Chapter 03

For about a week had gone with the air and skies, Lucas still can't believe Winwin's right in front of him all over again and Jaemin's disappearance still haunt his regret heart.

Lucas' in his office, playing with his pen as he thinks and regrets for being a wrong and a disappointing Father to his only son, Jaemin... Of how Jaemin should be taking care of and now everything... As in, He can't do anything to everything for his son.

"I don't still understand why Winwin came back around and Dream seeing Jaemin in heaven? Does the man above get my Jaemin's life in replace of Winwin's?" Tears made its way out from his eyes as his heart ached once again "Yes, I miss Winwin so much and I longed for him that much but not to the extent that you'll get Jaemin away from me, mysteriously... It's so unfair!" He slammed the pen on his table and covered his face with his hands as he let his tears flow out as much as it takes... He can't handle how hurt his heart was, how much it regrets and how much it want to understand everything... He knows to himself that Jaemin's not a dream nor an imagination... He know it to himself that Jaemin exists to his life... That he once had a son, who's too brave, strong, loving, caring, understanding, talented and smart... His most handsome son, he ever know...

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"Mark!" One of the students call him, he turn around and just give him an emotionless expression while his arms are both folded... "Grab my hand..." He offers but to his surprise, Mark just shakes his head while others are all in heart pounding "Mark! You're standing on the edge of that deep cliff---" "I know, it's not that I'm going to jump off" "Don't be mean! Just grab my hand---" "I'm going to take it if ya'll tell me that there's a student named Jaemin who mysteriously disappear" he asked pursuant "Mark... Have you gone mad? There's no Jaemin---" "I know he do exists... You just don't get it" Then he casually walked away from the cliff and back to his tent, He just left his classmate's hand hanging...

He opened his phone which was not that restricted on their tour, and was surprised when he saw he had a picture of Jaemin on a beautiful garden, smiling at the shot... That smile which Mark ever saw for the very first time,

"What?" He asked the thin air confusingly then silence came to him... "Jaemin, where are you? And why I do feel like this? I can't believe---" he realised that his cheeks were soaked by his tears and was confused why his heart hurts that way "Tell me that this is just a dream... Tell me that... You do exists, don't torture me this way" he thought as his tears all fall out.

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Lucas went home earlier than it should have be. He unexpectedly saw Winwin hugging a picture while he's sleeping at the couch, seeing his eyes are swollen... but before he could take a look at the picture he's hugging, Winwin woke up and hide the picture as if Lucas saw nothing "Why are you back so early?" He asked as he fixed his clothes "I just finished cleaning everything, You want to eat something---" Winwin got cut off by Lucas who's standing right there way too long enough "Let's go out?" Winwin look up at him as his heart secretly hurts... Winwin smile and nod. Seeing Lucas happy makes him happier despite of his regrets and longing...

Lucas held Winwin's hand for the very first time since he saw him coming all around to his life, he then realized that it was real, Winwin do exists and he's holding him now...

Lucas' smile showed as tears fall out, Winwin noticed that and reached Lucas face to wipe his tears off "Why are you crying?" Lucas cupped his hands near to his heart "I still can't belive you're here" he said as he took a move to give his person a kiss, that kiss they never had before... That kiss they never gave to each other in a very long run... They smile to each other as their nose are still close "This is not a dream right?" Winwin just smile and hug him tightly "I'm happy that you smile again Lucas" "It's all because of you babe"

Lucas took Winwin to places they used to be at... Lucas saw how happy Winwin was, his heart slowly healed by his person's smile as he take all of the seconds count...

By the end of the day, They stayed up to the dining tower as he hugged him from the back, sightseeing the whole city and the night starry sky, Lucas rest his chin on Winwin's shoulder as they lovingly feeling the moment...

"Even up until now, I still can't belive that you really came back" Lucas said and added "I hope this is not just a dream... I hope we'll stay up like this" Winwin held Lucas' hand back like putting his hands on top of Lucas' hands which are wrapping around him "I love that" Those are the words Winwin could ever replied while his thoughts are too long and hurtful...

"I love that thought but it seems I can't... No, It seems like my days can't go on without crying, not because I was hurt for coming back here but it's all because I lose my son in replace of me. I love to see you happy, I love to be with you forever but my heart actually doesn't love it, Heavens get my Angel back on replacement of me... Don't you feel hurt that our Jaemin mysteriously disappeared? Don't you feel the longing of his smiles, laughter and jokes? I was so deeply hurt because I can't seem to see my boy like ever... Everything will be Erase..." Winwin look up at the sky "Everything about my Jaemin will be Erase... I don't want to Erase you... You're my primary happiness, I just can't bear to Erase you... Jaemin"

Tears escaped his eyes then Lucas notices it, Letting Winwin faced him and wipe it out "Why the tears?" Winwin hugged him as he acted there was nothing "I'm just happy and been so lucky to have you Lucas. I'm just so much thankful" Lucas smile and hug him back "I'm so thankful as well my love... I'll love you up to eternity"

Without noticing, A falling star passed on the starry night sky, Hearing their Love Eternity. The kiss to the future which was heard by that one lovely angel as well.

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