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Chapter 5

"Belle, welcome home! Where is Felix, he doesn't come with you?"

I shake my head. I am too tired to talk. I am not in the mood to explain why he doesn't come back home with me.

"Xander, I am too tired. Can you make dinner tonight?"

I ask him. Please say yes, please say yes.

"Okay, Belle,"

He said and I kiss his chin as usual. He kiss my forehead.

"I will take a bath. I love you,"

I said, and he nods. Dissapointed that he didn't reply to me back, but maybe he is just tired.

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I am so glad that I finally can wash myself. Water that goes down my body is relaxing.The bathroom smell like Xander, which is what I like the most.

Suddenly, I remembered Daisyla question.

BEFORE....

"You smell like us, Arbelle,"

"Of course, what do you expect me to smell like?"

Daisyla shakes her head and says,

"No.What I mean, the smell of pure. Untouched. You are already 22. It is impossible Xander hasn't touch you yet,"

I laughed. I look at her, straight in the eyes. But she is right, I am still a ******. I just shut my mouth, and didn't say anything. And just like that, I changed the topic.

End of flashback

"He marked me since 7 years ago. He never touched me once. Is he not interested in me anymore?"

I cried. Yeah, who would even like me? I left him, he probably still mad.

"Belle, have you finished? I already cook some food. Father called me through mind link, I won't be able to have dinner with you. Bye,"

Before I can answer him, he already get out from our room. He even didn't add me in mind link. Not to say family and pack mind link. Am I really one of this pack?

I look at the foods in front of me. All of it is vegetables. Cabbage, spinach, brocolli.

Yeah. He won't even let me have fried chicken, he says I will be fat. Won't he like me anymore if I am fat?

My stomach is killing me. But I really don't have any appetite seeing such food in front of me. Even my wolf is dissapointed with her mate.

I look in the fridge and I aim for milk. I take it and pour it in a glass. I drink milk and bread for the night.

I am waiting for him to come back.

It is already past twelve, and he still doesn't arrive. I just let out a sigh. Then, I go to our room and take a good nap.

........

When I wake up, I see Xander is sleeping in a couch in our room. I look at him. Sad. My wolf is struggling to get out to hug him, but I don't have the mood. I wash myself and I cook breakfast.

I hear him walking down the stairs, probably hungry as well. He opens the fridge.

"Good morning, bae,"

I said, and he didn't reply while he looks at his box of milk which is in his hands.

"Did you drink my milk?"

I nod my head. He won't be mad if I did that, right?

"Seriously? Arbelle, this is mine! Why would you drink it?"

I widened my eyes, didn't believe he will scold me because I drank his SO DAMN PRECIOUS MILK.

"It is just milk. Don't be mad,"

He looks at me. He has bags under his eyes. He seems tired.

"I am sorry. Xander, you look tired. Are you okay?"

I come closer to him and want to touch his face.

"Don't fucking touch me, Arbelle,"

He looks at me with his mad eyes. Seriously?

"I am sorry I drank your milk. Okay? But you look tired, you seemed lack of sleep. Do you have any problems, bae?"

I touch his face, slowly. He pushes me far from him.

"Xander, that hurts!"

"What?! Huh? You have been goofing off with my own brother, hanging out with him everyday. What kind of slut you are? Everyday, every single fucking time you would act like you don't have a fucking husband. What do you think I am?"

I look at him, hurted.

"Bae, I-"

"What? Huh?! You don't even act like a future Luna, I don't know what the hell fate sees in you that you will be the future Luna,"

I growled. I can't hold it anymore, my wolf is hurt, and so do I.

"You don't talk to me like that, Xander,"

He growls back. Showing 'ALPHA IN THE BUSINESS'.

I growled, challenging him. He looks at me, his eyes is full with hate.

He growls back, and again, I lose. I am afraid of him. Thinking I will go somewhere and relax my mind, I walk pass him.

He pulls my wrist.

"And where do you think you are going?"

"To find Felix,"

"Him again? Don't make me mad, Arbelle. You must have seduced him. He had touched your body, right?!"

Is that how he thinks I am? A stripper that will fetch men including her own brother in law?

"So what?! At least he is not a bastard like you!"

I yelled to him, letting all of my anger out. He SLAPS me before he realizes what he did. I look at him with widened eyes.

"Oh God, I am sorry, I shouldn't have said that. Is that hurts?"

I cry, really really didn't expect he would have slapped me.

"Belle, I am sor-"

I whimper, tears fall down my face. To my surprise, the whimper was not from me, but from my wolf. My heart is aching.

His left hand touch his chest while his right hand touch his face. Ouh, I forgot that our mate can feel our pain. **** that mate bond, now he only see me as a broken girl. Well, shamelessly,

I am.

"Is this how bad you are hurt? Ar-Arbelle, I am sorry,"

He wants to touch my hands, but I walk away from him while still whimpering.

"You don't love me anymore,"

I said to him, his face is showing pain. Yeah, while he hurts me more.

"I-I am sorry, Arbelle,"

"No, shut up, shut up, shut up!!!!!!"

I put my hands on my ear, refusing to hear anything that he says. Still crying, I just close my eyes, hoping myself to feel better.

"I am sorry. Please,"

He comes closer to me and hugs me. I want to refuse, but he holds my waist slowly that I can feel spark. Damn, THAT ANNOYING MATE BOND.

"I was angry because I have a lot of works and accidentally let out my anger to my pretty and beautiful mate,"

He says and kiss my forehead.

"I was mad and jealous that you hang out with Felix more than me,"

He says and kiss my nose.

"I said you are not suitable to be the future Luna because I was blinded and forget how much effort you have give to the pack,"

He says and kiss my left cheek.

I hate to say this, but everytime he kisses me on different spot, I would close my eyes and enjoyed it so much. When his lips is not on the spot anymore, I will look in his eyes and wait for his lips to reach a different spot.

"I slapped you because I was foolish and blind that I forgot how important you are to me,"

He says and kiss my right cheek.

"I said sorry because I really mean it and I promise I will never do it again because I love you so much that I can't bear of the thought losing you,"

He says and pulls me to his deathly, annoyingly attractive and long kiss.

I take a long time before I close my eyes and finally kiss him back. Tears are falling down my face, love the attention he is giving to me. My hands are on his ***** chest, while his hands are holding my waist.

He pulls back and I still close my eyes. I can feel he stares at me. I open my eyes slowly and look at him in the eye. His thumb wiping my tears.

"I love you. I love you so much, my pretty mate,"

He says and kiss me again. I give up. He just know how to make my anger go away.

I pull my head, stop the kiss and says,

"I love you too,"

Saying that and I kiss him. He seems enjoying it, but so do I, so it doesn't really matter.

He kisses me and finally....He pushes me to the wall and kiss my neck. I love it. I love eveything that he is doing.

"Can I?"

He asks me and I nod my head. Then, I kiss him. What? Jealous?

"I love you,"

I said and he nods his head.

"I love you more,"