Chapter 1 - Screwing him up

"Just kneel like this, lift your head up and look at me." Jiang Qin's voice was like a magic charm echoing in my ears, and I couldn't help but follow his orders to make various humiliating positions.

The hands are hanging on the bed, the kneeling position becomes a torment, the neck is also painful. I just want to lie down and sleep. If not his voice for me is a kind of compulsion that cannot be denied, I am afraid that I would jump up and kick his balls.

"I told you to be more initiative," he backhandedly cupped my chin, "He Yi, you do not like me? How come you can't even take the initiative? Do you know what it means to ask for mating."

I know... of course I know. I even am incredibly slutty in front of him in my dreams. I’ve been thinking about seducing him all the time. I’m longing for him.

Perhaps it is about to have high school entrance exams, and we’re having heavier academic pressure. In short, I recently had this dream more and more frequently, and even want to cuddle with Jiang Qin in a dark little room and fuck for three days and three nights.

I am so greedy.

Of course, I'm just a scum on study, I'm not stressed out because I'm afraid I won't get into college, but Jiang Qin is a genius, I'm afraid that he'll get in and leave me, I'm afraid he'll forget about me.

I really am longing for him.

Jiang Qin.

I can't seem to tell it is a dream or something else...

But the real Jiang Qin, will not do this kind of thing to me, right, even if I was my tail like a dog. Because he simply does not understand that kind of feelings...

"Mmmm..."

I couldn't help but let out a contented sigh, I licked my lips with fully satisfactory, turned over and found a wet patch in my underwear.

Once I opened my eyes, the dark room, the empty dormitory, the roof of the wall is also about to fall off, all the senior people are in the classroom at the moment for the evening study, preparing for the entrance exams, while I excused my stomach pain and ran back to bed early...

Fuck, I'm really dreaming!

Shit, I remembered... I confessed to Jiang Qin at dinner... and then was rejected, quite unexpectedly, because I thought he liked me.

It really hurts!

Hey, it's true that dreams are the most beautiful.

Although I would love to get on him, but I do not know why, in my dream, he is the one fucking me, do not tell me what you have thought about in the day will reflect in your dreams, in fact, as long as it is Jiang Qin, I can probably play with him in any position, but he is not interested in my body.

There's still half an hour left, and all the people on the evening study will be back.

The more I think about it, the sadder I get, I just got rejected, and immediately after that I can still dream about being fucked... where’s my face? Yes, it’s still there, and handsome.

Get changed with clean underwear, put on clothes, take the jacket in a hurry and run out of the dormitory building, then I went out over the wall, bought a few bottles of beer from the grocery, and walked leisurely towards the nearby river.

There were benches there, and I needed to calm down for a while.

I'm not a good drinker, the worst one I think, I know these few beers are enough to make me become a brain-paralyzed lost love maniac, but it’s what you want to get drunk, right? Otherwise, I will just become sadder!

I don't know how long I’d drank, and maybe even ran madly for a while at the river, maybe I also lost my temper and shouted a few words like "Jiang Qin I fucking fuck your whole family", I know I'm not reasonable, but I was very unhappy.

However, when did I fall into the water?

I don't know... anything, I can't breathe, but my attention is still fucking stuck on the box of condoms that were just washed away by the water, that I saved up for many days to buy the money.

It's not easy to be a poor student.

Before confessing, I had wanted to get Jiang Qin in bed tonight, that bastard, because I always thought he was interested in me, otherwise I would not have gone to do something so unsure.

I really didn't expect him to reject me after I confessed my love.

I should have rushed up and beat him up, and then asked him hard who was talking nonsense in the toilet, saying that he fucking thought He Yi looked better than women?

You think I'm good looking, I'm chasing you, and you're not with me?

Of course, I have to admit that my brain is a bit odd, usually narcissistic habit, think they are the world's first handsome, the result of the first confession was frustrated, I forgot that I and Jiang Qin two people are with the handle, good-looking again, pants off, maybe he has no nature.

I have the nature, he does not necessarily have.

Hey, do not blame others, blame myself.

A man, but also pretentious to death.

After being rejected I ran to the river to drink, before coming I also had a full-blown spring dream...

As the saying goes, the ones who drown are the ones who know how to water.

I will be the water, while drinking and wandering around the river I, but also deliberately find a place where no one to drink, now well, fell into the river, the water grass entangled feet... shouting for help are not heard.

I don't know if I should feel sorry for my life or the money to buy the condom.

I used to be just too subtle, like Jiang Qin also do not say, all day long think and he is what bullshit two-way crush, every time a and he looked at each other, I feel that we have stroked each other all over the body, cool I over and over again in the brain orgasm.

In fact, it's just that I'm a person with too much brain power.

So Jiang Qin rejected me and looked at me with a very surprised look and said, "He Yi, you actually like men?"

Me: "..."

I always thought he liked guys too.

This illusion even continued for almost three years, how ignorant was I?

"You like to get fucked in the ass?" He then asked.

Fuck, the beautiful love by this do not know how to appreciate the guy said vulgar incomparable, I am not a literary man, but still feel that the purest in my heart that love by a stink mouth to break.

Disillusioned, I did not show anything, I said, "Yes, I like men."

"Uh, I think..." he wanted to say something else, I glared at him viciously and waited him to continue talking.

I still have the tools I prepared for us to commit some real love acts tonight in my pocket. It’s getting heavy and sad, my heart.

"Stop saying what you think, from now on, I may not like you more." I don't know how to face him tomorrow, with what feelings or character. I said so condescending and silly and fake and pretentious words.

Being classmates for three years, in the same dorm, I always thought we know each other perfectly. He usually had all sorts of tentative behavior towards me... and would stare at me in the shower until I told him to get lost, and when I crawled towards the top bunk, he would kick my ass in the bellow with his foot, then he would laugh and say: "He Yi, your ass is really nice, come down and let me ravish it again."

This is definitely beyond the pure friendship between ordinary male classmates, I just don't understand why... should give me such an illusion.

I was if I knew it was just him messing around, I should have gone down, let him rub my bottom, as many times as he wanted. And a straight guy like him insisted teasing me from time to time should be burnt.

I really hate it.

We're about to take the entrance exams, I'm just afraid that after the exams he won't be here, and his family is not local, so I wanted to make the first move and confess to him, I’m really afraid of losing him...

However, I got this kind of reaction from him.

Regret, remorse.

Although I am not good at study, and I think that having fun with him on bed is way better and more important than taking the exams… but I still want value my reputation.

I value it so much.

So I decided to drink beers to kill my sorrow...

I'm going to die, how the hell can I think so much?

People will look back on their short and unproductive life before they die, it seems to be true...

If only I could live a second life.

I would, for sure, screw him.

"You really didn't go to class, huh?"

This person is so annoying, chattering in my ear, I turned around and went back to sleep, suddenly woke up again, eh, I'm not fucking dead!

I opened my eyes and saw Jiang Qin, and it was really this vulgar fool.

Good-looking, and does not prevent me from prejudice against him.

I quietly pinched myself... pain, fuck, I won't really be reborn.

Fuck fuck fuck! Allow me to say a word of shit first, before I die, there are only two days, two days to attend the entrance exams!

Although I fucking study bad, if I finish the college entrance examination and then confess to him, and then reborn, then I can change the fate to get a better life and get married with a Mr. Perfect?

Why... so eager to be dead?

My God, I hate it.

Jiang Qin came over and kicked me, "You’re on your ‘period’?"

"Hmm." I just do not want to bother with him.

I'm actually sleeping in Jiang Qin's bed.

He is on the bottom bunk and I am on his top bunk.

If I'm not mistaken, it's not long after the start of sophomore year, because Jiang Qin shaved his hair so short at the start of sophomore year, so handsome and attractive that I'd been drooling over him for a long time, dreaming of licking him.

It’s now just a year and a few days since the first time we met each other.

We’ve shared one dorm for three years, also a desk, what a mystery but un-innocent relationship?

We’ve been sticking together all day long. If it’s alright, we even would help each other to fix our cocks for better direction while peeing.

I did not go to gym class today, because last night I got stomachache, so I do not want to run. And the gym class is the last class before dinner, so I simply went straight back to the dormitory.

Because of the stomach pain, I didn’t get onto my bed.

The pain still hurt my nerves even now when I’m thinking about it... If I remember correctly, Jiang Qin will next pour me hot water, then go to buy me medicine, thoughtfully feed me to eat.

The next thing I will be moved by his friendship beyond the ordinary male classmates, the more I feel that the more I believe that we are a two-way crush.

I should really read less novels in general.

The good thing is that I got reborn, I no longer buy his actions pretending to be gay. Intended to seduce gay? Out dated!

In my last life, I believed in his actions so much that I would be enchanted, but not this time.

I probably swore before I died that if I could do it all over again, I would have to screw him.

But now I’m really alive again, I do not really want to do that. Seriously, being alive is so bloody awesome to me! And it feels so good even if I got stomachache again!

And, attractive guys like Jiang Qin are drugs for me. He makes you addicted to him on the first sight and you will die if you stop being together him. And I cannot have him!

So I decided to stay away from straight guys and cherish my life.

In the future, I will not have an affair with him.

Anyway, there are so many beautiful boys in my school, and a few of them seemed liked me, I used to be silly, and thought I was keeping my body for Jiang Qin. However, I still had my virginity when I died, what a pity! I must look for a someone gay and likes me for real and have enough fun!

"Drink some warm water." He handed the water to me.

"Thanks." I sneered in my heart, history is really repeating itself.

But the person who manipulates history is now me. According to the previous view, I should still pamper him if I finish drinking water, and then he will be worried and go buy me medicine.

Who knows what kind of mentality he has, but he always likes to take care of me. Maybe he’s just treating me like his younger brother. I know it’s not love and I don't want his charity anymore.

There’s a super cute boy in the next dorm who often shares snacks with me. I used to refuse him for Jiang Qin, but this time, I’ve decided embrace his kindness and love, may be.

I went to find him to accompany me to the infirmary.

I admit that I am sometimes spermicidal, but I will be responsible. Jiang Qin aside, I really like a lot of people, they have a common feature, they’re so handsome.

"Where are you going?" Jiang Qin sounds not calm

I admit, I drank his water, but didn't give him the flattery I thought I would.

"Going out for a bit." My stomach still hurts a lot, and I can hardly walk to the door, but this forced Jiang Qin to pull me back to the bed at once.

"Fuck, what are you doing?" I sat up, and Jiang Qin pushed me back to bed again.

After this, I ran out of strength and when I was about to curse when the rest of the dormitory came back.

The head of our dorm was the first to enter and came up with something makes me shocked, "Yo, you two are having fun again? Shall we leave you two alone?"

I should not be so addicted to his perfect face anymore, I look to another direction.

But I wasn't shy this time, pushing Jiang Qin's arm away and shouting at the door, "What the hell are you talking about, Jiang Qin, get up."

Jiang Qin straightened up, frowned at me, gangly look... still fucking quite attractive to me.

"Don’t you know? They think that we’re together!” he said this to me.

"......"

He... he never seems to have said such explicit words to me before... he must be sick, right?

I ignored him and continued to get out of bed.

Jiang Qin looked at me and said, "Don't move, I'm going to get you medicine, don't you fucking run around."

"......"

I... well... I am the master of history this time! I don't want him to buy me medicine this time, how is he still forcing to change my history.

Jiang Qin finished and went out, and I sat on his bed, not knowing what to do.

There are six people in our dormitory, in addition to me, Jiang Qin, there are four other people, one is our dorm head You Yuankai, another one is Zhao Yong. The remaining two did not come back, so I will introduce them later.

Zhao Yong's bed is opposite Jiang Qin's, he is now sitting opposite me and began to take off his shoes, "What, you two are really engaged, how do you not go to gym class?"

"Did not engage, I have a stomachache." I said.

Zhao Yong does not seem to believe, looking me up and down, "last night when you go to the toilet, lying on the bed of Jiang Qin what, I saw you drill him inside the bed to sleep... result you have a stomachache today... "

Damn, what is this speculation?

It's hard to believe that I can still mess around with Jiang Qin in the dormitory and get inside by him?

To get on, it is also me on him ah.

"... What kind of mess do you usually read?" I asked him.

In fact, I seem to be last night on the stomach discomfort, after going to the toilet, to the upper bunk crawl when there is no strength, and then Jiang Qin at that time or particularly like to take care of me, it is necessary to let me go to sleep on the part inside.

Two men, the day is so hot, and the bed is so narrow, who do you think wants to sleep together like fish in can?

Unless he wants to have a gay affair with me, I also want to have a story with him, so I obediently went over to sleep.

Really, Jiang Qin is usually so spoiled me, otherwise I really can't do a narcissism is three years... I'm not a fool.

Anyway, wait for the future, I want to pry open the brains of this pseudo-bent man to see what kind of shit he has installed inside.

Zhao Yong is still not convinced, "He Yi... I think you..."

"Zhao Yong, you've eaten too much." You Yuankai suddenly interrupted his words.

Zhao Yong pursed his lips and did not say anything.

"What's wrong with me?" I asked after.

It always felt like he was going to tell me something about Jiang Qin.

In my last life, I went to the infirmary with Jiang Qin, so there was no Zhao Yong wanted to talk to me about this image... felt like I missed out on some important information.

The words did not finish, Jiang Qin stinky face back, he asked me, "still hurt?"

"..." hurts, but I don't want to eat the medicine he bought.

Eating people's mouths is soft, even if it is the medicine they eat.

"Asking you about it." Jiang Qin this person is particularly irritable, see I do not speak, came up to break my chin.

Damn, this kind of molestation of a good woman's action I sincerely advise him to do less.

But my stomach hurts, or ready to obediently take the medicine, I do not only want to take the medicine, I also want to return the money to him.

As I said, I am now a brand new He Yi. And there’s nothing between me and Jiang Qin!

Jiang Qin: "Are you fool? You should take some food before the medicine."

I’ve just poured a glass of water and he took it away with the medicine! I just want to kick his ass right now. "I'm not hungry!"

Jiang Qin looked at me like a fool, "Not hungry? Your stomachache feels fine after the medicine and your belly hurts in a while? What’s wrong with you?"

"..." I really don't want him to control me. I didn’t buy food, what the hell could I eat?