After a short break , Youngho ultimately makes it to school.
"So how are you feeling right now, Mr. hero?"
"Hey, stop mocking me like that. I'm good enough now."
"Oh, I see...Mr.hero"
"heyyyyyyyyy,SERI!!!!! "
Youngho stops yelling as Jiho enters the class.
"Hey, Jiho... what's up?"
"I've solved the problems for you, Yeona, have a look."
"Oh!!! Thanks a lottttttttt, dear..."
DEAR?!!!!!!!!!
Youngho yells inside,"What right does she have to call him that?! She must be crazy & why the hell is Jiho smiling like a fool?!"
"Hey, buddy ,don't make that face. It seems that you're gonna kill her."
"I'll SURELY DO IT it if I get a chance ever!"
Seri kinds of drag him to his seat for the sake of Yeona who doesn't even know about this whole thing.
But suddenly Yeona comes to Youngho & says ," Jiho told me to give you this."
That black umbrella!!
Youngho sits there all shocked & even forgets to thank Yeona.
There is a storm forming inside him... A storm of a bunch of questions...
"Am I really a stranger to him? Is it so hard for him to give that umbrella by himself? He also hates me, right? Am I that bad as a person? "
This questions are seeking the answers inside his mind but don't get one. It only makes his heart heavy. He can't handle the situation. He can't handle himself. He can't ... He wants to hide his feelings from Jiho, from everyone in this world. He wants to hide himself in a corner. But he can't.... That's why the cloud inside him hide itself to resist the rain through it.
"Hey, are you okay? Youngho?!"
"Seri, I want to be alone right now."
"Who said you that you can get everything you want? I'm not leaving you. I can't..."
Youngho can't resist anymore. He starts crying....
"Seri, why do they hate me? Am I that bad? Jiho also hates me..."
"Stop crying. Even though the whole goddamn world is in another side, I'll always be by your side. I'll always be."
"Thanks Seri. You're the only one I have."
"Now, stop crying..."
"Okay"
Although the clouds inside him get clearer but the agony remain the same. He can't stop thinking about Jiho. He wants to resist his feelings towards him. All of his confidence starts to decrease from "I love him" to "I like him".
But, love isn't easy to handle. It's like drugs. It will make one yarn for it. It's like a habit, one that none will want to correct it whether it's good or bad. It's a storm of thousands feelings together. It makes the heart win over the brain. It gives us hope & the reasons to live.
Youngho isn't an exception.He can't deny his feelings cause they are irresistible. Although he can't let the other person know about this still he wants to bury his feelings deep inside of his heart.
That love of him for Jiho gives him the ultimate confidence. Confidence on his feelings & on HIMSELF....
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Comments
Bts__galaxy_7
this is some deep shit! 🥺
2022-09-16
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Hiya (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧
Thank you for reading my story😊
2021-10-11
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a rAndOm kid
why there are no comments,, it's dam good..!!
2021-10-10
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