Hot and Cold 2 (Jimin One-shot feat Namjoon )

I am pulled back into consciousness after a night of delightfully satisfying sleep, by a goddamn annoying ray of sunshine that just so happened to fall directly into my closed eyelids. Why dear Lord, do you choose me as the butt of you jokes...? And yes I am overreacting, but what do you expect when I am woken up in an ungodly hour of the day in the most annoying way possible?

I try to shift a bit failing miserably in my attempt. Wait what? Why is moving an inch suddenly a task I am unable to perform? Am I paralyzed? Oh no finally all my complaining and taking the Lord's name in vain have caught up with me. Goodbye oh cruel world! I don't even know why I'm so overdramatic today.

During my mental rambling I feel hands wrapping tighter around my waist. Wow that feels so nice! Wait! what? Hands? Coming to my senses I feel a warm body on my back, snuggling me to death. The person's even breaths are very calming while they inhale and exhale in equal intervals of time. Duh you imbecile they are sleeping! Their soft breaths tickle my shoulder making me giggle a little bit.

What the hell is wrong with me? I am being snuggled by a stranger, maybe a rapis- oh wait... The logical side of me makes the connection that I am in a hotel room and that I am sharing said hotel room and bed with a most definitely annoying and hot Jimin. The same Jimin that I have an infatuation with and the same guy who has a bitchy girlfriend who weirdly enough resembles a villain queen bee in a movie. (wink-wink).

I let myself relax just a tiny bit into his comforting embrace until i realized three important things:

One: He is dreamy, adorable and completely swoon-worthy.

Two: His girlfriend is a real b-witch.

Three: But he is in a relationship with said girlfriend and I am not the kind of girl that would steal someone else's significant other.

Realizing those three important truths, I let myself enjoy one last second of his hugging skills and detached myself from him. At least that was what I was trying to do, but it proved to be easier said than done. No, it was not because I couldn't make myself let go, it was because he was hanging on to my waist in a vice-like grip, which just became tighter as I fought with him.

After some time trying to escape his embrace, my big polka dotted shirt, just started riding up even more, until my midriff was exposed. Thank God I had opted to wear my pants or else this would have been extremely weird. Feeling his arms wrapped around my bare midsection was giving me feelings that I should most definitely not have for another girl's boyfriend, and feeling him all pressed up against my back wasn't helping my case either.

"Jimin-ah." I whispered lowly, fearing I would scare him or annoy other people in other rooms. Turning my head over my shoulder, his face was closer than I had anticipated. No I didn't accidentally kiss him but he was no more than five inches away from my face. And let me tell you that he was unbelievably yummy from this proximity and angle. His eyelashes were shadowing over his cheekbones, followed by his dimpled cheeks and pouty lips and a jawline that can have a nun drool.Add to that his unbelievably lithe bare upper body and you have a drooling Y/N on your hands.

"Jimin-ah." I tried again a bit louder. He heard me this time, as indicated by the little cute furrowing of his eyebrows and snuggled his face in my shoulder coming unbelievably close to my face. I gulped... just a little bit more and... I turned my head right back and breathed heavily. Feeling his bare arms moving to hug me tighter against my bare torso didn't really help me in the hyperventilating department. "He is not yours, he has a girlfriend" was my heartbreaking mantra by now.

"Jimin wake up please." I pleaded with him.

"Just five more minutes babe." He answered sleepily and snuggled closer. I tried not to melt at the nickname that was unfortunately not meant for me. He probably thought I was Lina. My heart broke a little bit at my realization. "Jimin you need to let me go." I pleaded with him.

"No just... please let me sleep." Was his gruff sleepy response. My god his morning voice... shut up Y/N. "Jimin it's Y/N..." Not Lina I added in my head.

"I know babe just two more minutes." At that my blood ran cold. He had heard me right? Knew it was me... and still called me 'babe'? What the bloody hell was that?

"What the hell is wrong with you?" I yell-whispered at him, using his surprise to make my escape, getting off the bed and facing his sleepy form sprawled on the bed. That dumbo had practically stolen my entire side of the bed. I tried not to 'aww' at his adorable sleep and confusion filled expression or at his disheveled head of hair and kept my pissed off expression.

"What is wrong?" Don't swoon at his gruff voice. Argh that annoying dumbo. "You are unbelievable!" With that I went into the bathroom, picking up my swimming clothes on the way. I showered, brushed my teeth, put on my clothes and went out the bathroom door.

"Y/N can we talk about this?" Blake pleaded with me as soon as I went out. Thank god he was fully clothed or I would smack his face. "No there is nothing we can talk about. You..." I contained myself from calling him a cheater. He was making me side with Lina and that just fueled my anger even more.

I picked up a towel and left the room ignoring his pleas to "talk it out". Annoying prick. Who does he think he is? Who does he think I am? I am not his side chick or whatever. How can these people live with themselves. Freaking unbelievable. Serves me right for idolizing his stupid *** to the point of no return. How will I keep working with him now. Just breathe and don't murder his ***.

By now I was making my way towards the beach. The beach was beautiful, even more so now in the morning. Yes a swim will make me calm down and think of a solution. Taking in the blue that overpowered my surroundings, I felt myself calm down, I felt my breaths even out and my blood come to a controlled simmer instead of the boiling state it was before. Approaching one of the umbrellas prepped up on the beach, I let down my towel in the supporter. I removed my clothes calmly, setting them by my towel. Breathe Min Y/N.

The sand crunched between my toes as I started walking towards the shore. The water came in tiny crystal clear waves that did nothing to disrupt the heaven around, as it timidly kissed the sand. The relaxing waves spread their state towards my being and I felt the water on my toes. The cool of the water made me shiver just a tiny bit. It was cool not cold, but beyond that it was beautiful and serene as my anger just melted away. Sure I was still not okay with Jimin but he is not my problem and I am extracting myself from that situation. Right now I will just enjoy this heavenly place.

Building up some more courage, I take another step into the sea and look down at my toes submerged into water. I do that again and again until I am waist deep into liquid crystal. Looking down I can still see everything. My feet, some tiny fishes, a random seashell and my reflection... that last thing made me frown. A brown haired and brown eyed sad girl stared back at me. When did I become so sad? I tried a smile on. That looked even worse. It was like holding a paper mask of a smile on sad eyes. Eyes do indicate a lot about a person. I dropped the fake smile and stared back at me, the real me who just so happens to feel sad. But maybe that's okay. You cannot expect to be happy all the time and sadness doesn't feel great but it's still an emotion that happens. So why do we try to hide it so often? Because we don't like dealing with things I suppose, because we like lying and saying that we are okay even to ourselves, because we don't want to feel pain. But we do..

Snapping out of my trance I look towards the horizon and take a moment to breathe in deeply. I will figure this out and I know that I can do it, that I can keep respecting my values and myself. Nothing happened and nothing is going to happen because I can handle this shitty situation and I will. Feeling determined I submerge into the water and swim a bit of my frustration out. When I'm done I start heading towards the shore with a newfound sense of certainty.

Heading towards the umbrella where I put my towel and clothes on, I notice a person next to it, realizing it was Jimin and having no other choice but to confront him and get my clothes. Approaching the umbrella I can see frustration and sadness in his face. 'What is he feeling sad about?' I scoff internally.

I wasn't going to be the one talking because I had nothing to say to him. I reached to get my towel, feeling his hand on mine. Without turning towards him, I let go of my towel and slip my hand out of his.His expression fell considerably and his eyes turned stormy.

"Y/N-ah ..."

"Don't call me that." I enunciated each word. "That nickname is reserved for friends."

"Why are you being so hostile?" I could hear the hurt in his voice. Did I care? No, not really.

"Because what you did was a really fucked up thing." I said calmly, but I could feel my fuse about to blow up any minute.

"I am sorry. I honestly was not conscious and whatever happened in the bed never went beyond a hug. I swear to God I am not that kind of guy."

"I am not talking about that." I bit back finally turning to look at him. His expression hit me hard, he really looked like he was miserable. "Even though sleeping like that with a girl who is not your girlfriend is incredibly uncalled for."

"But you said we could share a bed. And I thought-"

"Yes we could share a huge bed, each occupying a side. Not sharing my side of the bed, you snuggling into me like your life depended on it."

As I said that his eyes went wide and his face fell. I could see the hurt portrayed into them and it almost made me take everything back. But then I remembered why I was mad which fueled my stance.

"I'm sorry. I thought you felt differently about me." He finally admitted. I freaking knew it. His lying *** had been flirting with me from the get go. Was I really the one he was interested in or was he just using the fact that we ended up in the same room together?

"Felt about you?" I laughed incredulously. "How dare you even... I honestly pity her. As annoying and confrontational as she may be, she is right because you made her that way. It's such a shame what you're doing to her and I honestly think she is better off without you."

"Who the hell are you talking about?" He asked angrily. Oh so now he was angry huh?

"Lina, your girlfriend, remember?" His face was beyond surprised. "The one you introduced the other day?"

"You mean my ex...?" He said slowly.

"No your girlfriend Lina, the queen bee you have been dating since forever!" I raised my voice a bit and walked closer.

"We are not together anymore. We broke up..." He seemed confused and practically portrayed what I was feeling. Broke up? What... When? But .... Huh?

"What?" I asked incredulously.

"Umm yeah we broke up." He raised one arm, scratching the back of his head. What was it with him and his cartoon-like quirks? "Can we please sit down?"

At that he fixed up a towel on the sand and we quietly sat in front of each other cross-legged. He seemed somewhat nervous and quiet which was incredibly unlike him. I always associate him with positive emotions, which makes this situation so much more out of the ordinary.

"We were having some hard times, just fighting and being on each-others throat. She never really trusted me around anyone as you witnessed the other day. She will get jealous about anyone I come into contact with and finding out I was working with a girl and especially that that girl would be you, really tipped her over the edge." He finished slowly.

"What do you mean by 'especially you'?" I asked confused but at the same time much calmer.

"Well, you are not that ugly." He joked, making me punch him lightly which made us laugh together. Realizing the sense of yearning I felt towards that feeling truly caught me by surprise. Our laugh died down to a peaceful smile.

"You my dear Y/N are truly beautiful - if I am allowed to call you that." He chuckled a bit. "And me and my tenth grade crush working together was apparently too big of a threat to my ex." Wait...Did he say crush?

"So we decided that our relationship had become unhealthy and we broke up. All of this happened the day she blew up on you, after I ran after her." He finished.

"How does that make you feel?" Did he miss her? Did he still like me? God I am so dumb for judging him so quickly.

He gave me an almost radiant smile that made me all fuzzy inside. I fought back my grin just to fail miserably. God we were so sappy.

"I have to say I am finally unafraid to truly be myself." He confessed. "I can talk to people without looking over my shoulder, I can wear something else besides button downs and most importantly I can finally follow my heart and go after this really great girl that I have been infatuated with for quite some time." He finished with an excited glint on his eyes.

My face fell and I didn't try to cover it up. He was already into another girl...But I thought that-

"What are you thinking about?" He asked me earnestly.

"Huh?"

"You always run off mentally into your own world and you get so lost in your thoughts." He pointed out. "Where are you running off to? What are you overthinking? Just please tell me."

I was incredibly baffled. In the midst of my mental war -whether I should let him know if I am hurt he is interested in another girl and that I want to try make us work- I feel his big warm hands cover my own. Looking at them and then back up at him, I caught the glint in his eyes.

"You know the girl I was talking about is you right?" My jaw dropped figuratively and literally which made him chuckle. "Judging by your expression I am going to say that you didn't. You have always been a little unobservant haven't you Y/N?"

I just nodded my head in awe at him which again made him laugh.

"You are too fucking cute for your own good." He said as he started diminishing the space between us. His face up close was a true work of art and it reminded me of the morning situation. His breath fanned my face and his scent conquered my senses. How can someone smell so good and comforting?

"Now what?" He asked when he was just a hair-width away from me, lips just lightly brushing over my own as he spoke. My breathing hitched in my throat, realizing he was waiting for me to make a decision.

"Shut up." I whispered back and brushed my lips against his, feeling his lips move against mine. After sharing some light kisses, I moved over his lap, straddling his hips, trying to feel him closer, placing my hands around his well-built shoulders. He appreciated that as he placed one of his hands on my neck and the other on my thigh and teased my bottom lip, making me repay the favor.

Soon we were giving long haphazard kisses as I felt his tongue tease my lower lip, asking for permission. I let him properly taste me, feeling his open lips against my own, trying to get as close to that fluttering feeling in my chest as I could. Eventually we had to breathe so we pulled away and I hid my face into his bare shoulder as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

Huh, he seemed to like my waist a lot. We really were under-dressed as far as first kisses go, considering I was still in my swimming suit and he was in a tank top and swimming trunks. That did nothing to calm down my tomato-red cheeks. Did he feel the same way?

I pulled away from his chest to look at his face. His face was a depiction of happiness as his eyes were full of glee, dimples on full show and a smile stretched on his full kissable red puffy lips. I am assuming mine were the same. Involuntarily my expression mirrored his, as we burst in a fit of laughter, me still straddling him... I really should get off but he was so comfortable.

Out of the blue he wraps his arms around me and lies back, pulling me on top of his very swoon-worthy frame. I let out a squeal that soon turned into a giggle.

"Still too fucking cute." He said with contented look on his face. I sat my hands on his chest, letting my chin rest on top of them, just looking at his gorgeous face.

"What?" He asked somewhat consciously but still happy. I loved that emotion on him.

"I really like you too." That made his smile fully blow out. "And I am sorry for the way I acted. I honestly thought the worst."

At that he rolled us until I was laid on my back, him on top of me and in between my legs.

"I should have clarified everything beforehand." He smiled down at me. And then his face took up a devilish look, one that made him extremely dangerous and very desirable. My oh my. "But I also have to admit I love the position in which everything fell into place."

Damn his teasing and the effect it has on me. Yes weirdly enough when the guy you have been pinning after for two years, confesses to you, kisses you and then teases you via innuendos is on top of you, you tend to get a little hot and bothered.

"**** I love it when your eyes darken like that." He snaps me out of my daydreaming. "But we gotta go, the activities will start in an hour."

"Just a little bit more." I whine.

"Don't ... " He whispers. But I ignore him and pull him towards my lips, taking full advantage of his kissing skills, something that he doesn't seem to mind and is willing to share with me. Being the quick learner that I most certainly am, I make sure to repay everything I learn. But you can never have too many study sessions, am I right?

"Don't ..." I whisper which she ignores and pulls me towards her. How could I ever not get tempted by her?

THE END.

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