just curious.
So he came out to be cousin of my twin friends.
Until now I had already figured out my feelings for him.
It was more than crush , less than love. A little complicated.
It's another day and school is just finished today.
I don't take the same route to go back to my home.
my bestie live near school so she walk till there with me .
Even the house of Liam , and my twin sister friend is in the middle but it a little bit long route.
But of course I was slave of my feelings so that's why decided to take long way , I started walking with the same pace as my crush so that I can't miss him.
I started to watch him going back to his home safely and then I went on my own way.
It continued for many days.... till weeks and months passed.
In brake he used to stand below the tree , and sitting with my bestie I used to watch him without letting anyone getting suspicious.
It was all inside me , no one knew it and I was kind of afraid to admit it or to tell it to anyone.
He was cousin of my friends, and if he rejected me (that was obvious because we didn't talked till now) then I couldn't handle it. And then everyone will know it .
It would have been too much awkward to face my classmates if I had told my feelings , so I decided to not to tell anyone.
I kept it between myself, and day by day started falling for him more and more.
Even his name was making me crazy.
It was like a typical teen ager falling in love.
Finally I can tell that I love him.
Finally my heart accepted the feelings I had for me.
I never wanted to call him just my crush but the truth was he can never be more than my crush.
( I changed the name of Aaniya's crush . It's Liam now. Hope it won't confuse you.)
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Chapter 4
Now it was my daily schedule to watch him, I used to see him from afar. Being able to see him was more than enough but as time passed by my urge to see him increased.
Aaniyah
SOFIYA ... SOFIYA ..
I am shouting sofiya's name outside the school cause she is far from me and as all the students were out now it was too noisy.
lily
Aaniyah ... what are you doing?
Aaniyah
wait for me . I will just come back in a minute.
sofiya
What happened Aaniyah?
Aaniyah
mmm. that .. Liam forgot his pouch in school.
sofiya
Ohh thank you I will give him back.
Aaniyah
Then I will take my leave. Good bye.
Today Liam forgot his pouch, don't ask me how only saw it. Cause it became my habit to observe him and see him. I saw it when he was leaving but I didn't had courage to call him.
Maybe I was too shy. so I decided to give my friend.
And like this another day passed away.
Aaniyah
Ughhh .... again there are so many dark clouds. looks like it will rain.
I like rain but I hate it when I am out of my home , because it cause so much mess. Whenever I go out in rain I bathe after coming back.
I , lily , sofia and mia all greeted each other.
Mia
so did you completed history assignment?
sofiya
Complete it Aaniyah before history lecture.
sofiya
You know na that you are one of the scholar of class , and sir always think of you as a good student.
Aaniyah
but it's too much.. I can't complete it all by myself.
I was worried cause I was actually the favourite student of sir
and I didn't wanted my image down.
It's not that I was born scholar , I worked for it and in the end it payed off.
Many of my classmates say that you don't have to study, you will top even if you don't do anything.
Nothing is a piece of cake , they don't know how much I study for it.
True that some aren't born too intelligent, doesn't mean they are useless.
I hate those who blame someone else for their failure , those who only give excuses.
I beleive in working hard , giving hundred percent in whatever you do. The rest is on fate.
But atleast you tried. And you can move on with that.
But think that you did nothing when you had time, the only thing you will get is regret. This regret will eat you every day.
Suffering for getting our dream is better than regretting whole life.
And I choose to fight , I chose to be strong.
Chapter 5
Now I was wondering how I am going to complete my assignment.
Honestly I am very emotional type of person, some may think me as a cry baby. But that's how I am.
lily
Who said you are alone? I will help you with it.
Lily said. I looked at her and smiled slightly.
She is like a gem . she won't ever leave me in any problem.
We both sat down and completed my assignment together.
Aaniyah
yeah .. thanks for helping me.
lily
Idiot. That's what I should do na.
lily
How can I see you getting punished?
Aaniyah
aww.... from when did you started speaking so sweet.
lily
Since I met you my love.
Aaniyah
Now stop flirting with me. I am straight unfortunately.
lily
Really? I thought I can hit on you.
We both chuckled and that's when the teacher walked inside.
The reason I forgot to do my homework wasn't that I was careless.
it's my habit to write down every homework with their due date in my diary. But because of my father I again couldn't do anything.
My dad , he isn't like how we used to write in essay when we were small kids.
Since the day I can understand everything, I have been in pain.
There is no one whome I can say this , I feel scared. I feel like if I say this to someone they will leave me alone.
I am afraid of being judged.
I am afraid of so many things that sometimes I am afraid of even myself.
I am longing for love but more than that I am longing for freedom.
I can't tolerate it , everytime he say that my mom is wh*re I want to rip him apart.
I hate my own father , I wish I was an orphan.
I don't know what was my fault that I got father like him.
How I see others to praise their dad , when they say their dad bought something for them, they went for vacation meanwhile every summer I used to spend in my home.
Every time he used to raise his hands on mom , I used to cry under my blanket. The smell of alcohol which I can't tolerate , his drunken voice , everything about him.... I hate it.
Countless nights I have spent on the terrace of my house , counting stars .
There was something inside me who was telling me that I will escape from this hell.
The home is not home for some people ,and it's hell for me.
Crying whole night and then going back to school as if nothing happened , I was used to it.
That was the place where I used to forget everything and laugh as much as I can cause I knew the place where I will go back have no reasons for me to laugh.
I was even afraid to laugh too much.
I was afraid of everything
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