Episode 3

Much as I stood my ground never to go back to my vomit, I still feel the urge to, especially when you are new in love affair and to your first. His persistent calls and text messages got the vulnerable part of me I must say, my self therapy almost left me.

I took a stand in church activities so as to forget the thought of sex and relationship, choir rehearsals, night vigils and so on. The feelings where stronger each day I get to read some text messages of his, claiming to be sorry over everything. At some point I saw reasons with him and so I accepted to see him in an open environment with my friends, we got talking and indeed he felt guilty over his act, my friends where insisting on accepting him.

I won't lie to say that I did thought of his romance and all his gullible antics on me that I fancied, so I accepted to visit him at his condo the next day. I was so happy to have spoken and mended issues with him. For some reasons my mind wasn't stable with the whole plan even though my body was ready for every actions he got to give knowing how long I have stayed without such. Hmmm, just 3 months oooo and am yearning like a dog who needs a bone.

I woke up with so much enthusiasm on how the day would look like, my room mate was shocked to see the happiness in me, at first she was thinking I won't succumb to her advice but then what can I say to a heart that has gotten so engulfed with love towards this guy.

I hate myself for this single move but my mind was already sinking deep.

As I walked down to his condo, I felt the urge of going back but I insisted. My mind was playing games with me either ways, I tried knocking on the door when I heard a male voice from inside his apartment, the voice sounded like Nonso his closed friend, he was laughing out loud, i kept wondering why but I chose to eavesdrop to hear more about his jokes.

Guy! You warn chop her run again? He said.

No ooh!! That's not what I meant, what am saying is that this girl father hold die, if I can get her pregnant she can go any extra mile for me, I will use her get more money from her dad.

But wait ooo, how will you do that?.

See!, when she comes, I would reign praises on her, then she would become vulnerable to me after which I would penetrate and seal the deal.

Are you planning on getting her pregnant?

No oo! But if happens is a plus for me, but my plan is to do a video of her so as to get more money from her parents through her and she would become my stocked girlfriend, so each time she does any how, I would threaten to blackmail her with the video.

Wow!!! My guy, that is bad oooo, don't you think she doesn't deserve all of this?.

I felt the hotness of the sun inside the building, my feet where shaking, thought of badging in to confront him but no. At that point I knew that I was dealing with a Con man.