Savage Love S2 { Tsukishima Kei X Reader } Haikyu!! Haikyuu Fanfiction

He changed

"I love you so so much"

His same similar voice repeated in my head

I was overthinking

maybe he didn't mean it

or maybe he did

he fell out of love?

As I kept thinking over stuff, home alone, late at night

there was a knock on the door

I sighed

it was Kei

not only Kei

i just knew it somehow

I went to open the door

There 'they' were

Two Random chicks holding my 'husbands' drunk body up

Tsukishima Y/n

Kei..

Tsukishima Kei

Oh it's you

He looked at me and drunkenly spoke

he then looked at the girl

Tsukishima Kei

I thought you said we're going to somewhere better?

he emphasized the better

the dent on my heart became bigger

I stuttered

Tsukishima Y/n

Y-you girls can leave him here! I'll manage...

The girl glared at me

Random Girl

are you married to him?

I hesitantly nodded

why hesitantly? i doubted us.. i doubted his love at this point

Random Girl

then please control your man! i can't believe I had to drive him here, I've been through it, he's been approaching me at the bar for a few days now

Random Girl

I'm not trying to **** a married man?!

I bit my lips and looked down, trying to stop myself from crying

With that she left him on the floor and went away with the other girl

they say, when people are drunk, their true feelings show up

I wonder if it's true

I closed and locked the door

going back, i didn't have strength to pick him up

I slept on the guest room ever since we've gon into 1 year of your marriage

yes it took only one year

for Kei to go out and flirt with random people and come back with random chicks

He's mocked me several times too

I always hoped it would be better

One day

but I've been holding onto false hope now that I think

I looked at Kei who was at the floor before getting upstairs to my "bedroom"

I approached him

he was sleeping

He looked so peaceful right now

he isn't ignoring me

nor is comparing me or screaming at me

Not right now

so I can admire him

a few tears left my eyes as I fought the urge to kiss him and beg for him to tell me what went wrong

but I couldn't do it

So before leaving, I put a blanket on him

i ruffled his eyes and gave him a peck

after so many months..

i stood up and turned around

walking back to my room to sleep away

hoping that the next day would be better

a slight hope was still in me

I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes waiting for the next morning

timeskip:: the next morning

I looked up from my phone to see that it's already morning

I haven't slept in a few days

i counted in my mind,

Tsukishima Y/n

💭3...2...1💭

I flinch hearing the familiar sound I hear everyday now

Kei screaming

about not getting breakfast as soon as he wakes up

i sighed getting up and walking to the kitchen

i have to make breakfast now

I flinched again as I saw him out the bedroom, looking for me

Tsukishima Y/n

💭 that's a new.💭

Tsukishima Kei

Where have you been?!

I sighed

Tsukishima Y/n

I was in th-

Tsukishima Kei

I DON'T CARE Y/N, I NEED FOOD BEFORE WORK

I muttered under my breath as i walked away

this was our daily routine

him falling asleep on the floor, i covering him,going to my room, getting startled by him screaming at me, i muttering as i make breakfast

i just made some pancakes left it on the table

I can't talk to him anymore

it's almost like i never did

because almost everytime we fought, we had to make up

but this time

we've fought everyday

he comes home with a random girl everyday

he changed..

or maybe

he was always like this

i got inside "my room" and got ready for work after brushing my teeth and doing my hair

on my way out, I saw Kei eating his breakfast

i rolled my eyes

well he looks fine

why can't i be fine then...

maybe

just maybe

i should go ahead

and do all things he does to me

just a thought..

I shook my head, walking outside and getting inside my car

i drove to my workplace

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Kei's pov

I saw as Y/n walked out the door

I slammed my head on the table

slowly tears made their way down from my eyes to my cheeks

what am i doing

I remembered Tadashi's words

"if you actually feel like you don't deserve her, then talk it out with her. I'm sure she'll comfort you and tell you what is true"

But it's too late

she already hates me

I can't even tell her

anything anymore

i wanna talk to her so bad

tell her how I've been feeling

that'd be wrong

i have to listen to her first

those eye bags

her smile slowly disappearing

i even saw her flinch because of me

it's all too late

i have to pull this act on going

i wiped the tears away

I looked at the pancakes

she hasn't eaten..

anything

i didn't see her eat yesterday as well

I put it in the freezer so she can eat them when she's back

I made my way out after locking the door

I thought

Tsukishima Kei

💭for starter, I have to let her know that I didn't sleep with any of those girls..💭

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omg okayy

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this was the first episode of S2!

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don't wrry! this WILL have a good ending :)

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thanks for reading <333

he wouldn't, right?

I came back home

earlier than usual

to find Kei, talking with a girl IN MY HOUSE

in MY kitchen

I faked a smile and greeted them

then I asked Kei who she was

Tsukishima Y/n

Uhh I haven't seen her before ..?

Tsukishima Kei

She's my employee

He answered coldly

I nodded and went away

But Kei stopped my before I could enter the guest room

Tsukishima Kei

Where are you going? make us food, will you

I rolled my eyes

At that point I didn't even care if we had a guest over

Tsukishima Y/n

I'm tired, make something yourself

I said and entered the guest room, locking the door afterwards

I was surprised to not see him drunk

I'm gonna skip dinner tonight

I had lunch today

..and no breakfast..

i sighed and looked myself in mirror

i scoffed at the amount off weight i lost

what even happened to us

i hadn't told my parents about all this

after all

my mom saw me so excited for my wedding

she was so happy, seeing me like that

I can't hurt her

i started changing into comfortable clothes

after changing

i went on with my usual routine

sit on phone

I was Scrolling through ( your preferred social media) when I sudden heard the front door close

so she left huh

i didn't pay much attention to it

i began to pay more attention to my phone

until I had to drink water

i got up and unlocked my door

I walked to the kitchen to get me a glass of water

as I was pouring myself water, I flinched at the sound of Kei screaming

Not again..

Tsukishima Kei

I really can't believe you sometimes? Why are you so useless?

I looked at him

he was now at the door frame of the kitchen

I was about to speak but he yelled again

Tsukishima Kei

You couldn't prepare something for at least the guest?!

Tsukishima Kei

I know you hate me but what-

That's when I had it

Tsukishima Y/n

I'm gonna stop you RIGHT THERE Tsukishima

He flinched at the mention of his surname as it was unusual

Tsukishima Y/n

I have never ONCE in my life said that I hate you and actually meant it

Tsukishima Y/n

if anyone hates someone in this household then it's you

I said pointing at him

my anger visible in my eyes

Tsukishima Y/n

I HAVE NEVER Once talked about it

I slammed the glass down on the floor making in turn into pieces

I cut my feet but it didn't matter

His eye's widened at me

i was doing questionable stuff, i wouldn't blame him

Tsukishima Y/n

but you, Tsukishima

Tsukishima Y/n

ALWAYS, YOU ALWAYS PROMISE ME SOME CRAP ABOUT HOW YOU'LL FIX YOURSELF

Tsukishima Y/n

LIKE HECK YOU DO

At that point tears were streaming down my cheeks

Tsukishima Y/n

AND YOU DARE SAY I HATE YOU?

Tsukishima Y/n

I'VE STUCK TO YOUR PATHETICALLY ANNOYING AND RUDE *** FOR YEARS, DON'T PULL THAT ON ME

I stopped for a while

Tsukishima Y/n

Actually

Tsukishima Y/n

you can

Tsukishima Y/n

i maybe do hate you

I looked at him with disappointment in my eyes

he just stared at me

eyes shaking, widened

he didn't move a muscle

i walked away from the kitchen

I went into my room and looked down at my bleeding feet

I decided to treat it while i was at it

that didn't stop my tears though

they kept going

That was the first time I slept in a few days

because I was tired of constant crying

The next day I woke up to an empty house

I skipped work intentionally as I was still tired

I spent my day leisurely

I only ate breakfast, no lunch or dinner

it was already late night

I was watching TV when the doorbell rang

it kept ringing nonstop

I rolled my eyes

it's him and a random woman

I opened the door and bowed down

Tsukishima Y/n

I'm sorry you had to-

I heard a chuckle

I looked up slightly to see a very drunk Kei, all alone

he wasn't with a side chick today

I sighed and stood back up and proceeded to lock myself up in my room as usual

But Kei stopped me by holding my hand

Tsukishima Kei

Wait- where are you going??

Tsukishima Kei

I really miss those cliché "welcome home" kisses

I turned around to see him closing the door as he came inside

he still hadn't released my hand

Tsukishima Y/n

Tsukishima let me go-

He had a frown on his face

Tsukishima Kei

Tsukishima?

Tsukishima Kei

But-but you called me Kei :(

I couldn't with his sad face

I let out a grunt and looked away

tugging at my wrist

He sighed

Tsukishima Kei

I'll get it myself this

He spoke in a drunk tone and suddenly pulled me close to him

He was strong

i couldn't hold back

afterall he is an ex athlete

He caressed my cheek and stared into my eyes

we were really close

looking at his eyes

i became sad

this felt like a dream

when was the last time I looked at his eyes, those ones which stared back at me lovingly

I can't remember

but I have it here right now

and then suddenly

he kissed me

i tried to fight against it

because I finally managed to ignore him

But his grip was strong

he made me feel so safe at that moment

i kissed back

melting into his touch

holding him like there's no tomorrow

it felt like that there wasn't

maybe there wasn't

who knows

one thing led to another

and I found myself on our shared bedroom with Kei sleeping on top of me

both of us sweating, no clothes on

i was scared

scared that maybe he's gonna turn back to his usual self tomorrow morning

so just to make sure

I went inside the guest bedroom to sleep to see if he turns into his usual self again

God I hope he doesn't

he wouldn't

right?

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TO BE CONTINUED!

i can't fix it

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hiii

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sooo

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i wrote this episode before

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but mangatoon took 3 days to review it and still didn't post it

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so i asked a fellow writer what to do

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and she told me I'd have to rewrite everything :(

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so there are gonna be ALOT of typos and pls ignore them

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I'm really tired, i just got off of exams and I'm having to do many assignments as well as classes

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so bare with me :(

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here we go

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Kei's POV

I woke up in our shared bedroom

na*ked

nake*d?!?

I quickly sat up

i looked around the room

there were only my clothes scattered around the room

i looked beside me

Y/n wasn't there

shit

who was it then

it wasn't Y/n...

i held my head as i became stressed

our relationship was already going downhill

i was gonna fix it today

yet I got drunk and caused this

Goddamit

I laid back down

losing all motivation to go out of bed today

i was just afraid to face Y/n

she..hates me now

she actually doesn't deserve me

i can't fix us anymore

it's all over

i slept as I shed a few tears

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Y/n's POV

I couldn't sleep

I was up, overthinking

was Kei gonna be mad?

is he gonna start screaming at me again?

i was nervous

i paced around the room, fiddling with my fingers

he's usually awake by now

but he still isn't up?

or maybe he's already showering

i should go and make him breakfast

I quickly walked to the kitchen and started making breakfast

after making it, I kept it on the table and waited for Kei to come

i waited and waited

and waited

Kei never came

not a sign of him

I wanted to check up on him

but

last night..

he was

drunk

maybe he forgot

...maybe it was

all in the spur of the moment..

but then

he said

he repeated those words

"I love you so so much"

Did he

not mean it?

i sighed and picked up the food from the table and kept it in the freezer

as it was already cold

I started walking back to my room

I entered the room and looked at the mirror

I sadly chuckled

of course he'd hook up with girls

look at me

i have bruises

eye bags

and i lost so much more weight

I wear plain clothes now

don't do makeup or my hair so often

Of course he'd go and meet new people

I started breaking down

only

only if he didn't touch me yesterday

if he didn't kiss me

if he didn't lead me on

maybe I'd be okay right now

why did he do all of it

if he had to forget it after

i started crying

I collapsed on the floor

curling myself into a ball as I cried and cried

and eventually fell asleep

Timeskip::

it was Around 7pm now

The doorbell ringing woke me up

someone was there

I sat down on the floor

I sniffled a little to clear out my breathing

As I fell asleep crying

I heard someone open the door

I sighed and stood up

got on my bed, not bothering to see who's here

Suddenly there was a knock on my door and it flew open

I was startled by the sudden action but looked up to see who it was

To my surprise it was

Suna Rintarou

YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT HAPPENED

Rintarou

I quickly sat up

I smiled as my eyes lit up

Tsukishima Y/n

Rintarou!

I saw Tsukishima, as Rintarou closed the door with his foot

He looked

lonely...

I shifted my attention to Rintarou

he was talking about something that happened to him

I listened attentively

soon he came to an closing

Suna Rintarou

BELIEVE IT OR NOT, that guy literally thought he was gonma steal my phone, but my smart *** saved it😩

I laughed

Tsukishima Y/n

You could've told me this over phone Rintarou

Suna Rintarou

But you weren't picking up

Suna Rintarou

and it was important bestie

Suna Rintarou

so I rushed over

Suna Rintarou

By the wayy

Suna Rintarou

update please

Suna Rintarou

is he still being a jerk?

I sighed

Rintarou was my best friend

he knew all about it

he's the only one that knows and helps me about it

i can't tell Tobio

well

also I can't tell my parents

so he was my only escape

Suna Rintarou

you know it's still not too late

Suna Rintarou

i can talk to him-

Tsukishima Y/n

No Rin

Tsukishima Y/n

forget it

Tsukishima Y/n

I've decided

Tsukishima Y/n

it doesn't matter what happens next

Tsukishima Y/n

if he apologizes

Tsukishima Y/n

I'm not getting him back

Tsukishima Y/n

and it's final

Rintarou sighed

Suna Rintarou

Sure sure

I rolled my eyes

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That's it for todayyy

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I'll update soon

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