Chapter 1

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how many people actually think about the actual road they want...then again they always talk about the read string of faith bullshit ha!

4 years together just blew away to thin dust so what's the point of having to constantly check my phone to see 1 message that seems to never pop up.

Adore: hey Micky another one nah make that a double

Mickey: baby girl you've been downing these shots like there's no tomorrow

Adore: it would have been better if I was able to cry about the departure but -

Mickey: but what? Hey, Adore you know I love you but you keep mumbling under your breath just what are you talking about?

Adore: He's gone Mickeeeee

Mickey: I'll ignore your exaggeration on my potato mash honeycomb of a name

Adore: seriously! console me dammit...Mickeee

Mickey: hahaha alright but seriously who's gone? Are we talking about the dead or the living?

Adore: (blank face) - -

Mickey: should I get some onions for you to finally let those tears fall

Adore: Wow some best friend you are man

Mickey: I did ask who but you didn't answer hunny

Adore: we've been together for 4 years I'm talking about Angel, Mickey he let me go

Mickey: why am I not even surprised I mean circumstances aside though he may seem lovely I always thought he suffered from inferiority complex

Adore: really? how so

Mickey: Adore you guys been together since high school have you never once thought how much your personality might affect him? Adore you're like a void that nothing fills I know you've been through alot and so has he. Maybe it's because both of you are so similar you know. It's like two voids coming together trying to fill each other but the void only gets bigger.

Adore: I'm really the problem after all huh...the first time I met Angel I flat out rejected him because he dated someone I was friend's with but like a moth drawn to a flame I kept wanting more of him hahaha (crying) Micky I want it all to end so much my life, the pain...sometimes I think it would have been better if we've never met he's too silent and I'm too twisted.

Mickey: ...

Adore: I think I've corrupted him, to me he was a pure forbidden fruit and like eve I took a bite because of my own temptation. The saddest part about it all isn't that I'm not crying but that I'm slightly happy he let me go.

Mickey: oh no baby. I'm off the clock right now wait right here amma change and come back...hey Adore I mean it DONT MOVE.

I forgot to mention he isn't entirely at fault I suppose the fault lays solely on me I neither cared too much nor cared too less, he wanted someone and so did I...we just somehow ended up in love but we probably loved so much that our love became empty. Have I always been this way? nonchalant. no the pain I feel is there just buried deep down, am I-

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