chapter 4

Its 6:30 am and I woke up before the alarm went off. And opened my wardrobe.

I took my blue jeans skirt, and a white loose blouse on top. I put on a little mascara, and some blush. I didn't really like make up. But I like to look a little fresh.

I picked up my phone to check the notifications

And i see a 3 missed calls and a massaged, send at 3 am.

Felix😺:

I can't make it too school.😞

^^^Me:^^^

^^^I hope that everything is fine?^^^

Felix 😺:

Yeah. Just some family coming over from afar.

^^^Me:^^^

^^^Alright text me when you need something.🙃^^^

Hmm i didn't even know that Felix hath family from afar. There is probably a lot i don't know about.

How long have we actually been friends? Well i can ask him some questions when we meet again.

I asked Jenna to bring me home since i didn't hath a Felix to pick me up.

~First class~

I said in the back, since Felix wasn't here today. And class was pretty boring. Normally Felix would crack a joke or two. Or make the professor go crazy. He was the best debater you would've met. But today i was all alone. I actually don't have that many friend... I actually have only Felix.

I tried to make friends, but people think that I'm to cold. Im very sarcastic and only Felix seems to be okay with it.

Why do people let making friend look so easy, when in reality its not. A lot of people talk to you and ask you how you are. But do they really care about you? Do they really wanna listen to what you have to say? Or do they just do it to be polite.

"Hey Clara, i noticed that Felix didn't come. Do you wanna join us, so you could at least have some company." She said with a smirk.

I know that she was making fun of me.

She was happy that Felix wasn't here.

I hated Melodia with a passion.

"Do I look like I need you to keep me company " I said with a cold voice and the cold face i hath.

I took my bag and walked in the direction of the door, I turned around and gave her a small smile and said

" You really know how to make my day. There is a reason why I don't have friends but Felix and the reason is that I just don't like snakes talking to me. "

Melodia was so pissed. She looked at her friends, I could see how embarrassed she was.

"Well... Ice queen for once I tried to be nice. And you just reminded me why I don't wanna be nice."

"Don't forget the reminder" I smirked while walking out

There is a reason why people call me ice queen. And I would like it more if they keep that in mind.

~weeks later~

Week's went by and still no word from felix. He didn't even text me once. Was everything alright with him? Without thinking I went to the school secretary.

She was a older lady maybe around her 50. She had her glasses laying low on her nose and looked at ne, with her cold look. A look that showed that se didn't like to see teenagers. Especially not the once that comes to bother her.

" Could I know how Felix lee is doing he is .. ehm... He's my cousin and I didn't hear from him for a while. I just wanted to make sure that everything is okay." I said while looking down at my white vans

"There is a thing called social media use it." She said

Ugh this old woman I will... I tried to keep my anger down and tried to look for an excuse. If she knows that I texted him but he didn't answer then maybe she would realize that he wasn't family after all.

"My phone broke" I said while looking dead in her eyes.

As an ice cold person I was good at looking cold or showing no emotions.

Something I wonder myself if I really have some emotions.

" Give me a second" she finally answered.

" Felix lee you said"

"Yes ma'am"

"He isn't going to be back"

"Excuse me !? "

"He isn't a student at our school anymore. "

" I see thank you for going through the trouble"

"Sure. Now get to class."

"Yes ma'am have a good one" I said while walking out as quick as I could.