Life is really confusing!

Enakshi was on her bed, sitting still for atleast half an hour. She is like this in every morning. For 30 minutes or more, she can't think properly about anything.

But, today she is actually thinking hard about something. She is finding logic in something very precious to her.

"What can I do? What should I do? No one cares about me any more. My mother, my sister, my colleague, even Devarshi also threw me away😑! Even Devarshi 😔! My friends used to call us 'Devsena' for our mutual understanding. We never proposed each other, but still we were more than just friends. At least I thought so. But, now it's obvious that only I thought in that way", Enakshi was talking to her mind.

She wasn't like this forever. But, her father's death actually took a toll on her mindset. For many months, she was in depression.

Two lines of tears are coming across her cheeks. Enakshi desperately shakes her head. No, she will not be like this. She is a strong girl, at least she wants to be.

The problem is actually different here. There is a difference between being sweet and being weak. Everyone admits that Enakshi is a sweet girl, but most of them also consider that she doesn't have a strong will which can be respected. In return, they actually don't consider her views as very important ones.

Enakshi also knows that and is absolutely ok with that. But, how Devarshi can also become like them?

She was staring at the mirror, thinking just one thing. "What can I do, Devarshi? I can't propose you for sure. I am not like Deepti. But, is that all you want? Devarshi, I can't simply believe! Even now I can't even think bad about you. More than that, I actually congratulated Deepti yesterday for getting your love. I can't also think against Deepti too! Really I can't do anything now with my life", she was crying silently.

And the one from the mirror, is laughing at her. The real Enakshi also breaks out a little smile now. If she herself is smiling on her, then why not the whole world?

She actually doesn't recall from when her life went down like this. Maybe it all started after her father's untimely death at a rainy night on a street of the city. From that terrible incident, Enakshi is like this, utterly confusing within her own self. Though she can't be blamed for being like this. Any daughter who watched her father being killed with her bare eyes, can't forget that scene for her entire life for sure.

Though she still loves the world around her. She cares about the people she met in her life. But, it seems people don't actually care about her.

"Maybe I should visit my consulting doctor again? Though he said that I am actually doing fine in my life, but stll I have to ask him about losing night memories for sure", Enakshi now tries to make one decision.

Losing night memories. Yes, that's what Enakshi thinks about that. But, it is actually a more serious matter in real.

Everyday Enakshi returns home from her school before sunset. She is not going out on evening deliberately since her father's demise as per the doctor's suggestion. So, Enakshi normally use all the evening by researching on her own thesis and also checks her students' assignments.

But, for somedays, there is something going on at that time. Enakshi starts her work of checking assignment normally but after sometime she just falls asleep. When she wakes up its exactly the midnight ticking on the clock. And it's happening everyday for last one month approximately. That's obviously surprising to be happened on daily basis.

"No, I have to ask my doctor about this. I can't ignore it further. Life is really not that fantastic for me anymore, but I will not allow it to go worsen", Enakshi decides something for the first time at this morning.

She feels a little relax now. She jumps from her bed. She have to be ready for her school.

But, Before entering the bathroom, again her mood swings by hearing the news coming from the television of her sister's room.

'Again a person was killed at midnight in the city. This time it's 44, Nomoskar Lane street. And as far we came to know that person was a notorious criminal of that area. But, again the question is who is cleaning the society at nights? Is it some undercover police operation or any superhero came to life straight from the fictions?', the voice of the news anchor was humming around the room.

Is it really right to kill criminals or is it also a terrible crime itself? A very popular question with may be no correct answer. Enakshi smiles while thinking about that and got into the bathroom.