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After I have gone out of my grand mother's house...My face is full of smile...

The smile which hides the darkest pain..And the smile which no one will understand...

I looked on my wristwatch**

Oh shoot! Its 6:30 am nah...I will be late for school!

And I run as soon as I would reach my home...

**25 minutes have passed**

Huff*Huff*

**Creak**

I opened the door easily and my face is full of confusion..Why is'nt it locked?

And I felt emptiness as I have gone inside the house...I looked around finding my mother...

Mother!Mother!

I shouted**

My heart started to beat fast again**

Huff**Huff**

I looked over here,over there,and i looked on all the rooms but no one answered...I looked my mother's room and what I only saw is an..

empty cabinet...

I- dont know what to do now...

Mother she?she left me...

I sitted on the floor because my body feels so heavy....My face started to tear up again..

I knew it..My mother?...She never really cared for me..

Fuc* this hopes...What do I hope for?..I waited for nothing...

Ha! I smiled...I really knew my life has no point..It is really hopeless..

And then..I get up and suit myself getting ready for school...

I have gone out walking to the school and things never change..Same feeling,Same vibes...Nothing ever change..

And yeah..That is my world...I grew up having no friends..

And I grew up feeling no love around me....

This things will never change..

Everything stays the same and will always be the same...

School Bell rings**

I go inside my classroom with my classmates ignoring and having no care on me...

The teacher goes inside the classroom*

Teacher:Okay Class,We will have an activity today..But before we will do this activity..You will find a partner first..So you are 30 and everyone will have their own partners...Is that clear?

The class respond*

Class: Yes teacher!!

And me,who hates having partners because I know no one will make a partner with me-

My girl classmates:

:Ahhh!!

:Is'nt it our class president Qian Yi?

:Where is he going?Is he finding a partner?

:President Qian!!Choose me please!

I was staring blankly in the air....Until someone-

:Hey miss,

And then I was shocked when I see Our Class President standing in front of me..

I respond on him*

Ye-Yes?

Class President:Do you have a partner on our activity already?He smiled gently**

:Uhmm..No I dont have..

Class President:You are Luna,Right?Can I be your partner on our activity?If yoy want..I wont force yoy..

:Uhmm...Yeah,Sure!Of course**I smiled bitterly**

Class President:Okay Luna,Lets have a lunch together..shall we?

:Ohh haha..okay..

Class President:That is a deal then!See you**He winked at me**

**What the hell is wrong with this guy?**

And as soon as he leaves,

My sharp-tounged classmates started to gossip again-

:Isnt that Luna? Why would our President interested in her?

:Yeah,there is nothing special on her

:Hmmph...I am even more beautiful than her..

:Shush!!Lower down your voices!She will hear us!

While me...

**Its not my fault and I dont even like him..Hmm..Nevermind..I will just ignore them..**

To be continued**

Character's Information:

Name:Qian Yi

Birthdate:August 3 2003

Age:17

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