Episode 2

This time I thought I'd do something a bit different compared to all the other times but I think it's going to be a bit more expensive than every other time too. I know my parents are going to get mad but I'm going to do it either way. No child has ever seen me under my disguise of Ms Claus, I know if they saw me they'll not even want my presents, they might even be disgusted by me.

Even so what I like about kids is that they are cheerful and pure, unlike the people of the world with impure thoughts, children are rather delightful. They remind me of something like a cheerful ball, so cute and cheerful and they never fail to make me smile. They give me a sense of true happiness and light in my dark and rather gloomy world.

This time I decided I'd rent out a smaller place because it's just me anyway. I had to arrange my plans carefully so that I can take kids from many orphanages as I can and make them have the greatest Christmas season ever. It would be great if I had someone to share my story with. No. Rather my miserable life with but I had no one. I was practically Ms Lonely.

Well, the first day of surprising the kids came along and I looked gorgeous in Ms Santa's outfit, though I knew how ugly I was under my beard. Somehow. I looked more womanly, I would say, But it didn't change the fact that I was still ugly. In my parents eyes I'm practically an ugly, spoilt and selfish brat who spends off thousands of dollars of hard work on myself. In others eyes I'm a mean and rude girl whose basically hated by everyone. I had no friends and even if I had a family, I was their biggest disappointment.

Life goes on and on like a cycle, the same routine everyday and my life too spun like a wheel round and round with me doing the same things everyday. This time I'm showing the kids the best Christmas they'll ever have. I know I can't change everyone's opinion about me but I would try to live a memorable life that I'd be proud of and can proudly call mine. It's not easy to ignore all the judgements people have on you, especially not the judgements your parents have on you, when they throw their harsh words right onto your face as if you don't feel a thing. It's hard but knowing that I can put a smile on the face of many kids delights me, makes me want to do it more, it's like the only thing I now live for and I will go by it for as long as I can.

"Ho ho ho everyone!" The children were so happy to see me and I was happy to see them, actually more than happy. They were my only sauce of happiness. "Ms Santa your here this year too! I love you so so so much!" One of the little dumplings shouted and came running towards me and hugged me tight. The only place that I hear "I love you" is from these adorable little wizards who cast countless spells upon my soul. "Awww! I love you too! And you !And you! And you! You know what guys!? I love all of you!" These moments are the best moments I've ever had in my life. When they all came and hugged me with their tiny hands, I was happy to the extent of crying. I've never gotten so much love before and I love these kids for showing me love and giving me happiness.

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