chapter one, You again...

Rozita can you hear me? I’ll always find you. You can’t shut me out. I’m part of you. It doesn’t matter how far you run I’m always going to be in you....there’s no escape I’ll find a way to take you over somehow then you’ll die a quick painless death…. Unless of course, you fight against me...

Rozita wakes with a start in a cold sweat. What was that? She thinks to herself. Her roommate still asleep across the room whimpers in her sleep. It's so cold in this place.

Next month is the start of a new school year at the same school. Next month we could both be auctioned off to be lab rats. That's the tradition at our school after all. I shiver at the thought of that. I swore to protect Lily. If she becomes a lab rat what will I do, how can I protect her then? I’d rather die than see that happen.

I get up and make breakfast for the two of us like I promised her I would. The scarred past she has is not as bad as mine but still bad. I hate that she’s five years older than me but I’m still more mature than her. I’m the one that has to go get her from parties when she's drunk. I’m the one that has to watch money and stuff. I don’t know how she would be without me.

The room we are in is small. Big enough for two beds a TV and a desk the kitchen is one of the biggest rooms in the house with a stove and fridge and sink and an island with chairs and a counter it's very modern. It has a cute window over the sink. The living room just has a couch and TV and a couple of paintings. it's simple, all the rooms in this house are.

I’ve been having dreams about her lately. Not Lily. The thing my dad gave me when I was young, not that I know him, The demon in mind, my body, my soul, the one that makes me thirsty for blood when she’s awake. The one I CANNOT CONTROL. It’s in my head all night. Makes me feel pain and shiver and hide in a corner from everything around me, including the stairs, the air I breathe every day, and all humanity.

At night all I hear is her, the demon that controls me at night. She won’t let me wake till she has fallen. The things I see in my mind are terrible things, not even the strongest mind could withstand the fear that comes and goes, the nightmares are endless. She just won’t stop. I can’t even control my own mind when she has awakened.

All night I battle with her in a never-ending cycle till we both fall from exhaustion. It will never end unless she is killed, but there’s no way that can happen without killing MY soul. aswell I hope none who read this will have to go through what I have because IT WILL NEVER END it's still happening to my friends and family.

My own twin has to be in a mental hospital because of what she’s done to herself because the voice inside her head she almost killed her. She is now getting treated from it, but what none of them know is that the medicine is making it worse, for not unless the demon is destroyed will the voice stop. For not until she dies will her pain stop.

Will the pain ever stop for me? Will I ever be free from the devil in the mind? Hmmmm, maybe.

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