Episode 5

Congratulations guys! it was a great play!!!

our teacher shouted happily...

after our play, my classmates tease me about Rika they said that it's like I'm confessing my feelings for her. I don't know why but they keep on talking to me maybe they like the way I act in our play.

"Hey!"

"Good job Ryu!"

Rika said...

and then she began to hold my biceps again.

"Hey, what's the real status of you guys?"

"do you guys in a relationship?"

our classmates ask...

and then I answer it...

"we're only fr-"

"SECRET!!!"

but Rika answered immediately...

After what happens other boys are asking me about Rika and also lots of girls asking Rika too.

A few minutes later...

I and Rika decided to go home but Rika asks me if we can both walk home together because my house is the same way as Rika's house.

While we are walking Rika ask me about the play.

"Hey?"

"Why you said my name earlier?"

Damn, I don't know what to say, I don't have a reason for this because it's just come out of my mouth and I don't know why.

"Hey?"

Rika ask me again...

"ahmmm"

"because I forgot your name in our play"

I nervously answered her...

"hahaha Okay"

she replied...

"and by the way why did you tell them secret in our relationship?"

"we're just friends right?"

"hahaha of course we're friends!"

Rika replied...

"hmmm"

"Ryu?"

Rika asks...

"yes?" I replied...

"There is something I want to tell you"

Rika said...

"what is it?"

I answered...

"I and my ex are back together"

"We're in a relationship again"

Rika said happily...

At first, I don't know what will Rika tells me but now she tells me. I feel happy for her, I can see her smile that is genuine, the smile that I always want to see. I congratulate her on it and she keeps talking that she's happy that they are back. We spend our time walking and talking with each other and finally we take our path right now.

"bye-bye, Ryu!"

Rika said...

"bye"

I replied...

And now I'm finally home...

As I walk in stares I go back to our kitchen to drink some cold water. I think I need cold water right now. There is no one in my house, my parents are at work and I'm all alone in my house.

Finally, I see my bed, I remove my uniform and I jump at my bed. I feel tired and I want to conserve my energy. I try to sleep but I can't sleep. I look in the mirror but I saw my eyes crying. I think I'm not okay. I go to the bathroom and take a shower. I lay in our bathtub with warm water. It's warm outside but inside I feel cold. I'm hurt, I don't know why but it all started when Rika tells me that Rika and her ex are in a relationship again.

"Jealous?"

I ask myself...

I feel sad right now, I'm happy for her but it hurts for me because now I already knew that I'm in love with a person that can't be mine.

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