Chapter 5

She loves nature because it can give her peace, her soul can feel the beauty around her and she could feel that she can talk to trees and plants when she go around the trees. But she was also not allowed to see the nature I don't know what god has decided for but for now she can always feel that god has always decided worst for her . She has always seemed that life because of her introvertness she lost the thing called trust she could feel that someone was squeezing her heart and making it suffer the pain

One night sitting on a rooftop and staring the glittering thing the stars she argued something that made me feel better for she said that she think she has is fallen for someone who used to live in her neighborhood and his name is Charles .I could sense how happy she was when she talked about him .But she was not knowing that it was just a attraction sooner Or later she would be more hurt when she would know that was attraction . At that time I was also not knowing this but when Charles moved out out to another place. Now she got broken she and was deeplyhurt because she was left behind once again after he left. She discovered it was not only attraction but also one sided love she want it overcome everything but soon she met with an accident and had a leg fracture she was taken to the hospital her parents were called and the doctor asked her 2 month full bedrest her parents asked a nurse to take care of her for the next two months .Her parents were not blaming the truck driver because he was being drunk and driving recklessly but slammed her for getting injured . It's funny but true she was already suffering from the pain of being left alone and now she has to go through the accident . what a good luck she has got I was thinking about this. She started hating herself for being like this . Now she cannot go out at least before the accident she could keep herself busy ,she could go out and enjoy with herself at least she can pretend to be happy for some time but now she was caged in the four wall now she cannot talk to anyone she can now only do one thing she can only see the butterflies flying across the window of the room. Since that time butterflies and stars became her life time favourite she loved the stars because whatever happened they will appear in the dark Sky with its sparkling shine and would stay high so no one can touch it thats what she liked about it. But now she was only left with butterflies now she can't see stars also she cannot go to the rooftops with me to share things

Shee was crying at night and smiling in the mornings it was like heavy ways appear at night and in morning it was all silent in the ocean .

Time passed now she can walk on her own . Now she can see stars with which make the her smile the most .While she was watching the stars in the sky and was smiling but from inside she was broken ,scared of everyone and specially of the fake people .

After weeks of recovery she found out that her parents had asked amale teacher to give her some private tuition. I think the teacher was about only 20 years and he was friendly also he could sense that how introvert she was so he wanted her to speak more . No one knows that she used to write secret Diaries in that diary she use to write all the thoughts ,feelings ,her happy and sad moment sometimes also about write about the future things but one day accidentally her private tuition teacher found that diary while she was solving questions . As soon as she notice she snatched the diary from the teacher and put it back to its original place but it was a bit late the teacher already readed what she wrote in it.

The next day she again tired to get the diary but this time she was cautioned and has already moved the diary from where it was . After he went back she thought what would she do if her parents find the diary. She was thinking hard but was not getting what she has to do suddenly she heard a voice in her brain coming from inside to go throw away the diary so no one can find it.

The next day she went out and through the diary in the garbage which was going to be recycled.

After throwing the diary she was a bit relaxed but also a bit upset also because that diary contained some memories of a past some beautiful memories now she couldn't go through that beautiful memories anymore and couldn't smile while reading it.

The same day the teacher was again going through the place where the diary was but he can't find it so he asked her she smiled and said in a polite manner that she is not having it anymore and she also don't know where it is now because she threw away the diary ."

The teacher asked her if she wanted to share anything to him she can feel free to share whatever is in her mind but she didn't find it appropriate to talk about her private stuffs due to some problems soon he left teaching her now she was free but the only thing she missed was a way of his teaching she is still used to miss the teacher because of his easy ways of teaching her because of him she can we can easily go through any subject .

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