The little girl wanted to ask her mother ,"Mom , Why were you just standing there ?
Why didn't you not argued to dad that I am not wrong ?
Why are you doing this dad ?
I am not wrong, please don't treat me like this , dad why don't you try to understand me a little bit ,am I that bad in your eyes ? "
There were thousands of 'Why' but to that thousands there were no answers not even to a single one .
She was desperately searching for the answers to prove herself wrong but found no answers. Time flies but somethings never changes that's her questions that were still unanswered.
She was growing under the tender shades of love but not understanding .
I still remember at her tenth birthday she was playing around her little brother and suddenly her brother broke her favorite barbie doll that was gifted by her grandmother. Seeing this she became angry and scolded him while she was scolding him her father overheard the conversation and came to her and slapped her and said if you don't want to destroy your birthday then behave properly around .
She said to her father ,' dad this wasn't my mistake he was the one who broke my doll ." Her father in anger saud you will never change yourself always arguing with your elders and will never accept that you were wrong .
That words hurt her more than her broken doll.
I think with the broken doll she was also broken only some pieces of her were together otherwise she was all broken like that doll.
After her father left she ran desperately towards the bathroom and locked herself .
She laid her back against the wall and slowly slowly slipped towards the floor . She pulled her head towards her bended knees and toom the support of her arms and then slowly slowly the tears rolled down her eyes as if just like the water running down the mounts her tears can't stop . She wanted to know why did again this happen to her , she was not wrong then why did her dad scolded ?
I was watching her closely by being by her side but couldn't do anything accept consoling her .
She said to herself that ,'Dad didn't scold her he just asked her to behave properly.' But she was knowing that she was just trying to make herself comfortable by lieing to herself but deep down she was hurt badly she wanted to ask her father why only her , Why didn't he just scolded him and so many things but again she choose to stay silent and keep it to herself and bear the pain alone.
At that time she was all alone and a mindful of questions was not knowing how to face those questions that were trowing her apart .
A small young mind full of disastrous questions can either let you to change yourself or either you yourself only changes you .
Although it's a bit funny but at that moment she thought that she was adopted because those unanswered questions let her think that her parents are always abandoning her.
Well this thought is much similar to mine when I was young .
She has few friends whom she thinks that they will always be by herside .She use to enjoy there company . They use to study together, have fun together , play together, have lunch together and many more .
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kid needs therapy 😭😭😭😭
2023-01-16
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2021-09-20
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