courage for now or never....

"life" continues shinouko in a serious tone , "…death, now or never, the soul of the invincible to be gained" I and yomi recalled it all ! " yes, 'the souled sword’, how can we forget it! it’d be another step closer,no not a just a step, a leap closer to our GOAL!", yomi exclaimed in fright of losing but also with a joyfull smile of accomplishing his goal. we all here ,not only yomi, me and shinouko but all the executers have an untold, devastated past....

Yomi hides his past from us but it is yet ,deep in his sorrowful heart is what gets him up to fight off anything that fumbles in his path.

Shinouko’s quite known to us,her past is as tragic as all of us here.

Her being a foster kid was lonely, bullied but, one stood by her side who was shinouko’s only friend back then. her name was 'Elizabeth Crusio', they did everything together, from eating to even sleeping together. Elizabeth was a brave , kind ,generous friend to her. To the fact both looked similar too…Elizabeth was an year elder than shinouko. One night which turned the tables of her life stood await after her. That night shinouko went asleep early. Elizabeth sat beside her awake, wide opened eyes in fright and pale face. she stood like that for hours sobing in silence, to her shock shinouko awakes , seeing her sister like friend sobbing in terror shinouko freaks in surprise and asked is she needed any help, if anything was wrong. Elizabeth gets out the bed and walks to the window sobbing harder, shinouko follows her. Elizabeth lifts the alarm clock in her arms and throws it on the window , shattering the glass window open and Elizabeth jumps out of the window, terrorized shinouko leaps to the window and catches hold of Elizabeth by her dress and said weeping ," are you out of your mind Elizabeth Crusio!, come on lend your hand to me, Elizabeth come on!". Elizabeth smiles gently and holds shinouko’s hand.

shinouko releases elizabeth’s dress from one hand to get a better grip on Elizabeth’s hand. shinouko pulls her with her with her full force and gets Elizabeth in , hugging her tight shinouko asks why tha she took such a harsh step. The only sentence elizabeth speaks out was ," if they come, don't let them in don't tell them anything, let me go ahead and die it’ll do you good ,don't save me ,gather your courage and let me go !" she left her stunned, traumatized. shinouko could just scream saying " no!!". Elizabeth turns shinouko around and stabs herself and jumps out of the window. shinouko turns around and what she saw was blood and screams of other kids downstairs. the nurses running around to call the cops and an ambulance. the scene left shinouko in trauma for a year!

the people who came to visit her past her state of trauma said that she said of killing herself oneday, now .........

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