Chapter 5 I hate living like this

" *Hey Hyun ! Come out and have dinner* "

"Coming sissy"

Hyun comes out to have dinner

Ji Ah serves him dinner,

"how was your day sissy"

Ji Ah Suddenly thinks of Mr. stranger. Only thinking of him makes her smile,

Sissy " (Hyun waves his hand infront of Ji Ah face )

"Huh" (In a startled voice )

"I ask how was your day but instead of replying you were smiling ! I guess something good happened today"

"What"

"May be you found my future brother in law humm ?" (In a teasing voice )

"Hey ! How could you talk like that with your sister ?" (Ji Ah hits on Hyun head)

"Ouch ! Sissy "

"Behave well "

"Yes miss !"

Suddenly some sounds comes from outside,

"Hey !Ji Ah !"

it was her mom

She comes into the house

She was drunk, she couldn't even walk properly, her eyes were red and she was hiccuping,

"Mom" (Ji Ah runs to her mom and gives support to her body)

Seeing this Hyun becomes really angry,

"Mom Why do you always drinks so much?"

( he yells )

"Hey ! I am...i am not drunk...I didn't drink !"

"Mom how can you say you didn't drink Look at your condition ! Mom ! Please can you let us leave in peace !"

"Hey...Whad..did I do" (her words wasn't evethe n clear)

"mom"

"*hey ! do.. don't touch me*.. " (she pushes Ji Ah)

Ji Ah falls on the floor,

"Sissy" (Hyun runs to Ji Ah)"Are you okay" (in a worried voice)

"I'm okay"

"*Mom ! please can you stop it ? don't let me hate you ! I really wanna die just because of you*" (He yells at his mom. Tears rolls down Hyun's cheeks)

As soon as Ji Ah hears this she slaps Hyun,

"*Hyun ! How could you even say that ? Do you know you are the only reason I'm living ? How could you ? sob... sob*... " (Ji Ah cries)

"Sissy ! " (Hyun weeps )

"Hyun! please never say that sob...sob..."

(tears rolls down Ji Ah's eyes)

"I'm so sorry sissy sob... sob... " ( He hugs Ji Ah)

"Don't show your fucking drama in front of me ! " ( her mom yells )

"*Hyun go to your room. Let's talk tomorrow humm? Just go and rest I will handle mom*."

"But sissy "

"Just go ! And lock your door "

Hyun goes to his room and lock the door,

After Hyun goes to his room she helps her mom lie in sofa but again she push Ji Ah,

This time she pushed her hard. She fall on the floor and hurts her knee badly,

"*Ouch* !" (She screams )

Hearing her scream Hyun comes out of his room and find his sister on the floor and blood was dripping from her knees. He hurriedly goes near Ji Ah and helps her,

"*Sissy! How did this happen ? Did she pushed you again* ?" ( In a worried voice )

"*Hyun ! don't worry I'm okay. I just slipped and fell on floor* ."

" *Sissy ! Don't lie to me* ." ( He yells at Ji Ah)

"*I am not* ! "

Then he stand up and goes near his mom ,

"*Mom! did you pushed sissy* " ( In a rude voice )

"*Why... are ya so arrogant you son of bitch*?"

" *Mom ! did you pushed her* ? " ( he repeats himself )

"*Yes ! so whad ? Will ya beat me* ? " ( Her words wasn't clear but it can still be understand )

Ji Ah was still on the floor looking at her mom and brother . She could sense angryness of Hyun . She was worried that Hyun will do something but instead he asked one of to his mother,

"*Mom! Do you even care about us ? Do you even loves us* ?" ( Tears rolls down his eyes)

His mom doesn't answer instead mumbles unnecessary things,

" *Hyun ! she isn't in her right sense. Let's talk tomorrow* ? "

"*Sissy until when we will have to bear it, mainly you. I can't see you like these anymore. My heart aches for you sob.. sob.. if only I was a little more capable than you wouldn't have to bear it all alone sob.. sob*.. "

(Hyun burst out in tears )

Ji Ah slowly stand up and goes near Hyun limping ,

"*Hyun you are more than capable. You are the reason for me to live so don't blame yourself* . *Your sissy will make everything alright*! " (She hugs Hyun)

"Sissy ! I am very sorry ! "

"Silly boy ! Why are you even sorry ? "

She clams him down . Hyun goes to his room Ji Ah puts thin blanket over her mom and goes to her room. Then she cleans her wound , applies medicine and lays on the bed tears rolls down her eyes,

Ji Ah POV:

\[earlier when Hyun said he wants to die , my heart sank. I felt like I was falling from cliff. My heart broke into pieces. My only reason to live was my brother but today he said he doesn't want to live . I felt like my whole world collapsed in a second. My heart is aching like crazy. I don't know what will I do if something happens to him. God why is my life like this ? I really hate leaving like this !\]

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