The day of Tragedy

go fu*k yourself!! is the only thing I say in my head but can never speak up for my self....

alessia was the name given by my father.my father was always my superhero.we were the happiest family even though we were poor we were still living happily..my father's bestfriend was master of judo his name was john hehe .i use to take classes with his son mark ..well mark lost his mom after his birth so mom and dad use to treat him as there own son was was fun..until one day

I was very sick so my father gave my mom some money and ask her to take me to the hospital..I was crying because I didn't wanted to go to the hospital..he told me that iam his strong girl and he loves me the most ..pushing him I ran to mommy and we left..

after 3 hours when me and mom were back from the hospital I say the door of our house was broken and things were up side down.. after I saw something like red thing coming out of my dad room..I say dad master John and his son mark on the ground blood overflowing them..my mom started screaming to her lungs and I was just staring at them knowing nothing to do..

it's been 10 years since that ancident..

it still looks like something that happened yesterday..after the dead of father master john and mark I lost interest in everything ...Now about school I fail every single class every teacher hates because of my cold attitude..the only thing I still do is my judo..it is the only thing which makes me feel like I am still with my dad..people say you should love yourself but how can do that I am full of my guilts .there is no single day I don't see my mom in pain she try's her best to smile around and all..somehow i can see the loneliness in her eyes...i even try to encourage her to have her second marriage and start a new live she denys everytime..

life always gives you a second chance ..to correct your mistakes you made last time...which I think is a bullshit. because from last 10 yrs I am still stuck on that last chapter when I lost everything...

when I go to school there is guy who is orphan but he smiles and popular among our school he is what I say the perfect child everyone likes him but he pisses me off because somehow I can feel he is facking it all....

mom I headed to school!! saying that l left home and was on my way to school and something heavy hit my back of my head not once but twice and I suddenly fall down .i just saw some big very big guys wearing suit and carry me in to a very luxurious car then I lost my vision and when I got up I can't what I saw.........

TO BE CONTINUED

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