MY FRIEND ........pt 1

That day  was it blessed?

I found family ,

Slowly had all entered my eternity ;

Slowly giving me hopes ,

Hopes of thou love ,

Though had made an unbreak able bond :

Of friendships ,

All of my siblings ,

Gave me all of them the memories ,

I hold onto you for;

You were there when 

were needed ;

You wiped my tears ,

made me smile ,made me rethink

and rebeat my cardiac

Making me think ,

maybe not all friendships are false .

I can possibly never express ,

my inner felt ,

Ain't good at expression of heart.

I miss u the second thy gone.

Even years together are not enough ,

i wish to protect thou from ;

the cruelty , 

After years of feeling blanked ,

emotionless ,aimless ;

finally have found a logic behind my existences ,

have found my happiness ,

have found a family ,

A place i belong

somewhere i dont need to fake

somewhere i can say 'i have returned ';

Attention i receive with a single text ,

u read me by the way i text

u just know im sad or happy .

Am grateful for all ;

I remember that eve u came in ,

we ended in an argument with ever text ,

Couldnt bare to see thy around ;

Would even lose my long last patience .

Meaning behind our arguments

something that has not a electronic value usage ;

in our lives .

Had the same perve mind sets ;

Are ready to torcher the either

till eternity ;

but have not even granted that power ,

to the Almighty or Satan .

Are enemies for the time till capability time

has granted in this massive

universe

Remember that day us in a argument ;

as per daily business ;

No one had the capability but u did ;

U had just a simple question ,

"what's wrong ?"

Even after had made thousands of reasons;

showed all my strenght ,

but just was caught ,

easily like a baby caught by the holy birth giver .

First time in a life had felt

so vulnerable ,

so understood ;

My pal , My college ,My confidence ;

My unlike weakness and

My unfortunate strength ,

Hope had this world had better words than :

"thankyou "and " i hate you and only am allowed ";

 I promise to be for thy always ,

I am ready to leave the world

for thy sake ;

But if u ever even had the idea of leaving

marked my words in your useless brain ,

" i 'll break all your available bones

bury u alive in the forest "

No one dares to break u , else will be broken ;

And regret their entire existence .

Muffins ,I had arrived alone ;

But i wont be alone ,because i have thee ;

Thou partner keeps u happy is my only wish ;

Never had i dared to say ,

reasons are it makes me red;

I love you

I know myself cant show love,

am like an open book to thy eyes;

Hope i keep on having my special

presence in thy world .

Let me be your shoulder ,

My friend , lets always be happy together;

Lets always be there ,for each other ;

Even when our partners, dont agree .

Let make this promise of an eternity friendship .

And " I hate you ".

\~\~\~\~\~\~\~FOR MUFFINS

               MY CONFIDENCE

               OLDIE

                MY LITTLE GIFT FOR U

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