Feeling lonely

How many of you have first love? Does everyone's first love succed? Here is my story based on first love, sacrifices, regrets and many feelings.

"IDIOT, where are you? I miss you. Please don't be angry with me" tears rolled down from the girl's eyes.

Then there is a smile on her face with tears, "STUPID, your memories make me smile but the feelings make me cry. I Hate You to the extent I Love You. "

Then someone lightly hugs her tiny little body and wipes her tears and says, "Suzy, it has been six years and you are crying till now. Please forget him. I know you love him but there others also who cares for you." Suzy slightly pushes him and said, "Leave me, Austin.......Is the work done? Are the designs ready? Tomorrow Mr. Roberto will host his masquerade party. We have to design dresses. Come on hurry up." After observing Suzy's behaviour and gave a deep sigh and replied with, "Hmm. Half of the work is done." She turned back and smiled at him and said, "Thank You" The hidden meaning behind her words were silently understood and nodded slightly, suddenly something came up in his mind, "Umm. Suzy. It's that.... Nothing. Good Night"

***Suzy turned gave him a suspicious look and asked\, "What happened? Is something wrong" Suddenly she went to her chair and checked up the guest list. Her heart pricked a bit by looking someone's name on the list. Austin saw that and was going to say something. But she turned her towards the glass and sadly said\, "Oh\, His name. It's okay\, now the time has come." Again\, tears rolled down from her eyes and those were silent tears even Austin standing next to her couldn't see it. He wishes her good night again\, while closing the door says\, "Don't forget to take the MEDS!" With a firm voice and she nodded immediately.  ***

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"I am Suzy Roberto. Mysterious CEO of K3 company (for other this company is called GC company). This company is built within five years from ashes. Austin is my classmate from University. So, he knows everything about me. The Mr. Roberto I mentioned is my so-called father who is hosting the party. He doesn't know me as my pen name is ' Zei '. I am a fashion designer in England. I am hiding from my friends and families from past six years as I am a sinner and have many regrets."

"OH...Let's leave all this and focus on designs." She started to draw her drafts and unknowingly writes Ana on a paper and her hands started trembling, tears started flowing and she felt little dizzy, she immediately stood and went to the table aside to bed took five sleeping pills and tucked herself inside the blankets. The fear hidden in her heart begin to rise up. She was fully covered in sweat. Somehow after three to four how she fell asleep.

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