My sad, hurtful and traumatic memories are coming back in my mind while hearing them.
"Do you think you are pretty when you are always so cheerful. You look so ugly!" Bullies told me.
"You look so scary. No one will like you with that attitude! You're so cold and rude! You're like a demon." My mom said and slapped me.
"I don't like you! You're so fat and ugly! What did you say earlier? You like me? I don't like you! Don't expect too much, you'll just hurt yourself." Someone I liked back then said.
"I hate you! You never became my friend. I... don't like you. You are not my friend." I can't remember who told it to me but it really makes my heart ache.
After I remember all of those memories my heart beat faster than it should be, my hands are trembling and I can't breathe normally.
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..."You are feeling sad and lonely but that doesn't mean you're alone."...
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I went outside of our room to catch breath. After it I went back inside again.
Until I sat down, I could still hear teasing from my seatmates and friends Aubin, Eirin and Valletta.
"What did you do? What did you say to to him? Why does he look so scared? You're so awesome, Yelle." My friend Valletta said, smiled and gave me a thumbs-up that made me happy again.
"Hey Ate(big sister) Yelle, why are you still going to school together? Look, you got teased again." Eirin told me.
"I didn't invited him to go with me, he was the one who voluntarily walked with me." My correction to what Eirin told me.
"Okay." She says.
"Let's move on to that topic. We heard the number of your readers increased this week, is that true, Yelle? I'm so proud of you." Aubin said and smiled. Aubin is always very proud of me.
"REALLY?" Shocked Eirin asked me.
"I'm really shocked too, come to think of it. That was just two months ago since she opened an account and then her readers were 5,143 already!" Aubin praised me again.
"Did you already forget it? I'm already writing stories since we are grade 10. It's a good thing that I found out about that app." I told Aubin.
"Girls ,do you know that we are gonna be switching seats?" Eirin's news to us.
"REALLY?" Valletta and I were surprised except for Aubin.
"Didn't ma'am already say it before our school year began? That we will be switching seats in the middle of our 1st sem." Aubin reminded us.
"Oh, right! I forgot! Think about it, we've been together for a few months now and now our devil teacher will just separate us."Eirin told us sadly. Shortly after Valletta spoke, our rude teacher, Ma'am Anastasia Dela Cruz, arrived. "You are emoting as if you are a classmate of ours. Maybe you already forgot that only two subjects can bring you together with us." Valletta said.
[NARRATION]
Eirin is not really our classmate because she's an 'irregular student' or student who does not have a permanent schedule. She was not able to enroll right away because she had a competition in archery at Los Angeles that day.
"I forgot☺️..." Eirin also realized. "If there's someone that should sad about this is the three of us. Aubin, Me and Valletta." I said sadly.
"Speaking of the devil our teacher is here beshies." We all laughed because of what Eirin said.
Ma'am spoke and we're already terrified by the way she is breathing.
"Class, if you remember I said when our class was just starting that we would move seats in the middle of the 1st sem?" Our demonic teacher said. Double-faced teacher.
"Yes ma'am" We answered her question.
"So what are you waiting for? Get all of your belongings and line up outside the room according to the first letter of your first name, move now!" I want to slap her. I just really endure this just to finish my studies.
We immediately took all our belongings and lined up outside the room according to our name since my first name starts with letter K, Lucas is next to me again.
As expected, he's pissing me off again where he is good at.
"Krishyelle, we're beside each other again, isn't this fate?" He teased me. Fate, my foot ...
"Stop talking to me. If you want, you can talk to yourself. I don't want to waste my time talking to you." I really don't know why so many people are liking him, yes he is handsome, but he is ve~ry weird.
Moments later, Lucas and I were told to sit beside each other in the middle seat.
Is this a cursed day? Is it 'Friday, the 13th' today? Why am I so unfortunate today?
"I really don't like this day." I said in a whisper but Lucas still heard it.
"Why is this the day you don't like the most?" He asked me as if he did not know my answer yet. "This is my worst day because we moved seats and you were next to me, are you satisfied?" We talked while sitting in the chair.
"It's a good thing that we swapped seats, our class became just half of a day and that whole half day the thing that we just did is switching seats, hahahahaha." He even can laugh in front of me after what happened to John earlier.
"Who told you we were half-day?" I asked him about that.
"Our classmates." 'Classmates' maybe your gang said it.
"We're not half day crazy, you're believing in your friends again!" I kicked him.
"You are already cold-hearted, you are also acting like a lesbian." He told me.
WHAT?
"What? I just kicked you then I'm already acting like a lesbian?" I said aloud.
"That's what lesbians do!" He shouted louder as well as prof. we have also heard.
He's such a racist...😓😓😓
"Vierby...Parrish why don't you share us what you two are talking about?" Sarcastic statement by our professor.
This woman is really an attention-seeker, I'm so sick of her. I said in my mind.
I turned my back on Lucas and ignored him.
A lot minutes later....
The bell rang thrice..."It's lunch time!" My classmate shouted.
My friends and I went straight to the cafeteria, and lined up to order our food from a robot.
"One beef steak...uhhhmm...oh let me think...ahhhh." The very annoying ordering of my most annoying classmate, Atthalie. Her way of ordering food is so different from mine. "One serving of adobo, as well as carbonara...thank you." That's how to order, I pretended that I'm talking to a real person, not a robot. Not like my classmate.
Since it's already year 2054, almost everything is high tech. all over the world. More and more people don't want to work outside the home anymore because almost all of today's jobs are called work-from-home. Many things have also been invented such as various types of phones, Holoplayer, many more. Included in those new technologies are the E-cooker, E-diswasher, They all starts in letter E. Then the AIs now look like people, so you never know if the people you talk to outside are really human.
'Ahhhh...uhhhhm', what did she order there 'uhhhhm'? I said in my mind.
After I ordered I went to the table where my friends were sitting.
"Why are you frowning Yelle?" Aubin asked me.
"Atthalie is very annoying even when ordering food." I ate my food at the same time. "'Ahhhh ... uhhhm...'" I imitated Atthalie.
"You're really crazy. You're not used to her yet?" Said Eirin.
"She is so annoying." I said angrily. "Are her parents not annoyed with her?" I asked.
"She's their daughter, of course they're not." Said Eirin.
"She's like that because she's an 'only child'!" Valletta inserts. "Wow! The person that is not 'only child' said..." We sarcasticaly said. "Duh! Correction, I'm not as annoying she is!" She defensed herself.
"Tsss." We said.
"How was your archery competition yesterday, Eirin?" Aubin asked her. "Of course I won gold medal, as usual." She bragged to us about her gold medal.
"Wow! You are so good at archery." Aubin said and smiled to Eirin.
"Someday, Eirin teach me that sport." Said Valletta.
"DON'T!" The three of us shouted at the same time. "Why?" Valletta asked. "Hey girl, you are already beautiful and rich, if you are also talented...you are already 'perfect. Aren't you already a race driver?" I interjected.
'EX-race driver!" She said aloud.
"Wow! The person that is not rich, beautiful and talented said...." The three of them told sarcasticaly at me. "I'm not that pretty!" I shouted.
Suddenly my friends were stunned and looked to my left side.
Why are these three looking at me?
"'Not that'? You're so beautiful." Someone sat beside me and spoke.
I looked at my left side...
The one next to me is Lucas, this guy is going to make noise again.
"Ayiiieee ..." My friends teased me.
"야...닥처!(Ya...dak-cheo)!" (Hey...shut up!) I pointed my spoon at my friends.
"Here we go again...왜 그래(wae geurae)? (What wrong?)" They said while their mouths were in O shape. My friends are talking to me in Korean Language.
"What language is that?" Lucas asked.
"He doesn't know even Hangugeo?" Valletta said to me in inaudible way. I just frowned.
"Ahh...Hangugeo is the name given to the Korean Language." Aubin explains. "Ahh...okay!" Lucas said with a smile.
"Why are you here? ' I asked aloud. "Nothing. I just want to eat with you." I don't know if he's making my heart flutter or he is just annoying me.
"Ayiee, they're seating beside each other at class and eating together too." Eirin teases me. "Eirin!" I glared at her. "Sorry ate." She was suddenly quiet, she might have realized that I was older than her.
I'm already pissed of him. "Hey, stop talking like that, and can't you please just stay away from me?" I shouted and people looked at me again.
"I've lost my appetite." I got up from my seat and he suddenly grabbed my hand. "WHAT!" I shouted.
"Did I do something wrong again?" He asked me. (he's still holding my hand)
"Ahhh...before there was nothing but now there is." I said. "What?" He asked, I looked at my hand that he's holding and he finally let go of me. "Enjoy sitting there. Sit as long as you want." I left.
Even though I was leaving I could still hear what they were talking about. "What's wrong with Yelle?" He asked my friends. "We don't know." I put my tray in the sink and went straight to the room.
A few minutes passed and my friends and Lucas already came back.
(The class started...again)
"As what I told you yesterday...." (Our professor is discussing)
Lucas is staring at me again like crazy...
Like I said earlier, he was right next to me and this day is very ugly for me, it is the worst. Now I am at home and until now I'm thinking about the ugly things that happened to me.
To get rid of those memories in my mind, I just read again on *******. It always relieves my stress for the whole day and I am chapter 43 in doing this.
Now I am reading the drafts I have made on *******.
"What can I do to see him, to see her again......?" (My draft)
I really don't know why my brain is always blocked out every time I read my drafts but my real problem now is that I still can't finish what I'm writing.
I'm really sleepy so I'll go to sleep now and I'll just do this tomorrow since it's Saturday. So I'll just cool my brain now and use it so much tomorrow.
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...ALL THE EVENTS OR THINGS THAT THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS ARE ALL PRODUCTS OF THE AUTHOR'S IMAGINATION....
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