Episode 10

Warning: R-18

She remained serious and knelt. I was shocked when she started picking up the food that was splattered all around the cold floor.

Then, she started eating it using her bare hands.

"What the fuck are you doing?" I growled.

"Eating."

"It's dirty! Stop eating!" I tried to get her elbow to stand her up on the floor but she's very stubborn. She just pushed my hands away and continues to eat. Fuck! Fuck! Motherfucking son of a bitch, Mandemus.

And to think that it is still hot!

"Mexica! Get up!" I shouted at her now but she continues to eat the food on the floor. She aggressively finished all of the dirty food that I cooked.

One last scoop of rice and she's done. "Happy?" She asked and face me. "I'm done eating your cook. Can I get inside of my room now and have some peace?"

This is... killing me.

She wipes her mouth using her elbows and smiled sarcastically. "Don't pity me. I'm used to eating dirty foods when I was in a ginsaeng house. It will not kill my stomach because that was just a piece of cake to eat."

Wh... at? She's used to eating dirty foods in ginsaeng house? I couldn't afford to hear that news. She must've endured a lot of pain when she was still staying there. And the thought is killing me again.

From now on, I will feed her delicious foods.

"Aren't you pissed at me? Why do you look like you've seen a ghost?" She sarcastically asked me.

I didn't manage to answer at first. I just stared at her face.

"Don't give me that look, Mandemus. I guess I just added the list of things that I should pity my childhood friend and that that I should care about her from now on. No, you better get your shits together and don't try doing stupid things-"

She was blabbering nonsense things again. All I did was to shut her up using my mouth. Our lips collided instantly. And because she's so thin and light as a feather, I could just easily pin her off on the door.

I kicked the door of her room to close it from inside. She was shocked because of my sudden movement. We weren't closing our eyes, we lock our gaze while kissing.

I didn't know a woman could still show her cold look while doing intimacy.

Or is it just... she had never and will never have feelings for me?

I tried to push off the thoughts by closing my eyes. She mimics my movements as I tilted my head to give her more access.

I gather her sands of hair using my other free hand and grasp it. The other hand was busy scanning her tiny body. She didn't even have boobs. Or should I say... breast because it will never be identified as boobs because of its small size.

"Mandemus..." She moaned my name as I put my hand on her jawline and trace her lips using my index finger. "Shhh," I whispered.

Don't fucking moan my name because I will never have control to stop myself anymore, Mexica!

"Mandemus..." There she goes again. She keeps on moaning my name even if we were just doing the first base. What's more, if I'll do... the... third... and fourth... base... Oh fucking shit, this is getting me crazy.

I almost swallowed her upper lip and do the rhythm of our movements. She widely opened her mouth and I find it the chance to lock our tongues inside.

I grasp sands of her hair more and pinned my body to hers. Surprisingly, she didn't stop or provoke me. Instead, she keeps on moaning my name. "Mandemus..."

It's like music to my ears. Her soft voice was like an angel singing in heaven. This feeling is heaven compared to the women I fucked up before.

I bit her lower lip and lowered down my kiss to the bottom of her neck. I kissed her collarbones and unzip the buttons of her collared shirt. I tear it down without efforts.

There, I could finally see her upper body. But I've never seen a two pair of hills. It's because she's very tiny. I bet she's malnourished. And I know the reason why.

When I was about to unlock the strap of her bra. She said something that made me came to a halt. "Mandemus... please..."

I thought it was the thing that I was thinking about. However, she continued. "Don't do this... please..."

What the fuck? Are you fucking kidding me? This isn't supposed to be the time to provoke me, Mexica! Not this time where it feels so tight now.

"Please..." she pleaded like I'm a saint in her eyes. She was crying while looking under me. And when I say crying, the drops of tears on her eyes was like a waterfall. It's not stopping. She looks confused and scared and... she was shaking in despair. "Don't do this. If you still have remaining respect in our friendship..." She cried again and her eyes were now swollen.

The fire that was once litted finally turned into ashes. I stiffened because it was like a slap to my ego.

She responded to my kisses.

And it gives me hope.

"Why?" I asked and grip her hips to the point that I didn't notice it's hurting her. She flinched from my grip.

"I don't love you. Sex is nothing to me if I don't like or love the person," She answered, alas.

Now, this pissed me off for real. "Get dressed," I commanded angrily and went out of her room.

Before I could fly my fist on the wall, I heard another set of sobs inside of her room. And today, it was worst. Her sobs, her cries, she was screaming at the top of her lungs to pour it all out.

And it pains me hardcore.

Because what I did make her feel and react that way. That left me dumbfounded and unequivocally woebegone.

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