**Time Skip (2 days)
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after two days of silence, my friend asked me about my situation again when she was sure that now I have finally calmed down and settled my conflicted feelings.
"So now will you please tell me what the hell happened with you and why are you in this state my patience has run out please tell me whatever it is"
Lily was my friend since middle school and the only true friend I had and she always protected me like a sister in any situation ever since we became friends but I was afraid of what lily will think of me after she knows my family situation will she also abandon me this thought scared me to the core I was really afraid of being abandoned but I trusted her with all my secrets so I told her what happened 2 days ago she was really shocked and then had a sad expression on her face and suddenly hugged me,
"you have really suffered but don't worry I will never leave your side this is just a phase in your life forget all the bad memories and focus on yourself from now on."
Actually lily never liked my family at all since the beginning but never said anything because of me. She was always angry when she saw the difference in treatment between me and my so-called sister but never really said anything because she didn't want to hurt me. she also suspected that they are not my real family but I never really listened to her at treated her words as a joke but now everything is true and I am really disappointed in myself.
In my childhood, I always wanted my parent's attention so I studied really hard and behaved very well and never behaved as a stubborn girl but they never showed an ounce of affection to me and treated me as someone very distant but I never complained about anything and tried to make myself better thinking that I must have made a mistake but thinking back now it was all just a waste of time they never really cared about what I was doing.
"I was really stupid" I mumbled to myself.
"So what do you plan to do next?" lily asked Sara.
"well actually I am happy now I think it feels like a heavy burden is lifted from my head and I feel quite free right now," she said with a relaxed expression on her face.
"oh I forgot to ask did you told them about your secret or not?"
I remembered that I was going to tell them my secret on my birthday night but did not due to the revelation of the truth and all the mess well now I think it was for the better that I didnot tell then the truth cause they dont deserve it.
"no I did not"my friend let out a sigh of relief after hearing my reply.
"well I always said that they dont deserve a daughter like you, my sara is better off without them" lily said while hugging sara as a sign of giving comfort with a bright smile on her face in attempt to cheer her mood up.
Revealing my secret was also just another attempt of mine in hope of getting a compliment from my parents but it was all just my wishful thinking. she let out a sigh while saying this to herself in her mind.
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