I remember being a happy girl whose life turned sour🎶 before I cried myself to sleep, before I felt alone, before I really didn't have a home I remember being the happiest girl in the world🎶 I used to smile at everything that moved I used to wear princess dresses and play with them all day🎶 until one day little by little everything withered🎶 I kept my good spirits because I didn't want to let that smile die🎶 I gave up I was left homeless and without family🎶 it was hard to cry in front of him them, feeling like a ghost🎶, I remember not being able to take it anymore and dreaming of another family, one in which everything was fine🎶 until they arrived and made me smile again. I began to dream of moving on and starting my life lying in my bed waiting for 7 o'clock. :00 am to see them again and feel the warmth that I hadn't felt for years🎶 were the best 4 hours of my fucking day but the other 12 were hell🎶 every scream every blow that every day🎶 I could bear less one day I couldn't take it anymore dad was in the yard with my brother and mother in the room without knowing that I was with the knife in my arm crying🎶 the next day I was still alive very sorry🎶 I told them what happened and when I felt them even closer with their hugs I began to enjoy life more🎶 years later I met someone who would also change my life and with whom I wanted to be for the rest of my life🎶 because now he was also in my dream and I couldn't help but imagine holding his hand at all times🎶 facing life together and having a family I really always wanted 🎶