Chapter 3

In the group of friends there were three boys and two girls .

Jimmy was tallest one and hella funny type , James was a bit arrogant but was friendly , Robert was a hard working and good at studies , Sammy was a bright student with a high sense of fashion and technologies. Sammy is always all crazy about latest technologies but was a bit proud of herself that she the richest among the all .

In there company her time passes by slowly .When she was with them she use to be her real self . She was more close to Robert because they were childhood friends. Robert use to live in her neighborhood only. They were classmates also . She was the first one to approach Robert . They use to sit next to each other both of them were growing up together looking at them one can say that Robert was her Oppa (in Korean Oppa means elder brother).

Until the day Robert just changed his neighborhood because his dad got the transfer to another town .

The day he left since then she was scared , she was afraid of making new friends because she use to think that everyone will abandon her . After Robert left , the rest of the friends also started to avoid her .

It was the worse time for her because she was so miserable after Robert moved out and her friends also abandoned her she was left all alone until the day she met a girl who made her realize that not everyone will be the same , not every friend will leave her . The girl and she became so close that they spend most of their time with each other.They both knew each other's every little secret either it was about their mom dad or their friends. She was now becoming better in the girl's company and now also she she started making new friends. Although she has got many friends but she only has one faithful ,real and true friend that was the girl. While she was making new friends she also came across a classmate from her primary school. They both use to be classmates for years but suddenly she changed her school so they were not anymore together.

After almost six years they again met. Now the girl, she and her her new friend the boy from primary school were the only friends that she was having . The girl and the boy was always by her side in every situation whatever it was , even if it was difficult then also they both stayed her side . Although they were always by her side but still she was unable to share somethings to them that was slowly slowly killing her inside only . She was getting the love but not the love , trust and understanding she wanted . She always use to ask herself why are you like this , why are you afraid and of what are you afraid of . Just being abandoned , avoided by everyone are you afraid of this then just die like this only .

There were so mang questions like this. That was eating her up and letting her die slowly slowly. As the time passing by she was developing a hobby or should I call it a habit of crying at nights and giving fake smile and pretending to be happy. Her inner heart was knowing what she has become . She was slowly developing thanatophobia (a fear of loosing everything either it's their loved ones or anyone else ). It was not that serious so she took it as granted she knew that she can be cured but decided to stay silent .

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