Struggles

0. Backstory

hey, i am Li Ahn Lee. my parents expect so much and everything is so hard i don't know how i am supposed to feel about going into high school but everything is just so hard and my mom blames me for everything i cannot even do my homework is peace. my dad is gone but he's not dead but thanks for worrying in that split. second he just doesn't live with us since the divorce but even before it he was never really here he was always on "business trips" and working out of state. it never changed even when we moved to the states.

**my first relationship was in 7th grade in junior high it wasn't even real but I just count it as the first time someone mutually liked me it lasted a week then he broke up with me and i was ever so dramatic i ctied in a corner called my friends over a hot i didn't even really like and ruined an entire friendship for.

my second relationship was FAKE i asked my friend of 4 years at the time to act like we were together even though he was dating a girl but we told her about it we "dated" for over a month.

my third relationship was with my friend who was a girl and i am a girl we were texting and she told me she had actually liked me for 2 years so i said i would date her and im sorry to say I took the entire relationship for granted i said yes out of pity and the entire time i liked our friend which she knew and this girl had a girlfriend who was also my friend but they would break up every month and then she'd hold my hand and kiss me on the cheek and lean on my shoulders and text me cute messages andwhen they got back together she would tell me it's all fake and i felt so hurt from that sh*t that i didn't date a girl after this relationship. anyways, back on track this girl treated me the absolute best i loved her so much (as a friend) she put up with me she cared for me she was everything a girl could ask for and she was sassy and punk and had red hair and she was bold and she was beautiful but then i broke up with her on accident in class the girl i liked told her i was breaking up with her and then she said i said that and then my girlfriend blamed our breakup on her and that girl I liked flirted during class and she was pissed and to this day i always look at our text messages and cry. but after the breakup we were good friends but at the end of 7th grade she moved to Germany and God do i miss her.

tbcー**

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