FIND ME IN YOUR HEART [TAEKOOK]
WHY ?????
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guys!! I'm rewriting this story !! as I already deleted it !! now I put this story in good manner !! hope you like it !!! 😄
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NIGHT feels so long ,when someone leave you and you are missing him , missing his all memories ,his smile , giggles , his talk...and mostly the person who didn't say any proper good bye to you , didn't meet you while saying goodbye .. those memories hurt , they hurt so much, that a heart can't take it those pain of being left alone , but they have to bare with it ,coz it's all for them
like these someone who's age is nearly 21 is bearing all his pain while locking himself in his room , crying his heart out at the mid night...
sitting on ground while Hugging his knees with red nose , and tears were still rolling down on his face , his clothes were messy , while bandage on his right hand and some bruises on his hands and legs..
ofcorse he encountered with fight with some students but why ??
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
those bàstàrds were talking shit about you..it's been two years now.. you gone ? but still they talk bad about you I just beat them,but they were lucky today Joon hyung was on time and stop me or else they were in hospital lying on bed this time ..
kooks eyes were filled with angered , sadness , helplessness ... angered for those students who talked bad about his love , sadness for he can't see this person now , helplessness for he can't do anything with it ,he can't bring his love back again ...
his eyes were filled with tears while looking at that person's picture..
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
you know you did wrong 😢 .. you take wrong decision to save me ,and left me alone here ... I can't bare with it .. you leave me alone here 😭😭 don't you know it's really hurting me .. that I can't take this pain
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
I hate you so much 😭😭😭 I HATE YOU that much i want to beat you for leaving me alone here ... 😭😭 but I love you more than I hate 😭😭 I love you so much that I can't even move on from you 😭😭 ..in this 3 years I cried , only cried so much that you can't even imagine , I missed you so much that you can't even think of it 😭😭😭
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
you don't even know how am I living now .. every day, every single minute I miss you .. 😭😭 I can't even leave without you after you gone ..why didn't you let me die .. why did you save me 😭😭 ...
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
if I was dead then I don't have to bare this much pain and goes through those memories ,they are hurting me, ... 😭😭
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
why ?? just why ? you love me so much that you sacrificed yourself for me .. 😭😭😭 answer me Taetae why ?? 😭😭
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
why ? that situation HAPPENED ?? why couldn't I able to meet you at last time ? 😭why? Taetae why ?? you said you won't leave me ? but why you leave me alone 😭😭?? I didn't even confess my feelings to you ?? why you leave me before I expressed my feelings to you ?? why ?? 😭😭Taetae why ?? you are bad ,very bad .. Taetae
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
argh....I HATE YOU TAETAE .. I HATE YOU WHY YOU LEAVE ME BEHIND ??
kooks were sad and angry at same time.. he got frustrated because his love sacrificed himself for him , he knows the answer of why ?? but still he didn't believe it how can someone love him so much that he sacrificed his life for him..even there was hope for his live but still he didn't think of himself ..how can someone be so selfless,
kooks can't hold his anger of left behind back .. he started throw the things of room here and there .... when he trew things that was on his study table ..a tape started to run ..
which was recording from his love ,the last voice message from his beloved person ..
IT IS RECORDING !!!
the tape were started to run the recording
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
(Heard the voice of tape )
hey ..my bunny boy...It is recording !
this is my last words for you in the form of my voice ...
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
😢😢 yeah .. it's your last thing,they give me a month later..they didn't even let me meet you ..
When you are listening this recording , it's probably too late .. I'm not around you anymore ...
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
😭😭 but I want you with me
Bun, are you hating me now ?
You probably regret our meeting now .. right?
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
noo Taetae..😭😭
When you think of us .. are you thinking of our bittersweet memories ?
When you feel alone ...when you can't sleep at night ...do you cry while thinking of me ?
Do you Look at my pictures ..when you miss me ?
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
😭😭 always ...I'm feeling All alone after you gone ..Taetae..
I know I owed you an explanation ... Where do I begin ?
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
😭😭 it's all my fault
but ..bun ,don't blame yourself .. it's already decided ..... don't you know ?
(sign)
I was already diagnosed with a deadly brain tumor before I met you ..
I know it was A lost battle ..
I wouldn't survive the surgery ..
My time was limited ..
The days passed and my death is still waiting for me
But a day something unexpected happened
You were diagnosing with cardiomyopathy
You needed a heart transplant
It was hard for me
To see you struggling to survive with your weak heart
So I Gave you my heart instead
I know you have nightmares when you sleep
It is best for you to let go of our memories now
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
no .. I can't 😭😭 I can't able to let go all those memories .. 😭
I still remember that day ..when you asked me ..you will never leave me .. right ? And in replied I said " yes ".. I know I can't survive but for your bunny smile I said that with the heavy heart ..
But see I never left you ...I'm living within you .. you have my heart now .. please take care of it ...
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
😭😭😭 I will .. but still , I want you back
You know when I meet you before a year ago I realized that I fell for you very hard
And I knew the more I get close to you .. the more it'd hurt you when I leave
But I was greedy
I wanted to love you more
I wanted you to love me too
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
yeah... you Pabo .. I love you too ...but I didn't get a chance to express my feelings to you..😭😭
But for you I'm your best friend
And To me , you are my first love
Gosh .. I don't have courage to say it in front of you ...
I was scared .. scared of loosing you .... You will probably leave me after knowing my feelings so I never told you ...it's doesn't bothered me what you take me as ..
So I'm happy in our friendship zone...you care for me as a best friend and I poured my whole love in our friendship as a lover
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
😭😭 you are dumb ...a totally dumb person Taetae ...
We were two sick souls
When one survive
The Other returned back to his original place... his home where he is belongs to
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
you belongs to me .. the jeon jungkook 😭not any place your home is with me .. please come back
So don't cry
When you miss me ?
Just close your eyes and recall the memories we had
We choose two different paths now and also walking on it
So
Soon you'll stop to feeling my presence in your life and it will hurt also
So let go of me now
And move on
Don't cry when you visit my grave
I may not reach out to wipe your tears ..
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
😭😭😭 I can't hold back my tears .. it's been 2 years they are still streaming ....I don't want anyone .. I just want you back ... come back ... I know it's all my fault ...if you didn't know about me like I didn't know until you left ... this won't happened 😭
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
it's a my fault .. please come back
sorry my bun ..my bunny boy ..
I'm sorry to leave you alone...
but please don't blame yourself it's all my decision to give you my heart
I know I can't survive ,but you can
so be happy and take care of my heart
if meeting you will be possible then I wish we will meet again in my next life line not as a friend but
as a lover (sad Voice )..
now it's time to leave ,
take care of our family
and mostly
take care of yourself bun ,
good bye ..
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
I don't want this good bye 😭
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
instead 😢 I want you in this life line can't you come back ....you don't know but I love you .. I want to live with you in this lifeline ... 😢 please come back
🐰 JUNG-KOOK🐰
please come back 😢😞
kook wishpered and close his eyes to recalls all his memories.. the memories that only thing left for kook to remember his love ..
A/N ::: recording it's not mine !!! I just modify it !!
MEMORIES - (FIRST MEETING )
at evening , namjoon were shouting on jungkook for not go out coz today is the day for his (namjoon) love coming for staying with him..
jungkook were frustrated .. his girlfriend were calling him for meeting but Namjoon doesn't let him go out ..
kook (17 yr old)
yahhh.. hyung ...my girlfriend just called me .. I have to go..I can't let her wait like this.. 😤
<short intro of kook>
jeon jungkook ,17 yr old ,
student
have a girlfriend ,
only family is his brother namjoon
personality :: stubborn , blind in love, cheerful , friendly, carefree person ..
NAMJOON 🐨
YOU BRAT .. I ALREADY SAID SHE IS NOT GOOD GIRL BUT YOU STILL STICK WITH HER ....
<short intro >
jeon namjoon , 26 yr old
CEO of jeon company (no.1)
love : Kim jin
personality : caring , sweet, kind to only family .. cold to others
kook (17 yr old)
don't say bad things about her hyung .. she is good girl ..
NAMJOON 🐨
HUH .. YOU WILL KNOW HER I DON'T WANT ANY COMMENTS ON IT NOW..
NAMJOON 🐨
JUST WAIT FEW MINUTES .. HE WILL ARRIVE THEN YOU ARE FREE TO GO ANYWHERE ..
kook (17 yr old)
😤 ok ...
*let me inform her or she will get angry for being late 😐*
NAMJOON 🐨
(arranging breakfast for his love and brothers )
kook (17 yr old)
(messaging his girlfriend )
NAMJOON 🐨
they come .. 😄
(run towards door and opened )
kook (17 yr old)
(didn't bothered)
NAMJOON 🐨
Jinie...(hug jin)
I was waiting for you from long time ..
JIN🐑
(hug back )
yeah .. sorry we are late .. coz of traffic
<Jin INTRO>
Kim Jin , 26 yr old
owner of a cafe "taegi" (named the cafe by his two brothers name )
love : jeon namjoon
personality :: mother figure , love rapping and cooking ,
NAMJOON 🐨
it's ok .. at least you come ..
(break the hug )
SUGA 🐱
😑hello namjoon hyung ..
(cold )
<suga intro>
Kim yoongi .. only family call him suga
24 yr old
working with Jin in cafe "teagi"
love - no one
personality :: didn't talk too much , caring , merciless when someone hurt his brothers specially Tae ..
love his family so much ..
JIN🐑
this brat .. sorry behalf of him .. 😩 he always act cold towards everyone except Taetae
NAMJOON 🐨
it's ok ..I know him .. but where is Tae...
kook (17 yr old)
( looking at them while playing with his cellphone )
TAETAE (17 yr old )
(hide behind suga and peeps when namjoon asked about him )
(boxy smile ) Taetae is here .. 😁
<intro >
Kim taehyung .. 17 yr old , looks like a child
student
𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙠 𝙗𝙤𝙙𝙮
personality :: sweet, kind, like to give nickname,
love his family
love :: jungkook
kook (17 yr old)
(💘💘💘)
*he is so cute 😍😍 * (shaking his head )
*no kook what are you thinking ..you have girlfriend *
NAMJOON 🐨
aww... you are still cute baby ..
(pinching Tae's cheeks )
TAETAE (17 yr old )
ouch .... it's hurt appa (pout)
NAMJOON 🐨
sorry tae baby ....
TAETAE (17 yr old )
it's okay...
NAMJOON 🐨
let's come in .. I will introduce you to my brother .. 😊
JIN🐑
ok ..let's go suga and Tae..
NAMJOON 🐨
he is jungkook .. my little brother ..
kook (17 yr old)
hello ... I'm jungkook ....
JIN🐑
hello .. I'm wwh Jin ..you can call me jin hyung or Emmo just like Tae 😊
kook (17 yr old)
ok Jin hyung .. but what is wwh ?
TAETAE (17 yr old )
aaish 😩.. his means world wide handsome ....
(dramatically put his hand on his head )
kook (17 yr old)
(smiled on Tae's action )
ok ..
SUGA 🐱
I'm Kim yoongi (cold )
kook (17 yr old)
hmm... that's its ?
SUGA 🐱
(cold and straight face )
yeah that's its!!
TAETAE (17 yr old )
aaish .. kitty hyung .. stop being cold .. 😙 he is Appa's brother
SUGA 🐱
Tae baby .. introduce yourself first..
(sweet and calm voice )
kook (17 yr old)
(shocked )
*he really love his brother so much 😐 *
TAETAE (17 yr old )
ohh .. yeah ... I forgot .. dummy Taetae 😄
(slapped on his forehead lightly)
kook (17 yr old)
(just unknowingly cooing by Tae's cuteness)
NAMJOON 🐨
(cooing by Tae's cuteness 💘)
SUGA 🐱
(💘💘)
*my brother is the most cutest thing of this world *
JIN🐑
(💘💘)
*what I do with this little devil ..his cuteness will be the reason of my death one day 💘💘😍*
TAETAE (17 yr old )
(extended his hand towards kook for handshake )
hello ... I'm Kim teahyung .. you can call me Taetae ...😄
(boxy smile)
kook (17 yr old)
(handshake)
hello .. I'm jeon jungkook .. you can call me kook ..
(showing his bunny teeth trough his bunny smile )
TAETAE (17 yr old )
(💓💓💓)
no .. I will call you bunny boy or bun . 😄 you are cute like bunny 🐰
kook (17 yr old)
hey .. I'm not bunny .... my name jeon jungkook ..you get that
(angry)
TAETAE (17 yr old )
(sadly node his head )
SUGA 🐱
*😡this shît .. he dare to make my brother sad *
NAMJOON 🐨
kook ... don't be rude
JIN🐑
it's ok .. joonie...it's not his fault .. it's just that Tae like to give everyone nickname
TAETAE (17 yr old )
(hold suga's hand to tell him don't talk )
Taetae... is sorry .. 😞 Taetae don't call you bunny anymore
note :: only suga and Jin knows about Tae health ..
kook (17 yr old)
huh ??
*did I too harsh on him.. whatever non of my business 🙄 *
kook (17 yr old)
hyung .. I'm going out now... bye
(left without any response )
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