black and white Suna Rinataro x reader

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He was standing right in front of me looking directly at my eyes as he stepped forward "hey!" He yelled.

^^^What now? He's gonna annoy me again, how am I even friends with this dude anyway? What's worse? i'm inlove with him. I don't know if he feels the same but i'm not hoping he does. Lower your expectations cause that'll hurt you the most."What now rin?!" I asked.^^^

"You finally called me by my first name!" he whispered yelling as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder.

^^^"Gonna annoy me again?" I asked shaking my shoulders "get off me you sleepy bastard your arm's are heavy" I complained.^^^

"Alright, alright" he got his shoulders off me letting out a heavy sigh."I'm sleepy."

"That's your problem not mine"

^^^l walked pass him. He's always sleepy, he even skipped his practices just to sleep.^^^

"Why are you so mean, perhaps you're on your period?" He asked looking at me.

^^^"tsk. Mind your own business mister." I replied giving him a questioning look. How did he even know?...^^^

"I Knew it, you know you can't hide anything from me, I know you well Y/n." He winked " Come with me" he added as he grabbed my hands and pulled me to the convenience store.

^^^"What are we doing here?" I questioned him. "Don't tell me you're gonna ask me to treat you again?"^^^

"Nah...don't worry it's my treat just go grab everything you want..." He answered. He always treat me food when I'm on my period...he always know how to comfort me. He knows me well...stupid man makes me fall for him more.

"Don't look at me like that, it's your treat right?" I asked

^^^"Yeah it is. But it doesn't mean you'll rob the store how will you eat all of those anyway? You're so small yet you eat alot."^^^

"Got a problem with that sleeping beauty?" I gave him a glare... he's seriously getting on my nerves without any better reasons.

^^^"Yeah, yeah...I am beautiful but don't tell them my secret."^^^

"shut up...stop annoying me." He looked at me and gave me one of his rare smile. I've seen him smile alot of times but ofcourse it's just once in a blue moon.

^^^"Mhmm...let's go pay already we'll go somewhere and please stop being cold."^^^

What's with him I thought he doesn't like the park? We would always argue about going to the park though I always win." Don't you want to go to the Riverside?" I asked.

^^^"I would like to but I thought you don't like it there?"how could I not Fall for you if you're like that?...^^^

"Nah... it's fine besides it's peaceful in there"

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^^^"Indeed peaceful" she yelled as she ran towards the bench and sat beside me "It's beautiful Suna, why didn't you tell me?"^^^

"I don't wanna tell you...I wanted to show it to you" I smiled. Damn... I can't stop smiling when i'm with her...

^^^"Tsk. This is my new favorite place! What are we doing here by the way?" She asked.^^^

"I'll tell you after sunset, when the moon rises." I replied looking at the lake.

^^^" Just tell me now...is it important?" ofcourse it is everything about you is important.^^^

"Yeah" I need time to prepare y/n just a few minutes will do. I'm just too weak. Weak when it comes to you. "It's important...but it can wait" I added.

^^^"Well I can't wait..." She's too stubborn, and that's what I like about her.^^^

" Don't be too stubborn and just look at the sunset. I wanna show you how the sun left and the moon rises"

^^^" Is that it? I've seen it a thousand times already!! Now tell me that important thing!" Stubborn right?^^^

" Trust me I don't wanna ruin the moment by telling you the 'important thing' y/n "

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^^^"The sunset is soo beautiful..." Yeah. It is y/n i'm glad you liked it.^^^

..."Beautiful isn't it?" I asked....

"I just said it is." Cold as ever...you never changed y/n I hope you won't.

^^^"Here comes mr. Moon, what's better? The moon or sun?" I like the moon it's beautiful, and it looks so peaceful.^^^

..."I like the star's."...

"Star's are not in the choices dummy." Y/n being y/n she believes star's are always better."

^^^" Nah...you wanna know why?" Ahh! Finally she asked me, I always asked her why she loves the star's though she never answered me.^^^

" Finally, ofcourse I wanna know. I always ask you about it."

^^^" Cause I just love them." That's not even an answer.^^^

" That didn't answer my question" Is that even an answer, I know you love them but why? Cause you just love them?

^^^" I also don't know why...Now tell me that important thing" here it is.^^^

"Mhmm..." I let out a heavy sigh. " I- ohh please I don't know how to say this but...back when we're still kid's do you remember the thing you told me about black and white?"

^^^" Ofcourse how would I forget that? "^^^

" You told me that we ware like black and white we are completely different person."

^^^" Mhmm...turned out I was wrong" she stood up and walked away " Ahh...is this the 'important thing' you're gonna tell me?" She added.^^^

" No but yeah..." Confusing right...I grabbed her wrist as she looked at me " wait... don't leave" don't leave me like this, I still have to tell you how much I love you not just as a friend but more than that.

^^^"Go straight to the point idiot. " I would like to go straight to the point but it's not that easy... this short sentence is hard to say, it's never easy to say.^^^

"Alright You told me that we ware like black and white we are completely different person with different interest. Though we became good friends, we ware great partners, and this happens when we're together. Even though we're black and white you make me smile."

^^^" When we mix black and white it becomes gray. Perfect combination. Y/n I love you not just as a friend but more than that more than anything. Will you willingly give me a chance to be the reason why you would smile, will you give me chance for us black and white to combine and become one until we're gray?"^^^

"you're the reason why I still wanna wake up when i'm on my deep sleep and you're the reason why I wanted to sleep, that's because I always dreamt of you, so why not?" I looked at her blushing saying these words, my heart was beating so fast as if it could never beat again.

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..."Still remember that time, babe?" He asked while looking at the beautiful sunset sitting next to me at the same bench."peaceful isn't it?" He added....

"Mhmm" I nodded. " Don't worry I believe everything will be back to normal, we'll be like that again"

^^^" I would like to see the moon one last time. Take me back to my wheelchair Y/n."^^^

"What are you talking about, 'one last time' no it's not gonna be the last time Suna there's still hope." I looked at him trying to hold my tears as I failed holding it back.

^^^" Don't cry princess just look at the moon, don't look at me. I don't like it when I see you cry." He rested his head on my shoulders as he creases my cheeks.^^^

" You told me that I am the reason why you would always wake up from your deep sleep right? You told me that you want us black and white to be together until we're gray... don't break your promise Suna I still need you."

^^^" We can't always keep our promises Y/n and I never promised you that I will always keep my promise, loosing me could be a reason you'd be broken, but loosing me would also be a reason you'd be fixed. No one is fixed if they've never been broken"^^^

"how will I be fixed if you're the only one who could fix me?" I asked, my voice shaking, tears dripping cheeks wet as Suna wipes them of.

...I looked up the moon shining bright lighting up the dark skies with the stars shining bright like a diamond in the sky...

...I looked at him as I cried, preparing myself to be broken, hoping there's still hope, silence surrounded us I don't want him to go but he could rest but please not in...

...' Peace.'...

^^^"Suna? Did you leave me already?" I asked hoping he would answer.^^^

"No, not yet. Not until you're ready better get ready I can't hold any longer, let me go Y/n holding unto me won't do anything but give you pain when you loose me"

^^^"Stop it your words are hurting me."^^^

"Don't worry y/n, later on you'll hear nothing from me..."

..."Should I set you free?"...

..." Do it willingly...it would only hurt you if you don't "...

..."If you stay you would only suffer by the pain, but if you leave..."...

^^^"That's right y/n I won't feel any pain. But seeing you like this is more painful than the pain I'm feeling right now."^^^

..."Then I'm setting you free."...

..."I love you"...

..." I love you too."...

..."I'm free, be happy."...

..."I wish I could."...

..."You willing"...