Ep.1 Ina / Seraphina

"Ina! , can you pls just let us decide for you just once " Ina's mother from the other line commanded and races her voice

"But mom you know I'm already 18 and i can already decide for my self right?im doing that for 2 years straight now " I replied to my mother who was in the another line making a decision where school will i go for my 12th grade

i mean yeah it's okay they're still my parents but .. hun i live by my own for 2 years and counting without complaining about my school because im really doing great ,I'm even an A student ,that's why im confuse they want me to transfer all of a sudden ,im really being okay with my school

"I know hun ..but plss let mommy decide for you right now pls?,this prestigious school is really great for you ,and plus u can also enjoy in this University"she replied ,while I'm still thinking if i will agree with my mom, idk i feel different

"I'll think about it mom pls ,just come to my school on friday there's an awarding for 11th grader DEAN's listers and honors " i replied to her making our topic be cool again and make her realise that I'm still good at my current school

"Yes i will ina , and pls decide quickly I've already enrolled yo- ,oh god this fuckin tongue " my mom just slips on what she was saying making me shock

"you what?! , my god mom ,why ! i thought you'll wait for me decision!,i didn't know you decided already!" I replied to her with quite some anger in a high pitch tone of my voice , i mean she should ask me first like ..omygod .. i really like this school ,im so comfy with this i made a good real friends and family here ..I'm so not ready but what can i do ,parents is parents ,we should still obey ,and i think after all the freedom they gave me.. i think this will be an enough pay for it ..

The call has already ended makin' me feel so fuckin sad cause guess what i also should change place cause the University is so far from my apartment so i need to change place and new environment ... AGAIN

I really am shock by this fuckin news ,what if I'll never make some friends again ,plss it is so fuckin hard for me to socialize and made some real family ,but what can i do I'm already enrolled and will come to my new apartment after the awarding

i still can't figure out how can i tell this to my friends in school ,it's like running away to your home and i feel like I'm gonna burst because of sadness and anger .. idk ..it is so hard for me , i love it here , i want to be here ,this is my comfort place ,this is where i learn to be independent and how i love my self ,how will i live this place ,when i marked this as my home already! i mean how

i burst out of tears while thinking all the thoughts on leaving this place which i really love and made it as my home

TIME SKIPS..

It's already friday ,the awardiing day and moving day

I already wore my uniformbfor the very last time and fix my self nad drive my car heading to my school

The awarding was great and boring at the same time but yah it's okay , i didn't say goodbye to anyone even my bestfriend Claire ,cause i feel like i will hurt hee by telling it ,maybe I'll juat leave in a silence ,without anyone knowing

I thought to my self while packing all my things and leave this house where i am in for 2 years , i also quited all my part time jobs in here ,since my new University and place will be far

after packing my things a car already came to fetch me and carry my bags , two men in a suit , obviously mom's men / body guard came in to my house and get my packed things

they already started driving and just following their car while dricing my own ,of course I insist to drive my own ,what do you expect me to do get in to their csr and just stare the window .. nahh hun i like driving on my own it helps me to chill most of the time

And the trip is just 2 hours ,to short and boring for me , if i can only escapw on this situation ,if only

hi this will be the end of it plss enjoy and support me

im sorry if there's any typos and grammatical errors ,I'll edit it all later on after finishing the whole book or story

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