15: FAREWELL

...“It is so hard to leave—until you leave. And then it is the easiest thing in the world.” ...

...—John Green...

...ΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩΩ...

...Khaelus Cross ...

I stayed up all day without sleeping or resting. I was so busy packing my things that I forgot that I still needed to sleep and eat.

"Come down for lunch Khaelus!" I heard mom say from downstairs

I abruptly stood up and reached for my phone to look at the time and saw that it was already 12 o'clock in the afternoon.

"7 hours have already passed?" I asked myself and laughed unbelievably

"Are you coming?!" mom shouted again and I sighed

"Yes mom! I'll be right there!" I shouted back

Before I went downstairs, I plugged my phone into the charger and put my camera inside my bag.

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"Have you packed your things?" Mom asked while eating

"Yes mom" I said and she nodded

I stared at Khaelles' empty seat then at my plate again.

"He's in his room, he said he won't eat because he's getting a call from his work" mom said, I think she noticed that I looked at Khaelles' seat earlier "You shouldn't worry about him, he probably won't mind you leaving or anything" she added and my face soured

I know that. No need to slap it right into my face.

I just stayed silent. Nothing will change if I talk back.

"Oh, I remember that you have a best friend named Nick right? It's been quite a while since I saw him, did you tell him that you're leaving?" she stated and I paused

Right. I forgot about that.

"I'll tell him later. From his attitude though, I think he'll follow me to States with his boyfriend" I blurted and mom chuckled

"He has a boyfriend? What's his name?" mom asked

"I didn't actually bother to ask" I nonchalantly said and she glared at me

"How could you?" she joked that made me snort

"He doesn't really talk much about himself" I said and shrugged

"Ok then, from your expression, I can tell that he's a good guy. You really have an eye for great things!" she stated "I do hope you could find someone else in the future" she then sighed

"Here we go again. I told you mom, I won't bother Khaelles anymore. That kiss was just a surge of emotions that I didn't control. Plus, I'm leaving now ain't I? Maybe I'll find someone better in US" I explained to make her feel at ease

Though, I doubt that it would be that easy to erase my feelings towards Khaelles but maybe directing it to someone else would really help.

"Wash the plates after you eat" mom demanded and my eyes widened

"What?" I grunted

"You heard me, don't you dare use the dishwashing machine if you don't want to taste my fist" mom said and left the kitchen

"Is that how you treat someone who's leaving?" I whispered and sighed

I organised the plates and silverware and placed them on the sink.

"I don't even want to do this" I muttered but still did it anyway

Not like I have something better to do.

After I made sure that no dishes were left, I went back to my room and took a nap. I'm not really tired but I think it would really help if I sleep a little.

I'm not sure how or when I fell asleep but I did, I checked for the time on my phone and saw that it was still 4 pm. Yeah, it was 4 in the afternoon but my d*ck is throbbing like it's 6 am.

"Seriously?" I grunted "I can't even release without watching gay p*rn anymore and you're f*cking up to torture me again?" I added like I'm talking with a living person

I unplugged my phone and opened google and went straight to incognito mode to search for that. I stood up from my current position and sat on my bean bag chair.

I slid my baggy shorts til my knees and took a hold of my pulsing c*ck while the moans and groans of the two guys on my phone keeps on playing.

I kept on going until I can imagine Khaelles' eyes meeting mine, his voice filling my ears and his *** clenching against mine.

"Ahhhh" I moaned and splurted my seed and the carpeted floor

I sighed and turned off my phone before leaning back. Well, I shouldn't have done that because as soon as I leaned back I saw my door slightly opened and Khaelles standing on the side, completely bewildered.

I hurriedly stood up and pulled up my shorts and faced him.

"Whatever you saw, forget about it or else—" I warned him but he didn't falter, instead, he walked towards me and pushed me back to my seat and smirked

"Do me instead. I actually don't mind. You have two choice though, it's either you do me or I do you" he nonchalantly said and I actually gulped in anticipation

No! My head keeps telling me that but just one touch from him and I crumbled.

I stood up and pulled him towards the bed and after that, I made sure to lock the door and closed the curtains.

"You asked for this Khaelles" I said and took off all my clothes, he also did the same

I rested on top of him and looked him straight in his eyes.

"What are we waiting for?" he asked and parted his thighs making me look down to his wet hole

"Are you sure about this?" I asked and he nodded

"What? You don't want to?" he seductively said while tracing his forefinger on my body and licking it

He inserted his wet finger inside his wet hole and that's when I snapped.

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I still can't believe that I let myself screw him when I obviously already promised my mom that I won't touch him.

I stared at his sleeping face and caressed his hair.

"If only you weren't my brother maybe we won't have this problem" I whispered and kissed his forhead before leaving my room with all my baggage