Chapter 18.

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Tsum: Miss youuuuuu 😘

Sunshine: I miss you too! <3

Tsum: Should I pick you up?

Sunshine: No need. It's traffic right?

Sunshine: I'll just take a cab.

Tsum: But I want to see you already. 😔

Sunshine: How about we just meet up in our favorite cafe?

Sunshine: You should bring Omi-kun and Bokkun to come too!

Sunshine: My treat~

Tsum: Oh wow. Is there an occasion?

Sunshine: Nope! Just happy~

Tsum: Good for you baby.

Tsum: Tell me about it later, okay?

Sunshine: Yes yes hahaha.

Sunshine: Drive safe later.

Tsum: Yes babe. I love you.

Sunshine: I love you toooo.

Hinata puts down his phone and smiles like an idiot.

Ahh, this feels so weird! He thought while he walked, gripping on the black strap of his sports bag. It's one of those days when Hinata feels so unbelievably happy--for some reason.

He's so bipolar that it scared him. It's probably because he got to see his sister earlier. Natsu has grown up so cute and pretty. She looked so cheerful and Hinata wanted to see his sister smile more.

Suddenly, Shoyo wants to watch his sister grow up more, see her brag about her boyfriend or something. He wants to see her mother with white hair, he wants to see his father be senile.

...Hahahahahaha I think I want to live more......

He’s walking towards the outside of the gym since there weren’t any taxis in the waiting line. He didn’t mind walking, since he's not feeling tired.

...There’s a lot of things I want to do, suddenly. It… feels unusual....

Hinata giggles to himself, cheeks reddening as he felt overflowing with hope for the first time in so long.

...I want to live---...

“HEY! WATCH OUT!”

“Huh?” Hinata tries to look where the sound came from, but he is greeted by a blinding light, and a loud deafening horn. Then everything goes black, and suddenly, he feels so much pain all at once that he felt numb, like as if he's floating and null.

Wait, he tried to open his eyes, but couldn’t.

He tries to move, but the pain he felt kept him. He tried to breathe--but trying… hurt. It’s like he forgot how to, as if he wasn’t breathing for over 20 years.

“Hey! Oh my god, oh---are you okay?!”

“S-someone! Call an ambulance!”

“Oh my God! He's bleeding so much!”

“What happened?”

“Is there an accident?!”

“Call an ambulance!”

“He just walked into the road!”

“Hey! Wake up! Wake up!”

“Someone, help us!”

“He-He's not breathing!”

“Someone call an ambulance!”

After the pain, he felt cold.

Like as if he was drowning in something.

The voices he heard started to diminish to echoes, until they eventually faded.

He felt everything in him leave, his breath, his tears, his soul.

...It's cold......

...Why… now? Why now when…...

After the cold, there was nothing. Nothing at all.

He didn’t feel the weight of his body, nor his lungs being filled with air.

He heard nothing, he saw nothing, he felt nothing.

Somehow it didn’t make him panic, like it was all natural.

Maybe it was because he’s been in the darkness for far too long.

...But I want to live…...

...I…...

...…want to be with everyone…...

He tries to open his eyes again, but to no avail.

...I’m sorry, everyone…...

...I’m so sorry, I love you all......

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BL_Addict

BL_Addict

nonononononononononononononononononononononononononononooooooooooooooo my babyyyyyyy nooooooooooo

2021-06-26

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teudongieeee

teudongieeee

he didnt take his life after all....

2021-06-19

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🌌Gojou's Blindfold🌌

🌌Gojou's Blindfold🌌

Wait... he didnt suicide?!?!?!?!!!!?????!!!!!????

2021-06-15

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