Inside the mindset

I shut down myself in the room as the cage inside my opens, releasing the rampaging beasts and monsters each fighting for dominance to set my identity.

Who am I today? What will I be?

Will I be able to smile normally with all these sounds oppressing me? Or will be identified as an abnormal and be out-casted?

Whatever is it, all I want is to get through another day even if it takes handing my souls to these demons.

Cause after all the definition of abnormality of this society is just one of it's another twisted reality.

           -Nagomi

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A ray of light peeked inside

But it was far from reach, I couldn't touch it

Scared of it's warmth, I held back myself

But I was only a human, my curiosity drew me towards it......

It was cold, it was sad

Nonethless, it was something I craved for

Scared that it might go out, I kept the curtains if my heart open

Just like that slowly but surely, the coldness was melting for me.

As it held onto me....

                        -Haruto

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A special place only for me

With my only special one

Helding hands as we sat

Staring at each others eyes

As we make our own paradise

Slowly we grew up

And so did our ideals

I realised the paradise we had

Was as fragile as a delicate glass

Trampled and shattered as we stepped

Onto the world full of regrets

Sometimes it left me wondered

Were we always this weak?

Or was this what the situation made us

Broken and rebuilt over and over again

Until nothing other than those memories were left

Still I search for you, holding on those treasures

Cause you are the one who I call my 'last paradise'.

    -Aito

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His hair as red as flames

Rivaling the one burning inside me

As I saw those crimson eyes

So ethereal yet so lonely

Flickering, prepared to blow out any moment

Scared to loose the only spark

You built those walls

Only the one allowed to see the light

Was you and me

I too got caught up in those flames

Seeking for every bit of its warmth

As diamonds fell down those crimson eyes

I swore to held you close

Even if the spark was long gone

I clung onto you being your only flame....

                                 -Itsuki

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This chapter is like just a sneak peek to what are the characters are gonna be like. Their character outlines so you can understand their personality better.

This will be a boys love story.

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