Chapter 5: The feeling of having

CAFETERIA

Nam invited me to go to lunch with her. Suddenly that pervert sleepy head appeared. The girls in the cafeteria gone crazy and approach him. Looks like he’s well experienced with women

“Is he that popular here?” I asked Nam out of curiosity.

“Of course he is, He’s handsome, smart, and the only heir of family Jiang”

her eyes were sparkling, maybe that was what she meant on troublesome I get it wrong.

“Why don’t you confess to him? You like him right?”

oh did I offend her? She looks unhappy

“I confessed my love to him but he refused, we know each other since childhood and he said I’m like a little sister to him nothing more than that,”

I think it’s a wise decision that he refuses rather than accepting and be one of his women, it could hurt her more. He keeps their good relationship, I never thought that he has a good side.

“You know there’s someone out there who's waiting for you and deserves your love.”

I didn’t expect that Nam will open up about her feelings. We continue our lunch then suddenly Cheng sits in front of me on the other side of our table, He’s looking at me while eating, I feel a bit uncomfortable

“Nam I’m leaving first I have some important thing to do”

I don’t want to stay here longer.

“It’s okay you can go”

she’s such a fine and nice lady. Anyway, I have to go to Professor Wang to clear myself.

PROFESSOR WANG’S OFFICE

I knocked on the door

“Professor Wang are you here?”

no answer but the door is unlocked, I came in and have looked at his office, it’s clear here.

“Ahh! Professor Wang, I knocked three times on the door b-but...”

What’s the matter with me I’m nervous

“Did I startle you? Here have a sit, why did you come here?”

Should I tell him or not, it’s embarrassing but I’m here so need to step back

“A-ahhm what happened i-its not w-what...”

I’m stuttering, I have to relax

“You don’t have to explain yourself, I know what kind of girl you are, you don’t have to worry”

what does he mean he knows?

“I met your father before, he saved my life once, I’ve been observing you since you came here, you’re like him”

I see that’s why he's being nice to me, I never see my father since I was born, mom told me that he passed away but she didn’t tell me whats the caused of his death neither his grave

“Really? I hope he's here with me”

I don’t know how it feels to have a dad

“Then I can be your dad if you want to”

m-my dad, what am I doing? I’m crying. He comes closer to me and gently taps my head

“Don’t cry, you’re too old to cry like a baby”

he's teasing me. Is this a part of Mr. Wang's soft heart?

“btw why are you not staying in your dorm? He asked suddenly

"I’m still adopting this new environment”

I’m not comfortable yet

“Then tell me when you’re moving so I can accompany you”

I can see the real Mr. Wang

“Thank you for your help then Professor Wang I’m going now”