It's Not You It's Me

"OMG!!!" I shouted with my mouth covered by my hands, my eyes closed and my body still. I opened my eyes as to see what was actually there, didnt know that those boys were still there but this time when I saw them they were standing silently like a statue-some guys in fighting posture- some in a dilemma of what they just experienced

and outside the gate it was me, mortified.

The most disturbing thing in that scene was all the guys were-half *****- with just their boxers on. When my senses returned, I shouted in guilt "Shit! I am really very sorry", and ran away in the speed of light. After sometime I stopped, my hands touching the wall on my right.

I panted for a long time, calming myself, taking deep breaths. That was a really embarrassing moment for me, I could have never imagined myslef to be in that kind of utterly akward situation in life. "Oh holy shit! What did I just see" i said in an embarrassed tone, "This wasn't expected by me as my back to school after two days welcome ". Just when i was trying to reconnect myslef from that embarrassment, I heard a deep, loud voice from my back saying, "Hey Kezia, umm... I am sorry.. for what you witnessed just there", I was confused for a moment for what I heard, then I recalled what he said and realised that he was one of the hooligans from the auditorium. I turned back to reply " Its ok it was actually my fau-..", i couldn't believe my eyes when I saw that heaven in front of me.

It was Jack, yes Jack in front of me-shirtless-and with those sexy abs he had, it was like an invitation for me to come and devour that heaven. "No,no it was not your fault, auditorium is a place open to all the students, and we guys... were not even in our clear mind to have realised that we were doing the wrong thing" he said with an akward smile. I looked up making eye contacts with him, a word not coming out of my mouth beacuse of the heaven revolving in my mind, I could feel that my body and face were turning warm and my mouth getting watery. He asked hesitantly "He..hey are you ok?" I returned from my fantasy, shook my head and replied him " Oh yeah i am.... ok! nothing is wrong... i am all fine.." , even though my eyes were contacting his but my sight was wandering down to his abs. AAHH! he was irresistable! I was not even paying attention to him trying to make things clear to me.

He noticed that I was distracted by his body, so he tried to make me focused on him by saying "Hey I am talking to you... dont just stare at my body" , I was totally red when I heard him say that, it made me feel more and more embarrassed. Arghh I was so freaking angry at myslef to have lost focus , I took a deep breath and said "Umm..fu"k it!, we can't do anything aboyt it now so let's just end it here". "Ah.. yeah ok... umm can I ask you something?" he said , "Yeah sure, go for it" , "Did you see ... me in there... i mean particularly... me ? ". I was blinking my eyes constantly, controlling my laughter, nodding sideways to answer him as no. He released a bigh sigh, indicating the sense of being relieved.

Then his face turned serious and showing a bit of concern, "Why did you skip schoo last two days?" he asked, "I ... was not well.. actually I caught a fever.. but I recovered so bo need to worry" I replied with a sense of guilt . Just when he was about to say something-a couple entered- they were having an argument, we heard a part of thier conversation like "Baby listen it's not you it's me" , " I dont know", they both dashed away while having this argument. Something bothered me, I said while being in my own thoughts " Do you know, what does this break up line 'its not you its me' means? what does it refers to.... that he was claiming that he dosent have feelings for her anymore or he was the one wanting to break up, not her?". He replied "I think that its both", I was still lost in my thoughts, he snapped his finger-which brought me back to earth- he asked "Lets go back to class" , I replied "Oh yeah, lets go".

He put on his t-shirt and lead the way back to class, through out the way back, I was just staring at him, carving out every detail of his face like he was painting, that small walk seemed like a beautiful path to heaven and I desired for it to be endless. I was fangirling him!

But-

good moments dont last long, a voice shouted my right "Jack some here!"

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