#4.Last love

{Namjoon's p.o.v}

Today I dressed in my best clothes, with a bouquet of flowers I walked to down the lane to a park where me and my friends had a plane to hang out. Well I wanted to confess to my long crush hoseok, my love for him in front of everyone, so dressing up i ran as it took quiet long for the florist to get the perfect flowers for today, We all were friends from my workplace we all worked in the inner cabinet of the president of THE AERA company. ,eanwhile me and hoseok were old friends from university years, his smile is just like the sunshine, i want to make him mine, he is just so cheerful and happy soul, he is the cutest. As I walked there i saw it was kinda a chaos everyone had circled around something or someone and cheering probably, I tried to keep my thoughts positive, and walked inside to them.

The worst of all happened, Kim Taehyung had asked Hoseok out, he fucki g asked him out, and the sunshine was blushing and nodded in approval, I wanted that i didnt want someone to take him, my gut started feeling cold, as soon as they kissed and Taehyung holding him close.

{Author's p.o.v}

His eyesight weakened, his blurry vision, saw someone approaching him while the crowd was busy with the couple and he even heard his bestfriends jimin and jungkook were together all he heard before his ears started losing their power, his hands shivering and before he knew it a few drops of tears had left his eyes, and someone shorter to him pulled him towards himself and generally started patting him, and soon jimin and hoseok saw him and came to him, the man holding namjoon just said he was really tired and was emotional seeing both his friends getting the love of their life, it was an acceptable lie. And before anyting could be understood namjoon passed out in the man's arm, the next thing he saw when he woke up was a light pink ceiling and someone sitting on the pastel colored couch, he blinked a few times, finally moving his hand to search his glasses so he could see where he exactly was and accidently hit a glass of water making it fall and break earning the man's attention

"Namjoon-ah you are finally awake"

"seokjin hyung? is that you?"

"yes" was all he heard before he could hear his  hyung picking up the glass and apologized for falling the glass, he was saod nevermind the glass and finally he was handed his pair of glasses he finally with clear vision saw his hyung and the room he was in. He thanked for helping him that day and was informed he has been asleep since a whole day so it was the next day. He was embarressed and apologized again for being a jerk day before and his hyung just hugged him, saying its ok to feel weak, no one is almighty and that he should cry it all out, and he surely did, it was a warm hug from someone close and burring his face on his chest he cried for quiet long after losing his only love of live for last ten years, who was even his room mate all this time and the time is more than ten years. He was frustrated, and it was clearly seen. He cried a little more before pushing his hyung a little and saying he was ok, seokjin left without any other word and probably went to the kitchen and after a few minutes he entered with mouth watering dinner

"now have this"

"i dont wanna im not hungry hyung"

"if u dont have it then-"

"then what?"

"i- i will kiss you"

he said making the younger blush "oh! come on stop flirting with me im not everyone else"

"ik joon-ah now have this, you are lucky u get to test my cooking, anyways did i tell you i worked as a shef when i was in university"

"hyung, come on"

"now finish before i kiss- i meant kill damn the auto-correct"

"hyung we are talking face to face"

This left seokjin embaressed and namjoon giggled at the cuteness the other was giving, he giggled finally and seokjin have smile, he ate the dinner and after alot of protests the older let him go home at nightand even came down his apartment to drop him in the bus,and winked before the bus left, making the younger blush, its his first time something like that had happened, he had not dated anyone before so he didnt know what it was like.

He reached his apartment with a heavy heart and as he entered walking to his room and heard nasty sounds and moans and quickly entered his room panting and blushing. Next morning as he was getting prepared to his office he heard two people coming down, and he smiled at them a fake one, it isnt easy to forget his first love when he so near, its easy for hoseok to catch him after all he had been with him through the cats and dogs and quickly walked to him cupping his face

"whats wrong joonie?"

He took the comfort of the hands of his friend, and only friends. "Nothing hobi im just tired u know na i was late last night"

"and exactly where tf were u ?"

" i was seokjin hyung's place"

"wtf joon? why what had happened ?"

"i passed out the other day at the park and ended up the crashing the next day at his house"

"u were literally with him? like seriously ? the Chairman whom everyone says has slept in beds for the position?"

"well he was nothing like all explain him"

"what was he even doing there?"

"idk"

Tae felt a little jealous, and walked to take his lovers hands off namjoon's face

"yo man he is like my hyung!"

"im jealous bro"

Namjoon scoffs, but seriously he had never thought that seokjin was that kind of person, and he was quiet gentle, anyways, so he was interested in the person.

"Anyways i will be moving out soon, so Tae u can move in "

"well why TF JOON WHY ARE U LEAVING ARE U KIDDING ME PLEASE"

"Hyung please i swear i just wanted to and please i wanna get a lover to so dont be overprotective " and he left, leaving a confused Hoseok who was back hugged by his lover. He was earlier than usual, and reached his office just to find seokjin giving some money to the security outside the building, he walked to him and they bid a heloo to each other "why did u give him money hyung?"

"well his daughter is in the ICU she had an accident and he needed it"

"how did u know?"

" I know because of my sources and its my job to tale care of the employees"

"ah- i see u are not like what people inform u as"

"I know they call me a slut dont they?"

"ah-hyu-i mean"

"its ok joon-ah ik its fine" And they in front of the front desk manager and he gave her literally a 100,000$ and told her to get him coffee and keep the change, she was hesitant but he sounded really angry so she left quietly

"What was that hyung?"

"Her mother is ill, and she is working overtime not caring about her health and i hope she dosent work in a cassino now for u know"

"i see hyung" and seokjin walked to his cabinet the rest of the day was normal until they needed a few signatures of the chairman and all of them pushed the work to namjoon saying he was seokjin's good friend and he ended up in his cabinet.

"what are u doing here cutie?"

"oh come on dont flirt" he said blushing and annoyed

"why honey do u hate me now oh my poor soul"

"hyung, sign the papers so i can go"

"why dont u like my presence lil boy"

"firstly im not a little boy im 26 and secondly i need to complete my work"

"how rude boy, talking to ur boss like this"

He signed the files after checking them and he left,  since  then namjoon was always sent for signatures by the chairman and seokjin would often compliment him for his dress and flirting here and there.Since he is the leader of the inner cabinet he worked a little longer than the other and was walking out the building when he crossed seokjin's cabinet, seeing the lights on he went to check and found seokjin sneezing and coughing while tying and his face looked swollen , and kinda red...

"hyung why tf are u here so late? and whats with u ?"

"oh joon-ah im here for some work iw ill be going in just a few minutes, anyways u should leave it may rain today according to the news, and we dont want our dear joonie sick now do we ?"

"i dont wanna go home, taehyung will be there and i just know im gonna hear nasty sounds "

"someone is jealous now aint they ?"

"come on" he scoffed, he knows his hyung is gonna flirt no matter what, but today he looks sick so he walked to him and touched his forehead by surprise and, his hyung's eyes widened with the sudden movement and moved a little back

"hyung we are going home right now"

"let me just get this done"

"i said what i said " and pushing jin's polo on him, he pulled him out the office and walked to the bus stand, well yea even though jin was a chairman he didnt prefer personal car travels until he had someone to accompany, and joon crashed into jin's place that night taking care of jin and nearly burning his kitchen and being scolded for that. Namjoon slept on the couch in jin's room by next morning seokjin had recovered alot but rest was the best idea for his health.

The next day namjoon was just with seokjin accompanying him, and they went for a short walk in the afternoon at the park, they just walked randomly

"u know its been years since i came here"

"last time was it with me ?"

"yes joon, you were first year student then, i was a final year, and we both enjoyed reading didnt we? anyways that day when i graduated was the last time i ever came here and it was with you"

"you loved this place back then, and u looked so nerdish back then"

"well, i still love this place, its just not the same without you sitting beside me, so i never came" hw said looking at around and the children laugh, he said looking at the university kids hanging out.

Joon was kind of taken back at time, he clearly remembers it was here they had met, and became friends, he remembers how shy seokjin was and how he used to hide behind his back when he was scared.

"was it because we met here?"

"absolutely" And ofc the younger blushed, he had to.

"so what made u change so much?"

"well, since the day i left, i went to london and started a normal job, but u now i saw people were bulling me, and they tried touching me in wrong ways, but u were not there to protect me so i decided to change, i left my job applied for a new place and changed my hairstyle and tried acting more confident, and even flirted and see now im in a position where i came with hardwork, but others think i slept in beds just because im handsome looking "

He totally understood what his hyung meant, and he meant he missed the younger s lot and wanted his support back then and he is just using a fake personality, he pulled his hyung closer and hugged him, his hyung was left speechless, and just took the comfort, he smelt the same colonel he did bank then the exact scent, of freshly brewed coffee and sight scent of mint, he held the younger shirt from the waist and took a deep breathe, of the sweet fragrance, he loved it.

"You changed your shower gel , hyung?"

"yea, u noticed?"

"yes its more alluring"

And when he realized what he just said, he found his hyung blushing, he saw him crushing his shirt in his fist which were also red like his face, he smiled knowing his hyung is still the same shy person he used to be .

Soon somehow both made ways back to their places, and hoseok came rushing as soon as he saw joon back home and hugged him,

"umm,... h-ho-hobi"

"where tf were u huh?"

" iwas at jin's house"

"atleast infrom me next time"

"yes" and hobi broke the hug.

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"NAMJOOON" a voice yelled as he looked for its source "the chairman is waiting for u outside" he hummed and quickly walked outside he saw the handsome figure standing there huffing and quickly asked him his reason for being here "well, just waiting for u, cant we hang out like others do" he said with a smile, making him laugh, he told him to wait and after packing they left. They literally just strolled casually, with just simple casual conversation, they walked back , to seokjin's place, now it was common for them, they would often had movie nights and slowly it took them time but now would even snuggle into each other...

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It was quiet often, that seokjin found himself staring at namjoon, after all he had fallen for him long back its just he had found himself a man he loved, he just loved him more than anything, he was also a reason he wanted be a better human. Finally, he planned a day they would meet in the same park and he would confess his feelings and meet his results without any hard feelings, he walked him to the bench they always sat. He held namjoon's hand and spoke "i loved u since a long time, idk how maybe because u have always been the one who had stood up for me, joon-ah please accept me and even if "

"umm... hyung....im not sure "

"namjoon...he was your first love but i intend to be your last so please"

"i accept your proposal, but..."

"do u need time?" he nodded and seokjin smiled, he spoke up saying he was fine, and how much he wanted to kiss those lips, but he couldnt, so he specked his forehead as they stood up, he had to tip toe after he was shorter, and he patted namjoon's hairs. And they walked to seokjin's place holding hands tightly. They snuggled but today it was different, namjoon held his waist, and he let his head rest on namjoon's chest while watching the movie.

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Soon they would even cuddle to sleep, and also namjoon moved in with seokjin but they never kissed. Seokjin tried sometimes but namjoon would always somehow skip, and it got more and more frustrating for jin. Then one day while he was waiting for namjoon, he found namjoon had already left, it hurted him not because he left, its because he never felt the extra love and adoration  from namjoon like lovers, yea thats why he was hurt. He quickly left and entered freezing since it was cold winter night, he entered he found namjoon in the kitchen getting the food he had ordered for them today. They ate quite serious in dead silence, seokjin still was willing to wait.Namjoon walked him to their room, and looked into his eyes he spoke "jinnie, my love im sorry i made u wait" and just smashed his lips on his angel pulling him closer, it had taken him by shoke but he kissed back as his hands travelled to namjoon's  hairs and namjoon pushed him on the bed and they did the deed, next morning seokjin woke up with hickies, but he didnt care to hide and namjoon even got them promised rings with words 'namjin' engraved on them. He finally made it public and he even accompanied him to the formal parties.

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.sorry for the long , bad update i will try to improve and it would be great if u guys liked and commented

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