Episode 3

You may be asking, "Robin, why do you think you can get answers by google?" Well, Robin doesn't know himself. Right now, I'm on my laptop searching up who Felix is. Kinda stupid I know, thinking that a random kid could be in google. I start typing.

'Felix car crash.'

Nothing comes up. Only pictures of car crashes and some other stuff that are completely unrelated. I sigh, I mean, what was I expecting? I close my laptop and sit back. My eyes look to the ceiling of my room. A plain, white ceiling. Nothing special.

I sigh softly. I wonder if there's any other way to find out. I truly do want to. These dreams don't make any sense. I would really like dreams that make sense. If anything, these are nightmares. Not the ones that scare you or make you jolt up from your bed, no, these nightmares are ones that repeat in your mind for months.

I need to know what all of this means. I've been stuck with these dreams for months and honestly if I don't get these nightmares out of my head I may just go insane. My mom says that they're probably just nightmares that are there to stay. The thing is, I don't want that. I know she does her best to help though, but I need answers. She doesn't want me finding out in my own, but if it comes to that, I'm gonna have to do it.

I ignore the urge to keep searching the web. The only thing I'll probably find is pictures of random stuff which is honestly kind of annoying. I mean, how annoying would it be if you were searching up for something and get something completely unrelated.

I get up from my desk and start waking down stairs. My mom and Camil went to the store to get groceries, so I was home alone. Not that it was a bad thing, honestly I don't mind. I grab a glass and fill it with water. I take a sip and place the glass down. What do I do now? I have no idea. But I do know for sure that I can't leave this subject alone. But how will I figure this out? I sigh softly, It annoys me that I can't do much. All that I can do really is sleep and dream. That's all I do besides helping my family and going to work. Sadly that's all I can do. Just when I start to get deep in my thoughts, my phone interrupted my thoughts.

'We're on our way home :)' My mom texts.

'Alright, you need help with groceries?'

'Yes please'

'Mkay, text me when you're in the drive way.'

'Will do'

With that, I turn my phone off and walk to the couch. I lay down and slowly drift off to a slumber.

"Congrats kiddo! I'm so proud of you!" A man yells. My head spins around and I see the man again, the one with brown hair. I smile and hug him.

"Thanks dad!" I hear myself say. Okay, I've known that this kid has two dads. Honestly that's pretty cool. Not gonna lie, I forgot the good times I've spent with my dad. It's been a while, and to be honest again, I kinda miss those times. But, life isn't always a happy ending.

I notice the setting. It's a house. I desperately try to take control of my eyes. I struggle, but I catch a glimpse of the address.

'7761 Lafayette St. Monroeville, PA 15146.'

(It's a fake address I swear.)

"You did well! I knew you could do it, bud!" The brown haired male said. Sorry pops, but it's time for me to head out. Or at least try to. I try and force my eyes open. All I can say is that it hurts. It hurts a lot. My eyes open wide. I groan and put my hand over my head. I feel exhausted. I then remember the address. I scramble up from the couch as I desperately try and find a paper and pen, repeating the address over, and over again in my head.

'7761 Lafayette St. Monroeville, PA 15146'

'7761 Lafayette St. Monroeville, PA 15146'

'7761 Lafayette St. Monroeville, PA 15146'

I run up the stairs to my room.

'7761 Lafayette St. Monroeville, PA 15146'

I open my drawer and grab paper and a pen as I write down the address. 7761 Lafayette St. Monroeville, PA 15146. I sigh in relief as I close the cap on the pen. I fold the paper and place it somewhere only I'll find it, under my notebook. Literally, no one looks there, so I stash most of my important things there that I don't want my mom or my sister to see. I then open my laptop and go on google, there has to be something about this address.

I type rapidly in the search bar.

7761 Lafayette St. Monroeville, PA 15146

I press the enter button. My eyes sparkle when I see something about the address.

"ROBIN!"

I jump and close the tab quickly, closing my laptop. I hear foot steps coming towards my room. The door burst open as I snap my head to the one standing in the doorway. It was no other then my mother. She walks up to me. "You said you would help me with groceries, what happened? Playing video games was more important than helping your own mother?" She says, looking pretty offended.

I shake my head defensively. "No no no no no no, of course not." I reply quickly. " I was taking a nap." I say. Now that I think about it, it was a very stupid excuse even though it was the truth. My mom glares at me.

"Alright then." She says, clicking her tongue. "Anyway, help me put the groceries away then." She said. She then left the room. I nod and get up from my desk. I walk out of the room. Before I close the door, I take one last glance at the notebook with the address in it. I sigh and close the door behind me.

I then start speed walking down stairs. I take the groceries out of the plastic Walmart bags. I take the things and put them in the fridge, freezer, and pantry. Once I'm done, I wash my hands and flop on the couch. I take out my phone and start typing the address on Google Maps. A place comes up and it's in a city that's in the state I'm in, except it's around maybe six hours by car from where I am. I'll have to find transportation to get there. I know my mom wouldn't drive there no matter how many times I ask. I could take a train. I'll just tell my mom that I'm meeting my friend that happens to be there. Yea, that could work, and if it doesn't, I'll just sneak out in the middle of the night. I'll have to leave at around three a.m.

Once again, my thoughts get interrupted by my little sister, Camil. She looks at me and smiles. "Hey birdie, while me and mommy were at Walmart, I got this for you." She seems excited. She reveals a black notebook with the words 'Family' on the front with white coloring. I can't help but smile. I take the notebook, grateful to what my little sister blessed me with.

I smile. "Thank you Camil, I love it." I laugh softly. I'll keep this and hold it until the day I die. As you can tell, I love my sister. I'm very over protective of her though. But since I'm going to be leaving, Mom will have to do a lot more. I feel kinda bad, but I'm desperate for answers.

My sister smiles, hopping a little bit. "You like it?" I laugh at hug her.

"I love it." I smile. Camil laughs. I let her go. She smiles and runs back up stairs to her room. I chuckle softly as I get up and head up to my room. close the door behind me. I head to my small desk and open my laptop. I type in the address in my search bar again. I press enter and do more research about the address.

A couple minutes pass and I've got nothing. All I got was the city, which I already found out on my phone on Google Maps. I groan in frustration. Why am I even relying on a dream? This is stupid. But then again, answers. I sigh and look up at the ceiling. Was this a bad idea? Probably. Will I still go? Most likely yes, yes I will. Is it a stupid thing to do? Oh most definitely yes. It was a stupid idea but then again, my middle name is stupid. No it's not, it's Elliot. Though it would've been fitting. Though I doubt my mom would ever have that as my middle name. She loves me too much to have my middle name as stupid.

I turn my laptop off and close it. I sigh softly. I think my best bet is to tell my mom tomorrow and then leave at three a.m. I'll stay at a hotel, or not depending on how tired I am. I'll look some up tomorrow. I'll also need to pack my things. That's going to be a tedious process. I look at the time. Ten fifteen p.m. Good thing I'm already in my pajamas. I turn off my desk top lamp. I pull the blankets off the bed and hop in. I charge my phone and pull the sheets over me.

I really hope mom allows me. If not, I'll just have to do what every teen does, sneak out. Which I really hope I don't have to do.

I then slowly drift off into a slumber.

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